Chapter 3

["Is this Erdem?" ] He was kind enough to answer my call.

["Yes, what's up?"]

["Your hotel is okay."]

["Okay, maybe on the next day we'll be in the Philippines."]

["But ... are you sure?"]

["Yes, and I won't hesitate to walk away."]

["What if Rust chases? How is he?"]

["I was just visiting the hospital but he threatened to follow us anywhere."]

["I'm telling you. You know the problem you got into. Why don't you just let Bebsie go?"]

["What's this, I'm just going to suffer? In the meantime she's happy to be with that man? No way, Peps. I'll do everything so she can remember me and not Rust."]

["I understand your situation just so does Cedric already know about it?"]

["As much as I can I don't want to let you know."]

["Maybe he can help."]

["It would help if it could help but ... goddammit I don't want to lose Bebsie while I still love her dearly."]

["Hey, after Zayn, it's up to you. Don't tell me after you're alive, you'll have a problem?"]

["Why not."] I smiled.

["Please, it's okay for me to counsel you on your problem."]

["You can't help it, Peps. We all know your situation is worse."]

["Really? Well, we'll find out but we'll pick you up at the airport but we'll go straight to Cedric's resort."]

["No problem."]

["Just call me I'll just do something."]

["Alright."] I was once dead on the other line.

"Baby, baby." I call.

"Why?" "Let's eat and then rest."

"I'm not hungry yet. All I want to do is lie down." It entered the room sluggishly. I was able to get her to follow me suddenly, so that she might leave me again later.

"What are you thinking?" It is lying down but on its side.

"Nothing."

"Do you remember your past again? Bebsie, if you want to help yourself can you just calm down? It won't help if you're like that."

I pushed her on the bed but I just sat down she immediately got up and stared straight at me.

"I'm sad, Erdem. I'm so sad." Sideways her tears I managed to hug her.

"Don't think of anything first."

"Can you put me next to sleep?" There it is again. Something touched my chest again which made me nervous.

"No problem." we lay together and faced each other. I miss her. I miss the noisy Bebsie I met.

"I want to walk on the beach."

"But there's no beach now." I laughed in response.

"In the Philippines, it's broken." She smiled wryly.

"Ah, yes you're right. We're right back in the Philippines on the way to Cedric's resort."

"Good." that I observe its face with a blink of an eye. What if she disappears forever from my life. How about me. How am I now confining myself to his life.

"I love you." I whispered as its eyes widened. His lips widened at the same time saying that ...

"I love you too." The pleasure of feeling her tell me again his frequent response. At the time she was not yet tired. At a time when there was no obstacle in our lives.

"What's so shocking about what I said?" Again it says with mixed astonishment.

"I miss your voice every time you tell me you love me." She sniffed and then lay down.

"I love you" my eyes twinkled and couldn't believe it.

"A-what did you say ??"

"I said, I love you." Look at me again and come right closer to my seat.

"I missed someone like you, Erdem. I think even if you're no longer in my memory we still have good memories."

"You're right." touched my cheek.

"We kissed already didn't we?" I muttered several times,

"Are you nervous?"

"No and why would I feel that?"

"I don't know, I don't know about you."

She gently touched our lips. The lip moved first but the second time I made the way for our lip to apply even more. I missed her lip. Every sensation I feel every time I claim her soft lips. Hopefully at least in a simple kiss she'll remember me again. Hopefully with the simple kiss she feels back for me.

"I got it." She bit his lip after she kissed my lip repeatedly.

"Got it what?"

"There's a part of your lip that I remember sweet and smooth." All right, take a look, Bebsie. You will throw me even more into your own trap. You know very well how I am confined to your personality.

"I hope you remember my whole being too." Please.

"But I hope I remember who I am first." Its justified.

"We'll get there too, Bebsie." I turned around and kissed her.

Her eyes were confused as to why I was doing this. Her remains were waiting for what would happen next.

"A-what are you going to do?"

"If something happens to us will you be willing to continue the marriage?"

"Erdem ..."

"I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"Is it hard for you to wait for me so long?"

"Yes."

"But can you wait for us to get married first or will the ---- come back" I sat on the side of the bed.

"Erdem."

"Sleep." I left the room resentful. Will she reject me until now?

ON PHILIPPINES.

"Welcome back, Bebsie and Erdem." Reign hugged the friend before hugging me on the arm.

"Thank you." Bebsie.

"Ah, sorry. Are you lonely?"

"Of course not. Another thing Erdem told me was that we're friends." The two of them looked at me at the same time.

"Good and he helps you remember if I don't spank him." Reign's stare was so bad I laughed a little.

"I'll do everything I can." After I said Peps approached us while playing with the key.

"Let's eat first before heading straight to the resort."

"I'm hungry." holding Bebsie in the stomach.

"Good, Reign and I also have a long trip, so before leaving, get full first."

IN PLAN to eat first and then we will travel to Cedric's resort.

"Full Lucifer, and Viper excited to see you." Peps exclaimed as Reign was driving next to him.

"Maybe it's just Bebsie."

"Both of you don't take offense anymore, Erdem." Reign exclaimed as she looked at his friend, "Bebsie, how does it feel to lose memory?" Curious and curious about it.

"Ahm, it's hard, you thought there was something missing in life like that."

"I feel you but the whole gang is here to help you, isn't it, Erdem?"

"Yes,"

"Erdem," I looked around here, "You'll be with me to the end, won't you?" It tenderly hugged my arms.

"Until the end." I promise while staring into its eyes.

"What if you just continue the wedding?" Wrong suggests that, Reign.

"Why not? Somehow Erdem will take care of you as long as you bring back the memory." Peps joint.

"Let's go first after all the wedding can wait." My language is sad.

Peps looked in the rearview mirror while Reign was in the car window.

"If there is no problem in your relationship there is no reason not to continue even if Bebsie has lost her memory. This is probably the time for her to accompany you until you remember everything." No matter the depth of what Reign said I knew it worried the situation of the two of us.