DOWN THE DRAIN

It was my mother who explained the whole thing to me at last. And she told me exactly why. Then she told me something about the Pack that was excluded when it came to Werewolves having the ability to heal very fast.

Ithink I asked my mother about it once, and she said the mother of one faraway Packthat had some kind of uncommon recessive feature. But that was a long time ago, so I don't really remember everything she said. Those days were now far and distant cold days.  But In either case, it's odd to see a werewolf wearing glasses. I wondered if she also wore those spectacles when she transformed into her wolf. I was still worried about the fact that Alexa seemed not to like me. I was the kind of Alpha that every she-wolf in the Pack would not be able to resist. 

Only two kind of wolves could resist me, already mated ones and rogues. Others clearly couldn't keep their eyes off me when they saw me. But with Alexa's recent behavior, I think that she could be the another kind of wold that could resist me. The fact that she always acted uninterested made me angry and jealous at the same time. Yesterday was a very clear example of how she behaved when I was close to her and wanted to talk. This was unlike the other girls in the Pack, most times they were the ones who spoke first. They would do everything everything keep the chat alive after which they would in one way or the other tell me about what the way they felt about me. Knowing where the conversation was headed, I would normally agree to what they said and tell them that I felt still felt the same way about them. The way their faces instantly lit when I proffesed my fake, undying love for them made me feel so guilty because I knew I would forget them that night and go for other girl the next day. But some of them didn't even care, all that mattered to them was ro get railed and get railed again. Alexa was quite different and distant. 

It's evident from our conversation yesterday that Alexa doesn't want anything to do with me, which is odd given I'm myself. She made me to think again if I was lacking in any way an Alpha could. I thought about something about me that wasn't appealing to any woman but at the end i found nothing and that unnerved me so much because it made me want her more, it made me lose my mind over her the more. But I resolutely affirmed after thinkin that the outcome is always the same, whether they come at me headon or play cat and mouse. 

 Even the FIONA'S bar waitress who was madly in love with Derrick let me to fuck her in the storage room.  If I had reached Gabriella before her boyfriend Jordan that night,  I bet she would have done the same for me and there was no way I was going to say not to that kind of request because most girls here in the Pack were irresistible. The following day, I reposition myself at Alexa's desk. I'm not sure if I enjoy teasing  Alexa or if I'm just doing it to keep myself busy while I'm stuck in the IT hub. I felt that I was doing too much just to let her know how much I cared about her and how much in wanted her so badly. At the end of the day she never listened to any of that, instead she pretended not to care at all, and that made me think that my attempts would all go down in the drain.