THE SOFT SPOT

Kristen never thought she had ever cry for someone other than her family up in heaven but she found herself staring at the mirror while balling her eyes. She was scared about her emotions, she tried to conceal it but the more she tried that, the harder it became for her. She didn't know why but her emotions for him were in places. Was it because he also belongs in heaven? Was it because he was once an angel? Was it because he is trying to be good to her? She never knew.

Why was it so hard when everyone told her that she was born to end him? Then things should be in her favor, right? Kristen was a mess, a very fucked up mess and all she knew was there needs to be a miracle for her to do the deeds. She was staring at her own reflection and somehow felt it was mocking at her. Would it be true that the God is pulling false strings? 

"Why am I so helpless?"