Blind love...

There is a saying, " Love is blind ". My love was also something like that. I heard that she loves another boy, got angry at her, at my heart, my choice. But from inside I was thinking that she loves me. Her eyes can't lie me. Something I had missed. I can't just believe on the rumor somebody had spread. But I was trying to keep distance from her, as well.

After our 10th board exam was over. We had to leave the school. We all were enjoying, with friends, teachers as well. During launch time I and Subhasish were gossiping with Hindi sirs. K.K Sahoo sir and Teekaram sir. As they were so friendly to us, we were sharing our personal things with them. When they came to know that I like her. They told me jokingly that, " It is the last day, so go and talk to her." and smiled. But I took there joke seriously. I decided to talk to her. But the remedial, games period, supervision was suspended that day.

Everyone was happy, except me. I had to leave the school, leave her, without talking with her. I was just thinking, why God was so upset with me. That night I couldn't sleep. My friends were enjoying by watching movies. I was not interested. I was just thinking about a meeting with her, a conversation with her. But was not getting any idea.

At last I decided to write a letter to her. I wrote a letter, but by the flow, I had written a letter of 3 pages. When I showed that letter to my friends, they laughed a lot and asked me "wheather I had written a love letter or an essay?". So I wrote a short letter describing my feelings about her, and requesting her to reply.

The next day was Sunday. Our class girls were been coming to the academic block, to submit the registers. I had planned to pass the letter, through them. But that day, matron mam brought the registers, instead of our class girls. My plan was failed. I was so upset. Nothing was striking my mind. I was simply confused. I was unable to decide, what to do?

I decided not to take breakfast, and was sitting under the tree. But suddenly I realized that, I was missing the last chance to see her.

Immediately I rushed to the mess, but had not found her. She was gone. I missed the chance. I was so upset with me. Again went to that tree, sat down under that. Just waiting to see her.

Hours passed but I couldn't see her. My friends were coming to me, calling me to join them and enjoy. But I was not interested, many of them tried to convince me, but I got angry at them, scolded them. I became mad, my sense was not working. I had just one wish to talk to her. But the wish remained unfulfilled.

My father came to take me home. I packed my luggage, met house master BC Rao sir. Then came back to home. I was madly missing her. I was again felt in love with her. My heart was not in my control. I was trying to divert it, but my affords were not working. I was going on missing her badly, Madly, deeply.

At last God listened my prayer, wishing. Notice came to me to join school. We had to join retention classes. Everyone were so upset except me. I was so happy, as I got chance to see her again. I thanked God. We joined school. She was again in front of me. I was happy again. I wanted to talk to her. But had not got any chance to do so. I couldn't talk to her till the last day of school arrived again.

It was the day before summer vacation. During the evening assembly, she came to sing the prayer, with her friends. So I came to give the command. The prayer was going on, but my eyes were just looking at her. Surprisingly she looked at me and closed her eyes with shy, our eyes met only for a fraction of second but it meant a lot to me. It was the most pleasurable moment of my life.