A WHITE ELEPHANT

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It felt like I was just wasting my time over a girl that would never agree to let me love her. I was not going to let them down my guard. I would persist and persist until she finally agreed to accept me just like every girl did, then I would break her heart to show her what it felt like to be ditched. 

I chuckled at my thoughts before I bent towards the table and pulled a chair over from the conference table, leaned back, and slam my boots up on her desk without even getting her attention. If I had not controlled my wolf at that moment, I would have surely growled and thay would have been very bad. Wolves only growled when they were very angry or in pain. I didnt want to scare her but she was forcing me to do so. 

I have tried everything I could to hold on to the last thread of my patience that was running thin but I knew that if things continued like this with her constantly ignoring me and acting like a princess who didn't care about anyone at all, then I would be forced to do so. She never cared about her clothes, as long as it was neat and okay she was good to go. She was not the fashionista type who would go lengths to see that she was wearing the kind of clothes that would turn heads and raise eyebrows. 

She's sporting the same worn-out Emporio Armani rom yesterday, a black and red Day t shirt, and tattered jeans today. She had tucked her long blonde hair behind her ears. Her long hair which she used to carry sometimes was pulled back into a ponytail. Her fingers flit across the keyboard of the computer while she wears black framed glasses which perched on her nose. The colours of her nails were already beginning to fade and she didn't care about it either. 

I simply observe her for a brief moment while analyzing the motions of her fingers as it danced from one key to another key, endless making the tap tap sound emanate from the keyboard. To make her feel more and more insecure, I bent my head to side and observedher neck's natural bend, the way her brows wrinkled, and how she gnaws on her lip while paying attention. 

 Nerdy as hell for sure, but also kind of... endearing? I tugged my lips at both sides before I gave up on the silence. I could no longer endure the embarrassing silence that the both of us were in. She seemed perfectly fine like that but I wanted to.

 "Hi Alexa, what's up"  I inquired after her before I took of the jacket I was wearing. She turned around slowly and looked at me as though she had not noticed that I had been standing there all this while. 

She slowly turns to face me, and I watch as her eyes flit from my abs when my shirt pushes up to my biceps as I pull them out of my jacket sleeves. For a while she kept staring at my abs. Her gaze was transfixed on it and she wouldn't stop staring. It was after I cleared my throat that she looked up at me. She muttered something before looking away embarrassed. Her face flushed tomato-red as she looked. I couldn't help but chuckle. I bent down towards her and asked her, gigging and winking. "Did you like what you saw?"

Her face flushed even more when I said that. She could not hide the embarrassment that crept up her face instantly and I couldn't help but giggle at the way she felt so insecure. She turned away, her chin supported by her palm.