Getting reincarnated!(Edited)

In the vast expanse of the void, where darkness held the secrets of reality and  emptiness consumed the meaning of time, the soul of a departed student of science drifted, suspended in the ethereal currents of energies of unknown origin. As memories ebbed and flowed like cosmic tides, fragments of a past life emerged, painting a vivid tapestry of sorrow and joy.The soul recalled the childish dream of unraveling the mysteries of the universe. No one knew when childish fascination became love for facts of science each equation and theory,a stepping stone towards enlightenment. Love for science grew to the point where at the age of the cartoon he was watching interviews of Stephen Hawking.It always dreamt about late nights in the laboratory, fueled by curiosity and caffeine, chasing elusive truths hidden in the fabric of reality. When his classmates were stuck with the basics of Newton, he was trying to find the answer to the mystery of the illusive concept of time. Although he wasn't some hopeless nerd, there was also time for family and friends and the joy of youth , Yet through it all, there was a relentless passion, a hunger for knowledge that was fueled by endless curiosity for science and maths.

But alass may be following this dream wasn't his destiny. At the age of 15 he lost his father in an accident, let's just say that's where everything started to go down hill. In desperation of trying to get the family together and pressure to mature before time no one knew when desires of knowledge became venom of exam score. Fear of failure started to creep in heart. Trying to get a job to help the family, he finally decided to sacrifice the love of curiosity to get the hold of computer coding. Let's be straight at the climbing age of technology, nothing offered more money. But with time this weight became too heavy to bear forcing young adult in the pit of depression. And during this came support of anime, but who knew when this moment of peace became a drug of addiction hitting the last nail in the coffin of doom. But somehow even in this condition of desperation and depression he still carried on . That's how bright youth of light become   so called loser called shut in . But life became meaningless after the death of his mother. There was no connection left to this world except anime. But one day even that connection fell apart when he was ambushed by a mugger at night. That's how a child that could have been next Einstein ended up as a dead body of a broken man in some dark alley.

And as the soul lingered in the void, bathed in the gentle touch of vast emptiness , but somehow that long lost spark of knowledge rekindled again, it found solace in the realization that even in death, the quest for understanding would endure, an eternal flame burning bright in the presence of the primordial darkness.

MC's Pov

'When did it go down hill like it. Whose fault was it? Why does it end like this? Why can't I just have a normal life? Curiosity of knowledge, was it too much to ask? All I wanted was to be a science professor at some universities and continue my research in science. Was it my destiny to endup like this? Or was it the will of some god? Was my suffering decided by God? Well they say everything is god's will, so it should be him right'. Right at that moment his mother's words rang in his mind "God doesn't discriminate among humans, it's the humans who do so". At that he thought again mother was right, why would God do it. Why will God meddle in mortal lives. It's not like he will get something from torchering me. Then if not God, then who?

Maybe people, yes it were the people. It were the people who were responsible for my misery. It was people who forced me to give up my dream, or were they? Father once said that it is human nature to suppress others so that they themselves can rise above them, if you are weak then you will fall and there will be no one else to blame but yourself, a person's weakness is their own fault not others. So was it me who was responsible for my own misery. Was I the one at fault here. Yes , it was me who gave up everything. It was me who was too cowardly to face the world. I was the one who gave up my dreams. What if I wasn't a coward? Would things have been different?

I could have had everything I wanted.

"AHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH aah ahhh ahhhhhh , humans are indeed weird creatures, they themselves are responsible for their misery yet they keep blaming others." So what now? Wait till I go insane in this empty hell? Hell No!! I have been a coward once but not anymore. I refuse to give up. I will get out of no matter what.

Just at that moment a voice rang in wide empty void, no it was directly speaking in mind of that lonely soul.

[Target has shown a strong desire to survive,

Condition fullfilled,

Initiating the reincarnation process,]

"'who are you? Or what are you"

[I am Voice of the world, I am a system created by all mighty to maintain the multiverse]

'oh I see'

[Initiating skill acquisition ...]

'Skill? Voice of the world? Why does it sound familiar?' Just at this instance it all clicked in the mind of MC what was going on. His imaginary eye widened and a mischievous thought came to his mind but just as he was about to make his demand a question arose in his mind, 'what does he really want?' then previous desires surfaced once again, but this time not as small sparks but as burning inferno.

He collected himself and spoke,

"I want knowledge, all of it , I want to learn everything that there is to learn, I want to unravel every mystery there is, I want to grow and achieve everything I want, I want to do whatever I want for I want to be primordial of demons of desire". Just after speaking his heart out MC fell into a peaceful slumber.

After some time voice of the world spoke again,

[Acquiring skills.....

•Unique Skill learner acquired

•Unique skill knowledge acquired

•Unique skill adaptive evolution acquired

•Unique skill desire acquired]

[Combining unique skill desire, knowledge, learner and adaptive evolution to form ultimate skill...

Combination failed due to lack of magiqule...

Re-executing procedure.....

Unique skill great wisdom acquired

Unique skill desire have been greatly strengthend.]

[Reincarnating individual as primordial black Noir]