36. Austin

"... if I could just turn back time, I would have told you how much you mean to me. How you changed me, how you changed the perspective I have in reality. How you made me brave, how you made me realize that there's so much to life than being inside an office hustling to make an empire.

You made me realize so much letting me figure out what I really want and what are the things that will make me feel genuinely happy.

You made me happy Austin.

So please, talk to me. I want to see you! There are so many things I wanted to tell you, if you could just talk to me.

Please."

As tears keep on falling down my eyes listening to G's voicemails, I'm also waiting for her to say the words I fucking want to hear. The words saying that she loves me, but zero. I wanted to convince myself after hearing all her voice messages, reading her texts but then I already got hurt and I don't want any more damage to it.