CHAPTER 6 : “I’M MEDITATING”

"The mind is like water. When it's turbulent. It's difficult to see. When it's calm, everything becomes clear – Prasad Mahes"

{Hey, I want you to listen to this song, it might be great to play it with your grandpa's acoustic guitar, but it might sound nice too with electric one} Shasha attached a video clip which showed the song that she was trying to practise the whole day today.

{You like this type of songs too? A music that can make you move your body?} Eden asked after a few minutes.

{I like it. But I think the lyrics and the video clip is not matched} Shasha replied.

{Why?} It took about more than 30 minutes for Eden to reply her message.

Shasha had showered and had her simple dinner alone. Sean would be back late again today she guessed. {Why they dance like that when the lyrics said he has been dumped by a girl. Are you busy?}

{I'm watching Lucifer. Do you have Netflix?} Eden answered and asked her a question.

Shasha replied to him {I do have Netflix but lately I don't really like to watch tv. Then I won't disturb you.} Shasha opened her online novel and started her journey into her imagination.

{There's another 2 episodes left. I will watch it later} Eden reply came after an hour or so.

Shasha came back to the reality when she heard the notification. She replied the message {why you didn't finish watching the whole episode? If I were you, I won't wait.}

{It's okay. I still have time to watch it later. What are you doing?} Eden asked.

{I've showered, eaten my dinner and right now I'm reading a novel, Genius Summoner} Shasha answered.

{Share with me the online novels you've read} Eden replied.

When Shasha saw the message, she sent him about 2 links where he can find her favorite novels and two screen shots of the novels that she had finished

{What's this novel about} He asked about the first novel that she showed him.

When it came to this kind of topic, Shasha could narrate the whole story but she just told him the synopsis and then he asked about the second novel.

After that he responded {I like the first one better}.

{I've read it I think about 5 times or 7 maybe 😂} Shasha tried to recall how many times did she read the novel. She couldn't even remember herself.

{Wait. Did I see 2000++ chapters!? And you've read it few times? I'm amazed} Eden replied.

{I got too much time on my hand 😬} Shasha grinned. And she sent him her photo which showed she didn't know what to do.

{😂} Eden replied.

{Tell me, what kind of girl do you like?} the question just suddenly came into Shasha's mind and she typed it out.

Eden answered {I don't have any specific preference, the cute one I think}.

Shasha sent him her edited photo and asked {cute like this?}, then she sent another photo, {or the blur one like this? 🤣} She asked, and she laughed after she had sent all those photos.

{I guess the blur one is better 🤣} Eden replied.

Shasha grinned and she just felt like she wanted to tease him more and more {cute like me?😝🤣🤣}.

Someone used to tell Shasha the meaning of cute. He said the meaning of cute is ugly but adorable. Shasha thought it suited her very much. She liked to be called cute. For her, she was ugly but adorable.

{Yeah. Cute like you🤣} he answered.

{Don't believe what you see 😂, they were all filtered. Well, aren't most of the people in social media like to use it} Shasha told him.

{I also have one} he said. Then the photo was sent to her.

{You like so many tattoos like that? And the piercings?} Shasha asked after she looked at his filtered photo.

{No. Not that many, maybe later I will make only a few. I think. But not now. Maybe after I've finished my study. I still have 3 more years to think} Eden answered.

{But I don't know which one I really like. They are so many} he continued.

{Small tattoos are nice. Take your time. For me if you want to make tattoos on your skin, it's better to be something which has a very special meaning to you and will always remind you of it since it will always on your body} Shasha replied to him.

Eden responded {It can be removed nowadays. Anyway, I still have time to decide}

{Yeah. Take your time. And I just realised that you have a kissable lips 🤣} Shasha was grinning all the time when she typed her message.

{😷 don't embarrassed me} Eden replied.

{Really. I think I want to bite it 🤣🤣} Shasha typed it with mischievous look on her face.

{It doesn't matter. Do what you want} Eden responded.

{😲 Are you sure? Then I can lay out the scene here. But where you want me to bite first?} Shasha thought she was being ridiculously acted like a schoolgirl at that time, but she couldn't stop herself.

{Up to you. It doesn't matter where you want to bite first} Eden answered.

Then she sent her photo with a message {I'm meditating. Need to calm my mind}

{🤣} Eden replied. After a while he sent a message again {have you calmed your mind already? 😂}

{🤣 Yeah. I'm calmed enough. You are totally interesting you know that? Do you ever have a girlfriend before?} Shasha asked while she was laughing.

{I have a few before} Eden answered.

{Are you a virgin?} Shasha suddenly typed the question.

She didn't realize her curiosity made her asked something too personal to a 20 years old boy. {I'm sorry. I think it is too personal. If you don't want to answer, it's okay}

{It's fine. I'm not} Eden replied.

{I see. With your girlfriend? The special one?} Shasha asked again.

{No, the girl had a crush on me, and we did it but later we weren't together. I was not really interested in her} Eden gave his answer.

{Me too. My first time was not with my boyfriend} Shasha was talking about her past.

{So why you did it?} Eden asked.

{I was drunk. I broke up with my boyfriend at that time. Drunk people usually do something stupid 😵} Shasha answered and then she asked {What about you? Why you did it}

{I don't know. My body just need to do it} Eden replied.

Shasha was laughing out loud when she read his answer.

{How old were you at that time anyway?} Shasha asked him again.

{I was 17. Hbu?} Eden replied

{No wonder, 17? Wow. That's quite early huh? At that age I think it was your hormone. Your body was still very sensitive to the touch from the girl. Lucky for that girl who had crush on you to have your first then. 😂 Bet you are an expert already by now 🤣 I was 21 when I lost it} Shasha sent her reply.

{Yeah. I think so too. It was my hormone. I'm not an expert. Why you did it at that age?} Eden asked.

{As I said I was drunk. Even though I was wild when I was in my teens, I think I did a good job keeping it until I reached my adult age. 😬 You did it when you were 17. Didn't you do it more after that? You've tasted it already right? and now you are 20.} Shasha was wondering what was on this boy's mind.

{I did it few times after the first time, but I don't want to indulge myself into the pleasure too much. So, I learnt how to control my body} Eden replied.

{You are really a good boy you know that. It's quite difficult to find someone at your age think the way you do} Shasha was praising him because she didn't expect to have that kind of answer from a 20 years old boy. She really respected his way of thinking. When she was 20, she met so many guys who only thought about sex most of the time.

{I think I might fall in love with you again 🤣. But I can't fall in love with you, and I won't allow you to fall in love with me 😝}

{Why you said that?} Eden asked.

{I think this is my first time knowing someone who don't put sex above all in his life. I like that about you. You are great}. Shasha confessed. When she looked at the time. It was 4 a.m and sent a message to Eden.

{Need to sleep. You'd better go to sleep early too. You are going to start your new semester next week} Shasha reminded him. She couldn't get rid of her motherly instinct anyway.

{Yeah. I'd better go to sleep too. Sweet dream} Eden responded.

Shasha replied, {Sweet dream my baby}

That morning, Shasha slept with a smile on her face again.