HIS CONFUSIONS

Raghav hit Ayan and Ayan came out from his deep thoughts, he saw in Jhummi's direction and a smile spread on Ayan's face as Jhummi was smiling now, and she was happily talking with Suhani, "by the way why you wake up so early today and why the jogging, you are all fit, you don't need to do anything", said Suhani and Jhummi smiled, "you know my head was aching so badly as it will explode any time soon, and early morning time is best for heal yourself", said Jhummi and smiled brightly, " hmm, hmm get your point", said Suhani and drank her cold coffee, "Hey, have you seen the notice board, the date of the trip is confirmed now, woohoo", someone screamed in the canteen, " wow Jhummi dates are confirmed, let's go and see the date", said Suhani in excitement, but Jhummi didn't move an inch, "what, let us go, why are you staring me like this", said Suhani and Jhummi passed a smile, "we will see it later, that notice board is not gonna run away, just relax okay, why just we need to go into a rush", said Jhummi and Suhani glared her, "okay fine, we will see it later huh", said Suhani with a hang mouth, "okay let's go to see the notice board", said Jhummi and Suhani's face got lighten as a Christmas tree.

Jhummi and Suhani went to check the notice board, as they saw the date, both jumped in excitement, "oh my god, I don't believe next week we will be on this trip, woohoo babe, our wildest dream is gonna be true", said Suhani and hugged Jhummi, she picked her in excitement, "oh hoo calm down my girl, drops me down easily or I will fell down", said Jhummi and Suhani put her down, "now don't get too much excited, or we could be affected by an evil eye", said Jhummi and Suhani instantly stop smiling, Jhummi believes every time she tries to be happy, something bad happens and she gets hurt always.

"Jhummi, I can't express my happiness, I am so much happy, you know this is our first official trip and at one of our favorite places, I just wish that we don't face any complications in this, I want to make our first trip more than beautiful and memorable", said Suhani and Jhummi hugged her, I also wish the same, and surely we will rock this trip", said Jhummi and Suhani smiled to her, "we have to start our packing soon, and we have to do a lot of planning, what will do there and what we will wear, our hair, make up everything", said Suhani with so much excitement, Jhummi laughed on her reaction, "we have enough time for everything, don't worry", said Jhummi and both went out from the corridor.

"We didn't do any shopping for the trip, and dates also came now, we don't have much time, and we have to do packings too", said Raghav but Ayan didn't pay any attention, "don't you dare to ignore me Ayan or I will kick your ass so hard", said Raghav and Ayan glared him, "why you are behaving like a typical girl Raghav", said Ayan, "it will not take more than two days in all this work, which you are describing like digging a mountain", "and what the hell you want to do in shopping, what the hell you need accept clothes and deodorants", said Ayan and Raghav made a spoiled face, "I need to purchase new clothes for the trip, and you will come with me, dare if you say no to me", said Raghav and Ayan nods, "okay fine, we will go tomorrow, be ready, I also want to buy new clothes for the trip, after all, Jhummi also bought a lot of new dress", said Ayan with a cute smile.

Raghav again glared him with angry and confused eyes, "stop glaring me Raghav for god sake, you make me feel like I am doing any crime", said Ayan but Raghav was still starting him, "it is crime Ayan, you love someone else, still, day by day you are getting attached to Jhummi, why her everything is gonna matters for you, huh, when I said that I like her so much, you reacted like an angry bull, you don't let anyone go near her, what is wrong with you, why you are being that much possessive for her, she can't be yours, and I hope you know that, are not you waiting for your secret admirer, the girl who knows you more than you do", said Raghav and Ayan become pale in a blink, he love her secret admirer more than his life, but he doesn't want let Jhummi go away from her, he can't endure when someone goes near her, he just can't express how does he feel when she comes closer to him, he feels like his life depends on her, he badly wants to go on this trip with Jhummi, in fact he is going on this trip because Jhummi is coming, otherwise he never shows interest in anything, fear of losing her always haunts his mind and soul, but he can't have her, may be never, his heart was saying him that she belongs to him, but his mind always reminds him about his soulmate, the girl who loves her from so many years.

"If you are done with your own battle of the mind, then come out in reality, Ayan, you just can't behave like this okay, just let her go and wait for your secret admirer, I am sure she is going to coming so soon", said Raghav but Ayan didn't like his talks, Ayan went into the kitchen and got a bottle of beer from the fridge, he chugged the whole bottle in one breath, he wants to scream and yell on the Raghav but he can't do this, Ayan know Raghav has fair points, whatever he is saying is true, but what can he do, his heart response every time when he sees her, she is so pure and her brown eyes are so deep like an ocean and he wants to go deep in that ocean, Ayan was getting angrier, he was hell confused between his mind and his heart, he drank four bottles beer in his anger, and threw the last bottle on the floor in frustration.

Raghav heard the noise and he ran toward the kitchen, he was not expecting this from Ayan, his condition was like a lovesick, Raghav felt bad, he just thought that he shouldn't have told Ayan anything, he just doesn't know what to do, he carried Ayan in his room and with so much difficulty he laid him on his bed, and cleaned the kitchen, Raghav loves Ayan more than a real brother, but he is genuinely worried for Ayan.