Poem 4: Brave

Brave

They say I'm great, But is that the bait?

Ameliorate;Somer El Jishi

Should I be true,

When is it my que. Iwanttobeme,

Not who they want me to be. But I'm not that brave.

Wonderful wonderful people, So why do I feel so unequal? They are all so strong,

like they belong.

I should be lucky.

But I'm not that brave.

Sometimes I let the wall fall,

When the real tears run.

I wonder when it began,

Then I realized it began with people. I don't want to be real.

That means I'll have to kneel. Rather than keep pretending and be afraid of befriending.

Ameliorate;Somer El Jishi

As I'm not that brave.

At times I want to stop being fake.

I dream of having a real smile on my face. But even when I wonder,

Then I begin to ponder.

I realise I never forgave

As I'm not that brave.