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marsen never knew she hated love so much. but as they finished making love, she found herself quite filled with disgust. nothing about her felt pure and at peace, and she realised she hated him now. she left and went home, a place she had long since been.

as she captivated herself with her present feeling, all her thoughts and hopes seemed to switch. now she was wishing for a pact of woman friends, filled with friendly longing for a hope that knew to change.