The day I have been waiting

It was a tiring month with my family, the day has finally arrived I'm leaving tomorrow to korea. I'll miss my parents and siblings, I was so happy when I saw the results and it was written that I got through the exam, but know when the time has actually come to leave I wanna cry. I don't wanna go anymore wait I shouldn't be sitting in my room I should go out of my room and spend time with my family since it will be my last stay in India I'll be returning for sure but after 5 years I guess my parents ain't rich to buy me flight tickets to India during my break it's gonna be very hard year for me and also hard night for me. when I entered my parents room my sister and my brother where there too I started crying when I entered my small brother always knows how to handle me he came and hugged me and said don't worry I'll take care of everything when your not here I hugged him back so tightly and I rubbed my tears off my cheeks that night I slept with my family in the floor I cried when I say my Mother cause I know that I am going to miss her she hugged me and told me to do my best and she scolded me sarcasticly not to waste my savings on bts cause my mom knows that I have a secret saving so that i could go to the bts Concert when they come to India.

I usually have the habit to say I love you before i sleep I said I love to all my family members and went off to sleep that day.

when I woke up in the morning all my luggage was out in our small car Alto my luggage was so much that it filled the whole car and more over our car was small , meanwhile when I was having my breakfast all my friends came to my place to surprise me I have already met them but they came again to see me off. all my friends belongs to well off family they came with their car and carried some of my luggage for me i was really happy to see them, and my ex also came to see me off we broke up on good terms so it was okay for him to come moreover we were in friends before we started dating, seeing him come made me more happy cause I still didn't move on I missed him but he has already moved on with his new girlfriend, but I was happy for him but I felt sad for me at the same time wait What the Fuck please don't tell me Zack came with her new girlfriend what's wrong with him he clearly knows I haven't moved on... Fuck I ran quickly to the washroom my best friend Zara notice me run-ing to the washroom she came and was knocking I wasn't crying but I was kinda embarrassed cause I know the girl knows I still feel for him and she even knows I asked him for a second chance Fuck it's embarrassing, I was talking to Zara and the time went so fast it's already 11:30 am my flight is at 1:30 pm and I have to report at 12:30 pm and it will take almost 35 Min to reach damn... my mom is calling for leaving before leaving I went to my room and prayed to my god to protect my family form all sorts of trouble after coming out I went and hugged my helper as she was more like my caretaker and know that I was I knew that their will be no one to clean up my mess and I thank her for always tolerating me.

my mom wouldn't stop calling me ughh.... coming I went inside the car all my friends were behind us and we finally reached the airport when I got down I realised my friends were all holding a board with my face on in motivating me that I can complete my b.tech without any problems o hugged all of them before check-in I hugged my parents and siblings and Some of my uncle and aunties who came to see me off. I knew that I would be meeting all of them after 5years especially my family and my dad was already 65 and when I returned he'll be 70 I'm just so scared that something my happen to him I hugged him again tightly and kissed him on his cheeks and said I love you guys and went in.