Chapter 73 - Harry’s Secret Desire?

Napping below a tree, Harry was relaxing as a small breeze passed over him. It had been a few days since he was testing himself with the help of Daphne and Fleur. Since then and even beforehand, he and Fleur basically confined to their beds putting it through the paces. Which Daphne would sometimes have a helping hand in when Fleur was tired or helping her mother with something.

However, they decided to go on a shopping trip and barred him from coming along. The reason being it was the girls day out so he could only shrug. He didn't really see an issue and sent them off with a smile.

Inside his dream he was flying with large black wings on his back and a tail with an arrow point on the end. His fingernails turned into long sharp claws as he radiated charm with two horns poking out of his forehead.

In front of him a large wof with midnight black fur and razor sharp teeth sat there grinning. Its eyes were like the endless abyss dyed green and a lightning bolt of his eye. As it let out a loud roar that sounded like thunder in his ears, Harry attempted to stay strong.

"Still not strong enough." The wolf grunted in his rough voice.

Appearing next to the wolf was an older version of Harry who appeared around twenty three to five. Similar to his current appearance, he bulked up a bit more but didn't scream bodybuilder. "He is getting stronger though. Now that he actually focused on training himself and strength he was born with."

"I have been training my body, thank you very much." Harry sarcastically said. While he didn't visit a gym or used weights, he did some basic training exercises.

"Please, those light exercises and swinging your hips isn't exercise." The giant wolf shot back.

"Hey the so called swing hips is indeed an exercise. A incubus can gain strength from sex." The incubus shouted in retaliation. Clearly this isn't the first time both were arguing about this matter,

"Please, he isn't even an incubus. He is a Lycan with incubus traits."

"Ok, so he just gets a quarter of strength a full blooded incubus would get, but he is still gaining strength isn't he."

The wolf just grunted as his eyes zeroed in on Harry who was floating there motionless.

"He needs to form his pack and get some cubs." The wolf huffed. "It's already bad enough one of the cubs is going to be tainted by the water idiot."

Seeing Harry confused, the older version of him pointed towards the ground. Below them in a glass ball looking like a perfect image of the spirit king Stormy. On top of the case however was a blue phoenix taunting him as it jumped around like it was laughing at him for being trapped.

"Can't we just...I don't know kick him out?" Harry asked. He didn't know how to feel when there was another man inside of him.

"I suppose we could. However, you will need to sacrifice something in return." The incubus answered slowly.

"Like what?" Harry asked slightly worried.

Before now since the time he summoned the spirit king, he thought he had just the power. Now that he knew a spirit form of the spirit king was inside of him. He felt dirty and a desire to get him out of him like the horcrux of his grandfather.

"Due to how you gained the power. It can only leave after you fulfill the conditions. In this case it would be a newborn."

Harry's heart sank when he heard this. The summoning was coming back to bite him once more. How could he pass this spirit on to a newborn? He isn't so heartless or cold blooded to do that.

"If we merge him with your phoenix form. We can eject both of them and you will gain it as a familiar like Hedwig." The wolf answered after a few minutes. "Once done you wouldn't be able to transform into your phoenix form again nor most of the passive benefits you gained."

"Is that all?" Harry knew it couldn't be that easy.

"Please, do you think losing a piece of you will be pain free?." The incubus self asked with a devilish smile. "However, you will need to fulfill one of your desires."

A slight shiver ran down his spin as he heard these words. He wasn't sure why but he felt something was coming. Maybe a deep yearning for something out of reach.

"A desire?" Harry said to himself as he thought what he wanted. Truthfully until now he has been avoiding certain subjects when he can. It hurt to think about his children and one of his lovers is currently unable to be near him.

"Do I want a child?" Harry asked himself a bit confused. He wouldn't say it is impossible as he did enjoy being a father before.

Also truthfully nearly everyone in his bonds is well off. So it wouldn't be like they would struggle in the financial department. It would just be the time and caring for the infant that would impact everyone in the group the most.

After a few minutes Harry finally answered. "Let me think about it for a while. I will need to talk with the girls first."

"Very well. Until next time."

Before Harry knew it, he was knocked backing into the real world where he was still seated below the tree. Judging by the sun position not much time passed and he still had a few hours until the girls returned

'What shall I do?' Harry wondered if his desire for a child was this strong.

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By the time the girls returned, Harry didn't have any ideas on what he was going to do. This wasn't a light decision and one he couldn't really make by himself. After all it affected not just him but all his bond mates.

'It time to face the music.' Harry thought as he went to greet the two girls.