Chapter 30: First Time (Lemon)

Warning: This chapter contains Lime/Lemon sections. If that isn't your thing, the perspectives will be Author's POV. If you want to skip those sections, then just scroll past the Author's POV.

Author's POV:

'Why did he have to stay so close?' You thought to yourself, 'If I didn't look at him I would have been fine.' But with him so close to you, you could smell the soap you recommended to him, his voice was low and alluring, and those blue eyes of his were the last straw. You needed to kiss him.

The way you just attacked him without warning definitely turned him on. He wanted to tear that dress off of you and take you in every way imaginable. But for what he had planned for you, he didn't want to be rushed. This isn't exactly the best place for this kind of thing, but at least he can give you a sneak peek for what's to come.

After locking the door, Erwin grabbed your hair and forced your head gently but forcefully back so he had better access to your neck. You gasped when he started exploring your neck and collar bone with his eager lips.

A devious smile spread across his lips when he reached your sweet spot, "Ahh-, Erwin." You gasped breathlessly as he started abusing the spot on your neck. He growled deeply into your skin, loving the way you said his name in such a lewd voice.

You tried to make yourself be more quiet, but it wasn't working well. He put his leg between your thighs so he could use his hands to explore your body a little. His hands roamed teasingly around your breasts, squeezing them gently.

You've never wanted to be naked more, you wanted him to explore every inch of your body with his hands and lips. But you both know you're short on time, but this will hold you over until you 2 get away from this place.

But you were both enjoying the moment, you wanted so badly to touch Erwin. But he was taking complete control and you were really enjoying it.

His hands moved from your breasts and travel down slowly to your waist, where he rubs his fingers lightly over the exposed flesh of your sides. His light touches send shivers throughout your body.

You wrap your legs around him to bring him even closer. Erwin takes his lips off of your neck and goes back to your mouth. Your moans were getting louder, and he was afraid someone might hear you. Even though he loved your gentle moans, he couldn't have you 2 being caught.

You decide to take the lead a bit in this kiss and slide your tongue into his mouth first. He groaned quietly when you started sucking on his tongue and bit gently on his lip. You feel the bulge in his pants growing harder, making his pants uncomfortably tight.

As you grind your lower body against him, he growls and reaches his right hand down underneath your dress, "Careful," You giggle, "That is a dagger in my pants, but I am still very happy to see you."

"Hot." Erwin smirks and removed the knife attached to your thigh. Once he removes it, he resumes what he was planing on before. He was not going to let you win, he was going to leave you weak and begging for more.

"You're already so wet," He comments as he teases your sensitive folds, "Have you been wanting me that badly?"

Your face goes red and you refuse to answer, "I asked you a question, Cadet," He growls lowly at you, "Answer me." You feel a jolt of delicious electricity as he rubs his thumb against your sensitive bundle of nerves painfully slow.

"Yes sir," You moaned quietly, his authoritative voice turning you on even more.

Pleased with your answer, he slowly inserts a finger into you. It's a good thing you aren't standing, if you were you probably would have collapsed. Your body felt weak to his touch, and you couldn't keep yourself from moaning a little loudly. Erwin kisses you again to swallow your moans, sucking your breath right out of you as he started adding another finger into you.

"Mmmm!" Your hips start moving on their own, pleading for him to go faster. You feel him smirk against your lips as he obliges and starts pumping his fingers faster in and out of you.

"I wish you knew how amazing you feel," Erwin groaned into your ear as he bit your lobe gently, "I can't wait to take you completely."

"Then do it," You replied, breathing heavily, not thinking of the consequences, "Take me here and now."

Erwin struggled when you were so forward, he wanted more than anything to fuck you right there, but the risk of being caught is too great, "Bad girl," He chuckled, "You know we can't here."

He picks up the pace and starts scissoring his fingers inside you, causing you to spasm a bit as you reached your limit, "Erwin, don't stop, please! I'm so close."

He kisses you again as he speeds up a little more to get you to your climax, "Cum for me." He whispers against your lips.

The coil that has been building up in your core finally snaps, and your legs try to squeeze together as you're overwhelmed from the feelings and the aftermath of your orgasm. You moan loudly into Erwin's mouth, who desperately tries to quiet you down again.

He slowly lowers you back to your feet, "That was surprisingly fast." He smirked as he licked your juices off his fingers, "Shut up!" You laughed, blushing furiously, "Virgin, remember?"

"No witty remarks or sarcastic comebacks."

"Give me a minute, I can't think clearly."

He laughed at your response and admires the purple marks he has left on your neck, "Those look good on you."

When you realize what he is talking about, you take your hair down from the updo in an attempt to cover up the hickeys, "I'll get you back for that."

"I look forward to that." He grins down at you.

"I'll help you take care of that later." You say, pointing to the sizeable bulge that is still in his pants.

"I can't even begin to explain how badly I want that." He replied, running his fingers through your soft (h/l) (h/c) hair and pulling you in for one final kiss. When he releases you he gives your ass a firm slap, "Better save at least one more dance for me."

"Of course," You giggle as you grabbed the employee's keys off the side table and re-attached your throwing knife to your thigh, "Come to my house tonight."

You weren't asking, you were demanding. Erwin's smile widens at your demand, "Yes ma'am." And he makes his way out of the room first.

You wait a few minutes to leave the room, not wanting to show up with Erwin. You were, after all, supposed to be resting by yourself up here.

After inhaling deeply and make sure your hair is concealing Erwin's love bites, and you finally exit the room and make your way downstairs.

Your POV:

I walked slowly so I wouldn't fall down the stairs, my short private time with Erwin has left me a bit dazed and craving more. The feeling of his large hands on my body, his warm touch, his surprisingly soft lips and his low deep voice were enough to drive me insane with desire.

As I finally reached the great hall with the party still going strong, I looked for the employee who's keys I stole. I spot him at the side of the dance floor holding a trey of what appeared to be wine.

I was having difficulty squeezing my way through the sea of people. I was constantly being stopped by people wanted to talk to me or dance with me. I recognize some of them as people I was rented out to in the past, and even some men and women I used to work with. But I politely declined them all, I had to get these keys back to the man, before he realizes they are gone.

When I reach him, I noticed he was pretty distracted by the tipsy women in front of him reaching for more wine. I quickly place the keys carefully back into his left pocket and grab onto his jacket, "Thank you again so much, sir," I say as I smile innocently at him, "I feel much better." At least I didn't lie about that.

He blushes when he sees my smiling face, "It's no problem, Ms. (L/n)."

I reach up on the tips of my toes and give him a quick kiss on the cheek before disappearing again into the crowd. I make my way to the edge of the dance floor where I can breathe a little bit.

"Well well well, who do we have here?"

I look up to see who spoke and was surprised to see Kenny standing there. How the hell did he get in here? No way he was invited to something like this.

"What are you doing here, Kenny?" I furrow my brows at him suspiciously, "Come to finish the job your lackeys couldn't manage?"

He laughs loudly, "I guess it was pretty easy to determine that it was me."

"The only think I don't understand is why you wanted me to get away, or how Laurie found out where I was."

He stares down at me with a smirk, "Oh, and what makes you think that I let you get away?"

"Simple, the men you sent after me were good, but you have much better fighters and trackers than them. Why didn't you send you're A squad after me? If you really wanted to capture or kill me, that is."

"Why indeed," Kenny pulls his hat further down his forehead to cover his face a little more, "Let's just say I still have a use for you."

"What makes you think I'll cooperate with your schemes?" I raise my eyebrows at him.

"You'll have to trust me."

"Trust you?" I laughed loudly, "Why would I do that?"

"I helped you once before if you remember."

"Yeah, but your policy is reciprocity; you only helped me because I gave you information. I'm pretty much useless in that department now, I'm sure you know more than I do at this point." I sigh.

"So it is true, you did lose some of your memories, interesting."

"Yeah, fascinating." I say shortly, hoping it will conclude our little conversation.

"I also find it interesting that you will trust Peter, but you have trouble trusting me. I have done nothing to you." He commented, knowing he would get a reaction out of me.

"What are you talking about? Of course I trust Peter, he hid me from Laurie and took care of me when I needed it most. At great personal risk, I might add." I respond, glaring up at his smirking face.

"Oh, is that what you thought it was? You think it was out of the kindness of his own heart? You're so naive it makes me sick, what would your father say?" He returns my glare.

"Shut the fuck up, Kenny," I snarl at him, "What the fuck do you know about what he has done for me?"

"Apparently I know more than you, how pathetic."

This conversation is doing nothing for me, I need to get out of it before I cause a scene.

"You can trust me more than you can trust him, or any of the men who still work for Pearson, we have a common enemy," Kenny continued, "At least I won't lie to you."

Kenny doesn't say anything more, just disappears into the crowd again. A use for me huh? Interesting, but whatever he is scheming for me, I don't want any part of it.

What the hell is he trying to do? Cause a rift between Peter and I? But why should he want that? They worked together to get me out of Laurie's after all...

"Hello sister-in-law." I roll my eyes when I see Conrad's curly blonde head make its way over to me.

"Ex sister-in-law," I correct him, "Apparently Katrina finally decided to grow a backbone."

"I didn't think I would see you here," He continues, "Such a nice performance you gave."

I ignore him, my eyes fall on the stage where Dr. Banning is, he must be preparing to make another speech.

"Laurie told me to come just in case you did decide to show up," He comments, my cold shoulder doing nothing to deter him, "Are you brave or stupid? They look so similar sometimes it's hard to tell."

"I'm not afraid of any of you anymore, so just continue on with whatever speech you've been rehearsing and fuck off." I reply, giving him a bored expression.

"You think you can escape this? You can't, (y/n). How much longer are you going to play solider until you get it?"

"Until I die, I imagine."

"No one gets out of this life alive; you'll be back whether it is by force or by choice."

"You know, for someone who likes to talk, you really have nothing to say, Conrad."

"Attention everyone!"

Banning's booming voice interrupts whatever Conrad wanted to say next, "I'm sorry to interrupt the festivities, but I do want to take the time to say thank you to our generous donors! Without whom, we would not be able to do the research we have been able to!"

There were applause and whistles all over the great hall, "Yes! Yes! Thank you all!" He continued, pushing his glasses further up on his nose, "I'm pleased to announce that we are on the verge of a breakthrough! Our research indicates that we can start human trials soon for our cancer research! In the not-so-distant future, cancer will no longer be a death sentence!"

Again, there were cheers and applause that broke out around the hall, even louder than before. Yeah, but at what cost? Was all I could think to myself. Something doesn't feel right, but what is it?

After the applause subsided, loud slow clapping could be heard from the side of the stage. It was Kenny. I couldn't help but smirk a little, this should be good.

"Looks like your dog is off his leash." I whisper to Conrad, who looked very irritated to see him there.

I look up at Banning to see his reaction, his face went completely white when he saw Kenny, "Congratulations, Dr. Banning," Kenny smiles as he makes his way up on the stage with him, "A group of real smart people you have, although, for smart people you're pretty dumb. Or maybe you just lack street smarts."

"(Y/n)," I felt someone grab my arm, when I looked, I was relieved to see it was Erwin, "You need to go."

"No way," I pouted playfully, "I want to stay! I'm finally having fun now, right Conrad?" I laugh at the scared look on his face, "See, it's fun!"

"For example," Kenny continued as he walked closer to Banning, "Not paying your debts to the person who has provided you with a lot of 'support' and 'resources', along your journey doesn't seem very smart, huh?"

I look around the hall to see how others are reacting to the scene unfolding on the stage. Everyone's eyes were fixed on the stage, no one saying a word. My eyes are drawn to the people I used to work with at Laurie's. They looked even more scared than everyone else. I guess there has been some kind of falling out between Kenny and Laurie. Is that why they look so scared?

"(Y/n), please." Erwin pulls on my arm again.

"But it's fine," Kenny sneers, "You'll pay me back, but with interest."

Suddenly I hear a scream as a girl not far from me is stabbed in the gut by a man standing in front of her. Then all hell started breaking loose.

It appeared that the assassins in the crowd were only after the people that worked for Laurie. But I saw a couple of their faces and it looked like they were from the underground. I'm in trouble.

"Go!" Erwin yells at me this time as a hooded man tries to approach me. He doesn't have to tell me twice, "Be careful!" I yell back at him as I turn to leave. Conrad is still frozen in place, still watching the stage with Kenny admiring the chaos, and Banning looking horrified.

"Conrad," I try to get his attention, "Come on, we're targets." I may hate the guy, but that doesn't mean I want him to die.

Without waiting for a response, I grab the knife attached to my thigh, grab Conrad and start running.

I dodge outstretched hands that try to grab me as we run, taking a swing with my knife if I had to. Conrad just follows after me silently, "For fuck sakes, Conrad," I glare at him, "Are those muscles just for show? Fight back!"

I was frustrated by how little he was helping. Anybody that grabbed him I would have to double back and deal with them.

When we get outside, I start running in the direction of the carriages, with Conrad following me closely. I can hear 2 men running up behind us, that's not good. Even if we make it to the carriages, they will catch us no problem when we stop to get the carriage ready.

"Go!" I yell at Conrad, pushing him forward. I turn around to deal with the 2 running up at me. I throw my knife at one of the men, so he won't go after Conrad, leaving the other one alive to deal with me.

I act fast and throw the first punch before he has a chance to defend himself. He is much bigger than me, so I have to get in my punches as early as possible. I didn't throw him off as much as I had hoped, so I quickly take up my defensive stance and be careful to avoid being in his striking range for too long.

I try to back up to the other man to grab my throwing knife that is still sticking out of his chest. But the man sees what I am planning, every time I try to get closer, he throws punches so I have to bring my attention back to him and start blocking.

We circle each other for awhile, throwing punches and kicks at each other, neither one of us giving the other a chance to strike. I feel something cold and hard behind me, it was a fountain. I start to move to my left, but something strange happens.

I feel my legs suddenly buckle underneath me and completely give up, leaving me to fall backwards straight into the fountain. The man I was fighting took the opportunity to hold me under the water.

I struggle against his grip the best I can, but I still wasn't in control of my legs so I couldn't kick at him. The best I could do was claw at his arms and hands with my nails. But he merely grunts in response, too focused on trying to drown me to notice the pain.

I can feel myself getting weaker and my brain starts to go fuzzy as I stop struggling, not having the energy to fight back anymore as my vision starts to go dark.

Just when I'm about to pass out, the man's grip on me disappears and I'm pulled out of the fountain coughing and gasping for air. I look up to see Conrad was the one who helped me out of the fountain, "What is with you? You could have taken him out! I've seen you fight 3 guys that were his size at once!"

I shake his hands off me, "Shut up!"

"Get up," He sighs, "We're almost at the carriages."

"I can't." I mumble.

"... Why?"

"My legs gave out on me, that's why I fell in the fountain," I admit to him, "I don't know if I can walk."

"I can carry you." He offered, holding his hands out to lift me up. But he stopped when I gave him a, 'If you touch me, you die', look.

"Well, there is only one way to find out for sure, yeah? Get up."

I want to, but I'm afraid to. My body is betraying me and it's scary. I'm scared to know for sure, if I sit a little longer, I can still pretend like I actually have control over my body. Why are my legs suddenly giving out? It doesn't make any sense.

"Well fine, if it's okay with you I'm going to take your fancy knife with me," Conrad teases as he grabs the knife out of the man that was trying to drown me. He must have taken it out of the other guy in order to save me, "Good luck with everything!"

"Don't you dare!" I yell at him, leaping up onto my feet. "There you go!" He laughed, watching me stomp towards him.

I mean, I guess that is good. But what just happened? When it comes to my hand jerking randomly I can explain it away... What is this? Did my mom have any issues like this?

"Peitho! Let's go!" Conrad shakes me out of my daze.

"Don't call me that," I glare at him, slapping his hands off of me, "I'm fine, you should get out of here."

He shifts from foot to foot nervously, as if he is trying to contemplate whether he should say anything more or not, "Thank you." Is all he says to me before leaving me on my own.

Instead of heading straight to the carriage, I decide to turn back and look for Ellen. I know they probably won't be targeted, but I'm worried about her and Paul. I just want to make sure they are okay.

I weave through the people that seem to be rushing out of Banning's party, and I don't see Ellen or Paul among them. I reach the large doors and push past the crowd of people, calling out for them.

"(Y/n)! What the hell are you still doing here?" Uh oh, I know that stern deep voice, it was Erwin.

I turn to look at him and worry starts filling me up. It looks like he has a gash on his head, "Erwin, what happened?"

"It's fine." He muttered, "I'll deal with it when I get back to base, you need to get out of here! They are after you too."

"I know, but have you seen Ellen? I can't leave unless I know she is safe."

"I saw her and her husband leave a few minutes ago, she's fine. What happened to you?" He asked, examining me for injuries and noticed my wet dress.

"I fancied a swim in the fountain," I joke, "The water is at the perfect temperature!" My smile fades when he glared at me, clearly not in the mood for my usual sarcastic comebacks, "I was pinned underwater by one of the men, but I'm fine."

"(Y/n)-"

"Be careful, Erwin," I say to him as I turn to leave, but Erwin grabbed me and pulled me into a kiss. I was surprised, he clearly didn't care if anyone was watching. "You too." He said as he released me and walked further into the crowd to help who he could.

This is insane, I never would have thought Kenny would orchestrate something like this and turn on Laurie so publicly. Then again, I don't really know the ins and outs of their strange partnership, so I guess I can't really comment on what went wrong.

I notice Banning is still standing in the stage, seemingly still in shock, unsure of what to do.

I feel an arm wrap around my waist and a hand over my mouth. As the person pulled me against their body they whispered into my ear, "Stop struggling, I'll get you out of here." It was Kenny again.

He walked with me through the crowd and out the front doors again, and started walking in the direction of the carriages. When we were farther away from the main crowd he put me down, "What are you doing?" I growl at him while he smirks down at me.

"I can't have you dying yet, (l/n)" He laughed, "I still need you, remember?"

"For what?"

"You'll see when the time comes, for now stay out of trouble. Oh and tell Peter what happened here too, he's just as apart of this as Banning and Pearson," He leans down so he's closer to my face, "If you want to know more, why don't you go searching at your mother's husband's place? Better still, why not take a sneak peek around Peter's office too."

"Why are you so focused on turning me against Peter?" I demand, "He helped me! He risked everything to keep me safe! He would never do anything to deceive me!"

"Oh ho," He snarled, "Is that why you think he took you in? Out of the goodness of his own heart? Sure, you keep thinking that, (l/n). Keep avoiding the truth, it's what you seem to be good at now-a-days."

He tipped his hat to me before leaving me there stunned. How am I supposed to react? I can understand David being involved with something sketchy, but not Peter. Peter has always been amazing to me... So why is my stomach fluttering nervously? Something doesn't feel right. Kenny has no reason to lie to me, does he?

I finally grab the book from the bushes and hop on Ellen's carriage. I urge the horse faster to get me out of there, eager to get to my home, shower and sleep. Though I can't help but wonder if Erwin will still stop by... On the drive home I can't stop thinking about our little alone time in that room. The way his hands felt against my body and how his kiss sent shivers down my spine.

Stop thinking about it, (y/n). He won't come tonight, he was busy trying to help people. He is not as selfish as he makes himself out to be.

Erwin's POV:

I should have escorted (y/n) to the carriages myself, I'll never be able to forgive myself if she is not okay. When I went back into the crowd to help some others fighting against the group of people from the underground, I glanced over at (y/n) one last time and I saw someone grab her and carry her away.

My stomach dropped immediately and I tried to run after them. But the doors were way too crowded with people, when I finally pushed my way through, I couldn't see her anywhere.

'It's okay,' I try telling myself, 'You know how much of a fighter she is, she'll get out of this alive too'. I do my best to help out a few more people being attacked by the men from the underground. Only one other died and I was able to save 2 more.

I could feel the blood from the cut on the side of my head run down my face and neck. I'm fairly certain it is just a superficial wound, head wounds do tend to bleed a lot and it makes it look worse than it actually is.

I race off on my horse, I need to get (y/n) I need to make sure she is okay. But I realize I don't know where she lives outside of HQ. I may have to stop at base to see where it is, it should be written in her file.

I hop on my horse quickly and I'm off, going a bit slowly until I clear the crowd and speed off to HQ.

My mind is going crazy the whole ride back to HQ. What if she wasn't able to fight that man off? What if he has taken her? I know she is a capable fighter, but I can't help but worry about her.

It feels like hours until I finally reach HQ. It doesn't seem like anyone is still awake. Good. I race to my office and look for (y/n)'s file. Yes, her address was added to the file not too long ago.

I quickly memorize it and run back out of HQ, not wanting to run in to anyone or waste anymore time. I need to see her, I need to know if she's okay.

As I ride in the direction of her place, my thoughts go to the moment we shared in that room. I could hardly believe it when she decided to make the first move to kiss me. The want and need I feel for her shot up, and the only thing I wanted to do is explore her body and mark it as mine.

I reach the number of the house that should be her's and hop off my horse. I quickly make my way to the door and knock loudly. I start to panic when I don't hear anything from the other side. I'm about to try and let myself in to check, when the door opens.

(Y/n) is standing there with a smile on her face when she sees me, like nothing happened, "Erwin! I was wondering if you were going to show up."

As I look down at her I'm overwhelmed with relief that she seems to be unhurt. She must have showered, because she was patting at her (h/l) (h/c) with a towel. I look further down from her face to see that she was wearing the shirt I let her borrow when she was hurt.

She sees what I'm looking at and laughs, "Sorry, it's just so comfortable, I've been sleeping in it recently. If you really want it back, I'll give it to you."

Is she even wearing anything under it? I can see her bare legs. Is she wearing shorts or just underwear? I bite my lower lip as I stare down at her, trying to fight the urge to ram her against the wall and finish what we started.

"Erwin, you're still bleeding," She tsked at me, "Come on." She pulls me by my arm into the house and sat me down at a table, "Stay here, I know Peter will have left me medical supplies." She leaves the room and comes back quickly with some materials.

She starts cleaning my cut and all I can think about is how close she is to me. Her sweet lavender scent is much stronger when she is freshly out of the shower, and her breasts are teasingly close to my face.

I was still overwhelmed with that rush of relief. But now my thoughts are brought back to when we were in that bedroom. The way her soft warm skin felt against my hands, the little moans she made and the way she said my name.

"Are you hurt anywhere else?" She ask as she finishes wiping the blood off my face and starts circling around me. "I don't think so-"

"Um, what about back here?" She moved behind me and places her hand on my back, "You have a cut here too."

"Really? I didn't even notice." I chuckle.

(Y/n) steps in front of me again and reaches for the buttons on my shirt, "Your hands are shaking." I comment as she nervously starts unbuttoning my shirt.

Her face goes red, "Shut up." She giggled as she finished with the buttons and pulled off my shirt. I noticed she started biting her lip as she examined my body, it felt good that I was able to have such an effect on her with just me being shirtless.

She moves around to my back and starts patting at a cut between my shoulder blades. I don't even remember getting that cut, oh well, can't be that bad. After she finishes with that cut I can feel her fingers lightly dust up and down my back. If gave me shivers as she traces the scars I received from years of using ODM gear.

I could feel my heart race just from her touches, she must know at this point the effect she has on me. "Who was the blonde man you were standing with before everything kicked off?" I ask her, trying to sound nonchalant, but failing.

"Conrad?" (Y/n) giggled, "I used to work with him, he was one of the more persistent of my co-workers that made it known he wanted me. But I ignored him most of the time, and then he married my oldest sister."

"What about the man who grabbed you?" I ask, trying not to think of this Conrad man trying to hit on (y/n).

"He's the one who helped me escape from Laurie's," She says quietly, "He wants something from me, but I don't know what it is yet. That's why he let me go."

"What do you think he could from you?" I questioned her, worried about what he may have asked of her. It was the same man that was up on the stage to confront Banning, so who knows what he could possibly have planned for (y/n).

"I don't know, when he helped me escape from Laurie, it was information he wanted. But I doubt I have any information currently he does not already have. So who knows what he wants." (Y/n) shrugs.

"Try not to worry," She laughed when she saw the face I made, "I'll be alright."

"You know you can't ask that of me," I respond, grabbing a hold of her arm, "I'm going to worry."

"I know," She sighed, putting her hand under my chin to tilt my head up to look at her beautiful (e/c) eyes, "But try, I can take care of myself."

"I'm aware, it's one of the many things that attracts me to you." I give her a gentle smile.

"Oh?" She giggles, "Let's mix it up, what do you dislike about me?"

"The way you disobey orders for one," I laugh, "The way you pretend not to know about what you do to the people around you."

"I have no idea what you're talking about." She gasped dramatically.

"Case and point," I smirk, "The way that you're always on my mind, it gets rather annoying and distracting."

"Oh?"

"Also, I don't like that you're still wearing my shirt. I want it back, now."

(Y/n) smiles at me and walks behind me towards a set of stairs. I turn around in my seat to watch and see what she is up to now.

She slowly pulls my shirt over her head and holds it in her hands, "Then come and get it." She gives me an alluring smile over her shoulder. Oh, I'll come and get it.

I watch her walk up the stairs, all she was wearing was a pair of black panties that were having a hard time covering her perfect ass, and a (f/c) bra. I hardly believed that this was actually my reality, I've fantasizes about her many times, but I didn't actually think it would happen.

I quickly make my way up after her, but before following her into her bedroom, I have to stop myself briefly. I need to calm down, I don't want things to progress too quickly, I want her to be more comfortable.

"Erwin," I hear her sweet voice call to me, "If you don't hurry up I'm going to start without you."

"You better not." Restraint gone.

Author's POV:

You didn't want to wait anymore, you wanted him to fuck you since your little session in the room. You sit on your bed and run your eyes up and down Erwin's body, disappointed that he still has his pants on.

You stand up from your bed and he grabs you and pulls you into a heated embrace. Erwin bit at your lip roughly making you gasp, he clearly wasn't going to hold back anymore, he wanted you. Now. But you were fine with that, you wanted him to lose control. There was just something about making Erwin lose his restraint that turned you on. Especially knowing you were the only person who could affect him like that.

He carried you easily over to your bed and dropped you on the soft covers. He stopped and stood back to admire your body. It made you a little nervous, you may have been confident, but you've never been in such an intimate position before. Even Malcolm never saw you naked.

You hated the scars all over your body, proof of your past life of never ending pain and suffering. Now here Erwin is, admiring your body, memorizing every curve, every inch of your skin to his memory. He thought you were beautiful, he didn't care about the scars of your past, he'd never been so turned on by anyone before.

Erwin always prided himself on being in control of everything. But when it came to you, he felt he didn't know what he would do next, or how he would react. You brought life he didn't know he still had back into him, and he was enjoying the moment.

Your face is completely red as he stared down at your body, you were still wearing your bra and panties, your last line of defence before being completely exposed.

"Are you nervous?" Erwin asked, making sure you were okay.

"Yes," You admitted, giving him a sheepish smile, "It's just, whenever someone saw my body like this before, I had no choice. They would tear off my clothes and do what they pleased. But I've never voluntarily taken off my clothes for someone in such an intimate way, it's just a new feeling."

You stand up from the bed, and motion for Erwin to sit. You were starting to get your confidence back, feeling like you were finally in control. Knowing Erwin would never do anything to hurt you gave you the final boost you were waiting for.

You hold eye contact with Erwin as you slowly unhook your (f/c) bra, and finally let him see your breasts. Your new confidence turned Erwin on even more. He wanted you to be comfortable, so he was okay with letting you take the lead a little bit... For now anyways. It took a lot of effort for him to not touch your beautiful breasts, but he did his best to sit still and watched you undress all the way.

Turning to the side a little bit so he had a better view of your ass too. You slowly slipped out of your panties, giving him a little show as you do. Seeing the desire in Erwin's eyes, and how hard he was trying to control himself made your stomach flutter.

You strut over to him and sit on his lap, straddling his legs. You teased him by going to kiss him, but then you moved your lips to his ear instead, "You smell amazing," You moaned into his ear, biting his lobe gently, "Do you want me, Erwin?"

"You have no idea how badly I want you." He groaned, finding it harder and harder holding himself back.

"What do you want to do to me?" You asked as your lips travel down his jaw and his neck, making it even harder for him to speak.

"So many things."

"Touch me." You urge him, knowing he was holding back so you would be more comfortable. But you wanted to feel his large rough hands on your soft skin.

He grabbed onto your hair and pulled your lips to his. He pressed his lips hungrily to your's, wanting to claim every part of your mouth.

As you let him dominate your mouth, your hands reach for his belt. You eagerly unbuckle it and stood back up so Erwin could slip out of his pants.

You have seen quite few dicks in the capital, literally and figuratively. But none of them prepared you for this. You've never seen anything like it, it made you feel even more excited and even a little scared. 'How is that even going to fit?' You pounder to yourself

Erwin was surprised to watch you kneel down in front of him, "You don't have to." He reassures you.

"I want to." You reply firmly, keeping eye contact with him as you slowly wrapped your soft lips around his head.

He hissed loudly and throws his head back, trying very hard not to buck his hips up into you. Your tongue slowly swirled teasingly around his head, making him moan your name loudly.

You used your hand to stoke his shaft to make up for the places you couldn't reach with your mouth. Erwin watches you take in as much of him as you can, your (e/c) eyes look up at him again and he can't help but grab onto your hair and lower your head down more onto his cock.

You started moaning, the vibrations sending jolts of intense pleasure throughout Erwin's body, "Fuck (y/n)," He growled. You still couldn't quite make it all the way down to his base, but you played with his balls a little to give him a little more pleasure to make up for it.

Erwin couldn't take it anymore, he lifted you up and threw you on the bed. You smirked, you were wondering how long it would take him to lose control, and it looks like he has.

He positions himself on top of you and smirks down at you, "I won't let you win, I'll have you begging for me before long."

Now that he is more in control again, you lie back and let him proceed with what he has planned. He kissed and bit gently down your body, stopping at your breasts first, he has been waiting so long to touch them.

You moaned softly as he started squeezing them gently. He started swirling his tongue around one of your nipples as he teases the other with his fingers. He bit gently down on your erect nipple making you arch your back, pushing yourself into him more.

He performed the same treatment on the other breast before moving his way down your body. You gasped as he started gently pressing his lips to some of your scars on your stomach. You squirmed underneath him, his hot lips and tongue make you feel all kinds of sensations you never experienced before.

His mouth finally made its way to your womanhood, "Erwin," You breathed heavily, feeling nervous. You have never had this kind of treatment before. He was gentle but firm, taking his time and making sure he moved slowly, you didn't know how to react to it.

"Just relax," He reassures you, "If you want me to stop just tell me."

You nod nervously for him to continue and lay yourself down again. You can feel him leave a trail of kisses up your thighs as he creeps closer to your most sensitive area.

You gasped when he parted your lips a little to easily slide his tongue into you. "oh my god, Erwin! Ahh!" Are all the words you can manage as Erwin continues to flick his tongue around and in your pussy.

Erwin used his left hand to hold down your waist from all the squirming you were doing, and his right hand reaches up to play with your breasts. You gripped onto the bed sheets, head tilted far back into the pillows.

You were a little embarrassed by your shameless moaning and grabbed one of the pillows next to you and put it over your face. It was an attempt to try and stifle your moans a bit.

Erwin notices and he grabs it and throws it away from you, "No, I want to hear your moans, don't hide them from me. I want to hear how good I make you feel."

You nod in agreement, and he makes his way back to your pussy, "Look at me." He demanded.

You did as he requested and watch him as he continues to eat you out. You were having a hard time staying still, the pleasure you felt was far too intense for you to stay still. You feel that familiar coil building up and becoming tighter, you were close, "Erwin, please," You didn't want to cum just yet, you wanted Erwin to fuck you to ecstasy.

But instead of slowing down, he picked up the pace more. Sucking and biting at your clit making you a writhing mess below him, "Erwin, I'm going to-, ah! Fuck!"

Your body convulsed as he sucked up all your juices from your orgasm, making him moan loudly at how sweet you tasted.

Erwin comes up to kiss you, wanting you to taste yourself on his tongue. Without warning he shoved a finger into your sensitive pussy, stretching you out a bit to accommodate his size. When you started bucking your hips more eagerly against his finger he added another one and started curling them inside you, "What do you want, (y/n)?" He whispered to you in that deep voice of his, sending shivers up your spine.

"I want you to fuck me, Erwin, I want you to fuck me until I can't see straight. Please, I need you."

Hearing you beg and watching you become undone by him turned him on even more if that was possible. He removed his fingers from you, and wets his cock with your juices on his fingers.

He slowly thrusts into you, almost tearing his lip open trying to stifle a very loud moan. Your tight walls immediately sucked him in to pure bliss.

You dug your nails into his back as he pushes himself all the way inside you. He paused to give you time to adjust to his size. He kisses and nibbles at your neck to distract you from the pain. It worked, it didn't take long for the pain to subside. You could feel Erwin's cock throb inside you, begging to ram into you over and over again.

You buck your hips up at him, signalling to him you wanted him to start moving. He picked up his pace and started thrusting in and out of you, "Fuck, you're tight, (y/n)," He moaned, "So good."

He is mesmerized by your breasts bouncing up and down with each powerful thrust. "Erwin, harder please," You groaned, "Your cock feels so good."

He lifts up your legs and rests them on his shoulders, and pounds into you mercilessly. With your legs up he is able to reach even deeper, and it doesn't take him long to hit your g spot, causing you to practically scream out his name, "Oh god, Erwin! There please!"

You didn't care about the expressions you may be making on your face. Erwin felt so good inside you, every thrust caused you to see stars.

Erwin smiles down at you, "As you wish." He thrusts his hips at an inhuman pace sending you into a state of pure euphoria. Watching your expressions was turning Erwin into an animal, "Yes," He growled lowly, "Gods I could fuck your tight pussy all fucking night."

His hands move to your ass to lift your hips a little more, earning more moans from you as he plunges himself even deeper inside you.

You took him by surprise when you rolled out from underneath him and switched positions with him. You stare down at his hooded blue eyes and bounce up and down on his cock.

Erwin reaches up to play with your breasts as you ride him, "Erwin, I can't last much longer."

"Then cum," He said breathlessly, "Cum all over my cock."

His words pushed you over the edge, and your second orgasm hit you like a giant wave crashing into you. Erwin let's you ride out your orgasm on top, and then flips you onto your back again so he could be on top again, getting ready for his own release. The bed slams against the wall loudly at his violent thrusts.

He started sucking and biting at your neck again, "Fuck (y/n), so amazing." He moaned loudly as he came inside you.

You loved the feeling of him filling you up, and you can feel your eyes roll back in your head. You were both breathing heavily and dazed by the after math of your releases. He rolls off you and pulls you closer to him, "You're the best I've ever had." He comments, wrapping his strong arms tightly around you.

You wrap your arms around him too and nuzzle into his neck affectionately, "Was it everything you hoped it would be?" He started shivering as you gently scratched his back.

"And then some." He chuckled, as he gave you a kiss on your forehead.

Neither of you wanted to let go of the other to put clothes back on, so you just stayed wrapped in each other's embraces and drift off to sleep together.