Joshua spent the next morning feeling depressed and lost.
If anyone saw him, they would think he was shaming the profession of expert pilots.
Almost everyone at their level were decisive soldiers and warriors who showed no doubt or hesitation about anything!
Sure, a difficult conundrum might take them aback for a moment, but they usually applied their values and principles without any conflicting emotions and stayed true to their hearts!
Yet Joshua found it difficult to pursue his own principles at the moment. Power wasn't always good. The greater his resonance strength, the greater his sensitivity towards life.
It became easier for him to detect, understand and empathize with other life forms besides humans. As a pilot, this gave him a crucial advantage in understanding living mechs, which truly registered as alive and intelligent to his sensitive will.