I used to be the girl next door, what's the matter?

AZ's POV

He's with Andrea and me? How about me? I can't figure it out, what's the matter if they were in love. I was just in love too!!! How can I end these bullsh*t relation ship? I can't stop loving him, I will do everything just to make him fall for me! Even if I'll die I will!

I thrown my phone as I remembered what he said again, tsk that Andrea! I will fight for love! Even if he loves you, I'll get what suits for me! I felt my tears burst again, I just sit and lean at the wall. I cry silently.

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I was cooking for our dinner youtube recipes guided me. I missed my lunch earlier because of the illusion that Bryce would leave me. I felt my palm move a bit. I restrained myself from getting angry. I usually took a deep breath before I focused on cooking. Even though I used to cook a variety of dishes, I wanted it for my beloved. Even though the spatula was about to break, I still kept myself from getting angry.

I'm about to serve the food when a sudden the door opens. I take a small glance from outside. My brows cross when I see a woman cling to him. I seriously felt jealous as I hear them giggled. Is it the form of his face when he's with her? I can't resist myself, besides I feel jealous. Anytime I will cry because she won his heart, me? What should I do to win his heart? If I would think it is hard to win his heart, besides I'm lack of something. I can't understand what he wants! I want to ask him everything to win his heart.

I hid as I see him looking in my direction. I felt my eyes burned again while crying silently. I feel some pain in my heart as if it was piercing my heart. I just wanted his love, but why someone can feel hurt? Am I too wrong about love? Can you tell me about that bullshit "love" guys?!

"Hey! what are you doing there?" a woman's voice silently aroused my attention. I refrained from choking. I smiled fakely and looked at her directly from her eyes.

"I thought about my love one," I answered. Fortunately, am I no longer dumb?

"Ahh, so you work here as a maid?" she asks. I raised my brows as I hear the word 'maid' I was supposed to be. Tsk, you bitch!

"Oh, y-yeah..." I stuttered to answer

"Here, wipe your tear. I know you were longing for your family. You were hiding here and silently cried, what a poor woman." she said sincerely. I avoid her eyes. I retreat as I see her attempt to wipe my tears. I shake my head and faced her. Is that how she feels about me? I'm not longing for someone. Besides, I'm longing for his love!

"I don't need your help." I turn away. She grabbed my arm. I shake it to make her hand off of me. She used to fight, but I stopped her and smirk. I silently push her away from me. I was so shocked when I saw him glaring at me. If he sees me, I don't care!

"What?" I interrupt him.

"What the h*ll are you asking me?! Don't show me that you didn't do anything! Fuck these, come here!" he said in uncontrollable anger. I slightly greet my teeth as he cursed me.

"Don't curse me, and let me tell you didn't have the right to yelled against me! I'm your Wife." I used to low my voice to control myself. I should stay calm for the rest of my time.

"Who said that you are my Wife?!" he yelled again. I cover my ears and close my eyes.

"I can't hear anything!" I scream. He ran towards me. He releases my hands to my ears and holds my chin.

"Tell me who said-" I stopped him. I smiled bitterly and faced Andrea.

"Fine, I said it. Tell me. Andrea weighs more than me, right?" I ask, my left palm starts to close hardly. I see she stands. I stare at her.

"Tell me," I say calmly. Bryce paused. I laugh bitterly and turns away.

"Alright, she weighs more than you," he answered. I clap my hands as I hear his answer.

"Okay, I'm alright. Don't mind me. Mind your mistake." I said while looking at her from her toe to head and down again. I left without any permission. Come on, enjoy your time with her!

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While walking away, I still feel the pain. I used to walk around until I find my feets stopped at the bar. Without hesitant, I enter the club and feeling free. After I enter I smell something smoke. I can't breathe as I see some girls clinging with two guys. What the, are they joking?! Seriously?! Two guys, in one woman? I walk towards the counter.

"One hard drink please." I pleased, he nodd. He prepare for drink.

"Here Ma'am." he said and give it to me. I grab it and quickly drink it.

She was drunk when Bryan see him. Bryan was Bryle's sibling. They were twins when their mother is pregnant. They were both treating each other as a good brother, Bryle's older than Bryan. He was old within 5 minutes after Bryan was born. They used to be good friends in childhood times when they're turning 15. They promised themselves that they could score with their loved ones. And it happens that they only love the same girl, whose name is "Zhine."

At the same time, they fight for one girl. They've started to break their rule as a sibling. Now they were matured. It is rare for them to meet because Bryan is busy with the Company he raised.

"Hey, Miss. Aren't your my Brother's Wife?" he asks her. She giggles and faced him. He raised his brow when he sees her still drinking. "Hey, what are you doing? Stop that." He snatched the drink from the girl and put it aside. The girl was just surprised by what she saw. She thought it was Bryce, she couldn't stand it, and he touched his cheek. It was as if she was dreaming, which, In her dream, she could see Bryle's kindness.

"How could you betray me!" she pouted. The young man hesitated to take his hand that pressed to his cheek. "You're such an Idiot, you know it!" she yells. He dragged her and wrapped his arms around her waist. He looked at her closely.

'These eyes! I can't forget it, now I see you!'

He smiles wide as he sees her, that girl who makes his heart skip a beat.

"Zhine!" he whispers. He cupped Shine's face. "I miss you a lot." she giggled.

"If you just know me!" she muttered. She fell asleep on Bryan's arms.

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Another morning again, but Shine's feeling bad about waking up early. She doesn't want to wake up again, as if he'll wake up in infidelity.