SUICIDAL THOUGHTS 1

Marianna can feel the cold wind passing through her skin. She is now wearing the hospital gown . Her foot have a scratches cause by walking. Her lips is chapped as if dehydrated. Her color is pale and her eyebugs can be seen clearly under her eyes as a sign that she did not sleep properly. She is humming with the wind and smiling while crying. She is at the edge of the big bridge of the city. The cars who are passing through the place do not dare to stop in that area because that is the territory of the deadliest gang in the city, and this gang is owned by the powerful mafia family.

One step going forward and she will fall toward the big river under the bridge. She is still smiling and humming . Ferrer come down from his car when he saw his wife, he is slowly going near her but when he sees him she starts to panick. She violently shakes her head because of some memories that she is seeing. "No. No. No.Noooo!" Marianna is now holding her head because it become painful.

Fiero close his eyes and stop walking towards her , afraid that she might really fall. " Okay! Okay! I will not go there, but please you need to come here..." Fiero is begging for the first time. He feels like useless for the first time of his life. " Come??...No. No. No! Someone took my baby! Someone took my baby! " Marianna shouted while hugging herself. Fiero cannot see his fiancee like this anymore, he feels like telling her the truth to keep her sane.

Then Marianna remember all from the past. Before she came to this situation. She cried out loud. " You!..." she point her index finger to Fiero. " It is all your fault! You are a monster! You are the reason why my baby died! I hate you ! You will never find someone who will love you like I do! And you will never find happiness!I hate you! " Marianna scream from the top of her lungs before a rain come pouring from the clouds. Then she voluntarily jump to the river.

Lava is watching her friend Rian applying her simple yet elegant make up. They are both in the same year of college but Rian's body is more curvy comparing to Lava who have a flat view infront and back. Rian is popular among guys and enemy among girls. They both grew up in a small village but during the college days they transfered to a town where it is more convenient for their study. Rian graduated as valedictorian in their class while Lava is the salutatorian during high school. They are both under the scholarship of the institution in college ,of course ,in one condition, maintain their high marks. In order for them to save money, they are now renting a small space near their school.

" Rian ,enough of the make up. You know that you have asthma right? " Lava stand up to get a glass of water to give her. Rian roll her eyes. " You are treating me again as a patient! I don't know if I should be touch or insulted! " Rian is dramatically hold her chest but she still drink the glass of water . Lava laugh at Rian and fan herself. " When will we get out of this small town? This place feels like I don't belong here! I always dream of a place with big buildings, expensive cars, rich people and hot guys! Not some boys who is boring! " Rian complains. This attitude of hers is not new to Lava, she is ambitious and that is one thing she likes about her. Rian knew what she likes and sometimes by getting what she wants, she don't care if she hurts someone in the process. "But I thought you are okay with Ray? " Lava is curious . " Ew! You don't know really how to read boys. That is why you are called the heartless Lava. " Rian is trying her lipstick now. " Well... I mean, you go with him and I thought you are enjoying his company." Lava is peeling the orange to eat. " He is the mayor's son. How can you not enjoy his company? Having him as a public figure boyfriend gives me a lot of privelege! " Rian is proud.

Rian's eyes are to Lava's direction now who is eating orange. She see her from up to down and shakes her head. " I wonder why you are still keeping your v card when guys like Peter is there willing to catch you? " Rian said as if the v card thing is not that important. Lava cough when she swallow the last piece of orange, honestly until now she cannot comprehend how she thinks.

For the first time, Lava accompany Rian to go out in a date. She was suppose to be a third wheel but then it is too late when she knew that she has been set up with Peter who is Ray's cousin. Lava wants to confront Rian but she knew she will just overeact and at the end , she will be the one ruining the mood.

The four of them are now inside the old car unit of Ray who is at that time, only have a car among all the students. They are going to watch the sunset infront of the lake where it is the best place to watch the view. They bought everything they need , snacks and of course the wine.

Lava and Peter become awkward when they hear moans inside the car where Ray and Rian decided to stay. Lava and Peter are in the grass sitting while drinking cola. He stare at her intensely. " Why? Anything on my face?" Lava ask , being awkward. " Your face, did you know? You become more beautiful when being stared for too long. At first glance , you look ordinary..." Peter said.

Lava's eyebrows burrow when she feels the hot sensation in her abnomen. She then realise something is wrong. Peter is now smiling. " What did you do?" Lava is panicking while she stands and run away from Peter who is now trying to get near her.

A two jeep wrangler appears and surrounds the place where they are. Lava who is beginning to be dizzy stop and Rian together with Ray come out of the car. Peter is panicking and run towards the direction of his cousin Ray and Rian. The wranglers stop and a group of men comes out with a different models of gun.

The men surrounded the specific area where their car is park. Rian is panicking together with the two boys who are with her. Then a man with a leather mask come out the last from one of the wranglers, he is wearing a black coat under his suit. He has a big body built that seems like perfect to all women's eyes. Above all this , he has this dark aura that is surrounding him. Although he is wearing a leather mask for his eyes, it is not a disadvantage on his physical appearance but rather it added to his mysterious appearance.

His appearance makes the surrounding seems like in a slow motion .