Another Story From the Past

Parental Guidance is recommended, This chapter includes heavy topics. Blood warning!

I woke up feeling the breath of air, coming from the kiss he had given me. I could breathe normally again, Kageyama looked so scared. He grabbed me so tightly in a warm hug. I felt the embrace of his whole body. It reminded me, of the lights, I would walk my way from school. I remember practicing my serves. The ball would travel so far up, in a short period of time. Then it would try to hit me in the face, and every time I tried to dodge it. To push it up again, I would be terrified of the fear it would hurt me. I would try to abandon the ball, but the split second. I choose to keep going with it. I choose to, stay. When I think about how I panic, it's different then what I originally thought it would be. Almost like you can't move, and I just didn't know what would come over me. Then I would move and fight the ball, I would fight. I had no time to make a decision, my body made it for me. I thought, I was going crazy. I remember ever since that day, I made quick decisions. I wasn't fast enough and everyone blamed me for it. I would hate going to school, my clothes being soaking wet. Having extra set of clothes, just in case. Having to buy an extra lunch, cause every time I would start eating it. The people came up to me and- Kageyama looks at me. "woah, are you okay Hinata-san? You were spacing out." He says softly. I stopped writing in my journal, I couldn't understand why it was so hard for me to write things in the past. It was so long ago but, it still has a major impact on me. My nose starts to run and I touch it. My head started to hurt, and I look down. It's blood. It was red, and it was running down my shirt. "yeah, am oka-" I start to fall into his arms. I could feel how warm he was, and I suddenly go back into my past again. I look to the side of me, and I see my sister. Crossing the road with me, and I remember she looked with pig tails that day. The way the sun reflected gold on her hair. we were on our way to watch a volleyball game. Karasuno Highschool was playing that day, and we never had the money to go. My mom would work two shifts extra just to get the money, cause we had been begging her for months.

She had surprised the tickets for my younger sisters birthday, and she started to cry. I knew how much it meant to her. I saw someone walking on the other side of the cross walk, and the pushed me out of the way. I felt my back hit the ground and that was the first time, I had gotten bloody nose. I could feel my throat closing up from the impact of the ground. I saw my sister standing on the cross walk. I saw the car speeding, and before my eyes. Her smile she had on her face disappeared, and the car impacted her. I started to scream, I couldn't hear anything. The guy that saved me, was about my height. He was strong, the force he used to save me was incredible. I couldn't move, and I closed my eyes. My eyed were full of tears, and I didn't know if I was hurt or shocked. I woke up, and I see covers over me. Kageyama was sitting in a chair, looking at me. "You passed out, are you ok?" He says wiping my bloody nose. "WHERE IS MY SISTERRR!!!" I say yelling, he puts the bloody tissue on his desk. He holds my hand,"woah. Hey, I don't know your sister. I apologize. You passed out writing in your journal. Don't worry, I didn't read it." he says pointing to the desk. I start to wipe my tears. "When I passed out, I dreamed about a past memory. My sister got hit by a car, when she was ten years old. It was her birthday, and all she wanted to see was the tiny giant, She wanted to meet him. Ever since that day, I wanted to do what my sister couldn't. When you said, you wanted to not be here anymore. I got so angry cause you should be grateful, that you have a life. Cause many don't get that. It's taken from them without giving them a choice." His face completely changed, he was so surprised. "All I want to do is make my sister proud and go to nationals. Now that we have Daichi, I bet we can do it." I said that, with such power. I could feel my nose bleed again but I didn't care. I get so angry at my past, if I was faster. My sister would still be here. They way she smiled, I couldn't get it out of my head. It was like that drunk driver took away her happiness, in a second. When our family sued the driver, it still didn't bring her back. "Hinat- I am sorry, I didn't even realize." I look at him, "Did you even ask me how I felt about you putting me against the pole? Or even that kiss." Tears came raining down my face, out of pity for myself. I hated it, my life sucked. He starts to kiss me, and I feel him on top of me. Why do I like this? I shouldn't like this. But I do.