Chapter 45:- Her pain.

He said, " Oh, well you're lucky that you got to know at least I was alright. You don't have any Idea what I had gone through when on Saturday you stopped responding to my calls and messages. When there was no meaning of calling your any friends because they all are not present in your city. So I can't even tell anyone to check that you reached home or not. You even didn't care to message at least that you reached home and again did what you had done last time. When you behave like this first I feel like you're Ignoring me and then it's like are you safe or not I'm not even aware about this fact also. You know after my best friends and family you're the first one about whom I had thinked a lot and made me worried about a lot."

I said, " I'm so sorry I didn't think that you were worried about me this much. I didn't even try to ignore you but I just didn't touch my phone like I usually do when I go home and that was the reason I didn't reply to your messages and calls. My all friends have known this and so that they don't call me on weekends when I'm at home. You're the first one who called me during weekends when I'm at home. I called you on Monday morning and I made lots of calls and messages. Why didn't you answer even a single call and message? At least you have said to Kabir that You are busy with your music work. I was tense and thought that you might be in a difficult situation. I was worried and had very horrified thoughts and that was very difficult for me to avoid all of them. Is Kabir alright or something happened to him? Tell me the truth Aarav Is everything okay or you and your friends are lying to me?"

He said, " You know what I knew that this time also you are going to tell me this reason when I saw your missed call on Monday morning. I just put my phone aside to calm my mind and stop my mind to think about you. I even didn't go to college and started making music for my album. Only music has the powers to calm me. Kabir is alright and no one is telling you any lie about anything and now listen to me carefully I had told Kabir to not to receive your any calls and messages. Because I want you to also know how it feels when a person about whom you feel as your friend avoids you and just forgets you. How it feels like when you have not a single news about your friend. How it feels when you don't know if your friends are alright or not. How it feels when you lost all the connections with your friend."

Ohh now he is making me angry.

I told him that, " Ohh, I thought you were really busy in music, that's why you forgot to respond to my calls. I didn't intentionally avoid you. I just forgot to check my phone because I don't have the habit of checking my phone continuously when I'm at home. In fact today right now I got to know that you are worried about me and wanted to know that I reached home safely or not and from the home reached here safely or not. What I did was without any intention to hurt and if it still hurts you then I'm saying sorry again. But what you did is intentionally. You told your friends not to tell me anything about you and here I was worried about you. I was trying to calm myself and to avoid bad thoughts. I was praying for you. I was continuously thinking about you and just feeling like ''If I knew the address of your home I would come to your home to check that you are alright or not but after listening to all this I felt like why did I even do all this."

He said, " What you prayed for me? Are you kidding me or saying the truth that you actually cared for me and prayed for me"

He isn't feeling sorry about what he did to me but he is asking me whether I am telling the truth or not. Now he is calm and I'm angry.

I said, " You don't even have trust that I'm telling the truth. Why would I lie about praying for you? I cared for you and prayed for you. I feel like I got worried too much and at the end, I got that you were trying to make me feel what you had felt. Congratulations, your plan worked and I felt what you felt maybe little less or more. Do you want to exceed this whole thing or let me make this little more so you can get exact results for your plan?"

He said, " I'm really surprised that someone had prayed for me. I didn't think that you would get hurt badly. I know that the result of action caused by both of us had the same result hurting each other."

To be honest this kind of plan was really painful for me.