February 2019

Something changed.

We always had this one way of how this went. We met, had an amazing evening and that was it for the next few months.

But since Christmas, when we last saw each other, we texted a lot.

But I guess some things are the same, two times you blew me off, making me wait and then never show up.

But then you always apologize saying how you regret not coming when you had the chance, or that you miss me, or that you want me.

But I had enough waiting for you. The last time you asked me if I was home, I told you no.

A few days passed you texted me again. I said that I'm sick and that you can't come.

And in the past you would texted back. But ... you did. And then I left you on read.

I was done waiting for you. I was done playing on your rules.

I still have all this feelings inside me. I just choose to not let you play me.

Because it was all my fault. I let you do that to me, I let you change me, I let you hurt me.

And I let myself love you.

And I'm finished with that. I'll try and be hard on you, I'll try and won't fall for your charm.

If you want me, do something...