Chapter 45- A terrible incident

Haya's POV

As I was taking a shower I got time to reflect on a lot of things about mine and Jahin's relationship. He has always treated me like a princess but there were things he did that hurt me deeply and I still easily forgave him.

It ends now, this time he will have to work to get my forgiveness because I can not keep forgiving him. He will get used to hurting my feelings knowing that I will continuously take him back and that is not the message I am trying to send him right now.

A long time ago at Jahin's house

"I saw you walking towards your house with a girl Jahin, who was she?!" I yelled at him while he sat on his bed with both his hands on his head and facing the floor.

"Answer me!" I yelled again.

"She wanted me to f*** her, what did you want me to do huh?!" he suddenly stood up and yelled at me straight to my face.

"You are in a relationship with me, I thought you knew," I replied shivering and shattered by his sudden response.

I couldn't bare to be in his presence so I decided to leave.

"Haya don't leave me!" he shouted as I open the door and left.

Present-day

A terrible incident that happened between him and I appeared in my mind...guess what happened after that? I forgave him like I always do but this time is different. The Haya he knew is grown up now.

I got out of the shower, applied lotion, and put on one of the lace underwear Zoe packed for me. I looked at the pajamas Zoe packed me and I found a short black silk nightgown.

"Ugh, Zoe thinks I came here for my honeymoon," I wore the nightgown anyway but I put on my robe to cover myself up. I slid on my slippers and headed towards the sitting room.

The cabin smelled really nice, I walked into the sitting room and found Jahin on the mat setting up our dinner?

"Pasta! oh my goodness, how did he know? I was literally craving pasta," I said to myself.

"I know it is late but I just wanted you to have a proper meal before we go to bed," he said patting his hand on the mat signaling me to sit down.

"Thank you, the food looks amazing," I replied taking my seat.

He is so thoughtful, he might mess up often but when he shows up? Jahin literally shows off. I become mesmerized by how he just knows how to make me feel special so effortlessly. I mean we are literally sitting on the floor, eating pasta and watching a Netflix movie he has always wanted me to see. I appreciate small gestures more than anything and he knows that...I am glad the money did not take away this side of him because it's my absolute favorite.

I could see at the corner of my eye that as we were watching the movie Jahin was stealing glances at me. I tried to focus on the movie even though all I wanted was to get on top of him the entire time.

The movie was great, it was a fantasy film about two people who were destined to be together but all odds were against their relationship. In the end, they both left everything behind and flew away together.

After the movie ended I got up and decided to go wash our dishes even though Jahin told me several times to leave them for housekeeping.

"I love washing the dishes, doing the dishes gives me time to think and since I live in a 5-star hotel I haven't done any house chores in a while," I said to him.

"so, what got you so interested in studying Media," Jahin asked leaning against the kitchen counter.

"I like to regard myself as an ARTTIST," I replied sarcastically and he rolled his eyes.

"I'm joking, I'm joking! I did not always want to study this course and you of all people know that. I wanted to be a typical doctor but when you left I realized how much I had a lot to think about...I realized I was more myself when I was with you and whenever you were not there I was whatever my parents, my teachers wanted me to be. The perfect A student and as much as it was nice being the intelligent one it just wasn't me. I needed to find myself, find what makes me feel inspired, and sets my soul on fire. I started writing a lot when you were gone, I realized my love for literature and how much I have always been into reading books and plays growing up. I remembered how I even used to write my mom and dad cards expressing myself. I guess as I grew up I kind of lost the girl I was but now I have found her and although we still have a lot to navigate through...she is a wonder the world must experience. But to answer your question Media is a very broad course and has many job opportunities that I would like to explore so I chose it because why not," I said.

"oh my goodness I talk a lot," I said to myself the moment I realized how much I actually said in a short period of time.

"You inspire me," Jahin replied making me gasp.

"Let us pretend the art house owning, millionaire did not just say that to me, anyway I am all done here. I am completely fetched, I am going to bed," I replied.

"Lead the way," he followed me making me stop from my tracks.

"Jahin, we are not going to sleep on the same bed," I said turning to look at him.

"What? why?" he looked surprised.

"We are not a couple, what happened today at the office and in this cabin was a mistake," I lied.

"Okay, I respect your decision," he replied avoiding eye contact with me then headed towards the guest bedroom.

I decided instead of going to bed I would rather go pour myself a drink.

Everything I said to him hurts my feelings but I need him to tell me the truth...is it too much to ask? I mean he can't leave without telling me then come back into my life years later and act as nothing happened.

Moments later

Jahin suddenly walked into the kitchen with only his boxers on making me almost fall from my seat but luckily I contained myself.

"I do not know how much longer I can play hard to get with this sexy male I have all to myself," I said to myself.

"Hey, couldn't sleep," I said raising the glass full of wine I had in my hand.

"Me too," he replied grabbing a bottle of whiskey and joining me.