Should I kill myself?

[ Name: Peter Parker(Soren)

Abilities:

[Appraisal] Scans for abilities

[Mind Shield] Grants immunity to mind manipulation abilities(this version doesn't affect emotions or give any other advantages like eidetic memory)

[DNA Lock] Body DNA cannot be observed or used by any other entity than the Host

[Anti-Trap] Nothing can trap you, can get out of any possible trap by intention to escape that particular trap(if detected).

[Soul Attack Immunity] Immune to soul attacks and manipulations from other entities

[Resurrection] Resurrected instantly after death to any location of choice that the host has been to before. Can also Resurrect others(cannot be spied/observed by any entity during the process of resurrection) It is recommended to resurrect at a safe place. Doesn't affect ageing.

[Age manipulation] Host can alter the age of yourself or others by touching them.

*Newly detected* [High Intellect] Has a high ability to learn new things and a high growth rate in the mastery of any topic. ]

Among these abilities, [Gamer's Mind(low)], [Soul Attack Immunity], [Anti-Trap], and [DNA Lock] are just passive abilities that I can't check right now. They just protect me from any unfavourable situations and are quite self-explanatory. I am quite thankful for these abilities, don't need to be worried about getting affected by such attacks then.

I already have eidetic memory so I guess that downgrade doesn't matter much.

"Appraisal"

[Abilities: High intellect]

Well, it's as I expected.

Next, [Age Manipulation], I thought about using it and mentally thought of becoming 8 years old while looking at the mirror. I saw my face which by the way looked just like Andrew Garfield turn younger and younger and settle at the face of an adorable 8-year-old version of him and I must admit I look adorable hahaha. I didn't feel uncomfortable during the process and it happened almost instantly.

This power is so cool!!!

In terms of being used offensively...I think I should not use it much...who knows what someone might think if I used it openly. They might think I am absorbing people's life force of something...which I bet can be done by some evil people in this world too...I wouldn't want to be associated with that. At least I have an optional power to do so. I guess I can use it to grant a natural death to someone.

I turned myself back to my normal age and moved to the next ability.

[Resurrection] This is a power that I have been I have resolved myself to check today.

"Welp no better time than to do it now," I said with resolution and brought the knife near my heart. I am new to this world and I won't mind much if I by some chance really end up dying because I am not too attached to this world yet. Though I don't want to die...

After closing my eyes I started a countdown,

3

2

1

*spoosh*

I inserted the knife in my heart and my head fell back in the tub. I felt my life seeping away and I closed my eyes. It did pain but I kept my mouth closed and waited for death.

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I was dead

I found myself in a Grey space hovering above my body. I could see everything in my room as if looking at a game character on a big screen-like thing in front of me. I saw a map of New York and when I tried to find my house, it zoomed in on it. I could see some parts of New York where I travelled to in my life as Peter and it seems I could teleport there too. I went back to my house and willed it to zoom in more and I could see my body had disappeared.

Hmm, so my body just vanishes after death?

I selected the same place as I was sitting and the next second found myself back there and out of the grey space.

"Woah" I exclaimed, and just sat on a chair to get my mind to calm down and get my emotions in order. That was a kinda cool and frightening experience. I think I need to find a painless means to die next time if I ever want to use this ability to teleport. It would be stupid to not exploit it. Would a gun work? I guess I could get one or make some kinda poison for it later...

After this experiment I kinda just wanna sleep so I went ahead and did just that. I was glad that I have tested all the abilities I could today as tomorrow is a big day and I need to be at my best tomorrow...