Thoughts

Arriving at the house, Alex quickly jumped up towards his window and then got inside his room.

Turning around, he slowly closed the window behind him though not without it creaking like hell on earth.

'It's always at night, always. It's like they hate me.' Alex thought and sighed quietly to himself, finally getting the window to shut up and closing it.

'Now, what do I do?' Alex thought and started circling around the room lost.

He continued walking around for a minute until he stopped.

'Yeah, sleeping isn't really gonna be easy, especially after trying those kick-ass abilities' Alex thought as a grin emerged on his face just thinking about his supernatural strength and speed.

Slapping himself in the face a second later, Alex thought.

'Ok, let's calm down first' and then he sat on his bed and continued thinking what he would do for the rest of the night until it was time for him to go to school.

'I mean it's a good way to see if I get tired or if I need to sleep and I could always continue trying to transform into a bat, though it would be pretty bad if I transformed and then heard someone coming to my room and I didn't know how to transform back.' Alex thought and then nodded his head as he stared out the window, at the shining moonlight that had now brightened up the night.

'Alright, I'll try to transform into a bat until the sun is about to come up, and then I'll stop, this way the chances of anything going wrong should be minimal' Alex thought and then got on his feet.

'Though I feel as if I just jinxed myself or something, actually I think it might be called that I raised a red flag. Whatever it's one of those.' Alex thought and started thinking hard about how to transform.

He tried everything for hours, thinking it very loudly in his head, clenching his buttox, clenching his feet, wishing to god, the devil, and every other creature out there, even Dracula himself.

Nothing worked though.

'Damned, with how much iv been trying I'd have farted or worse if I was still a human' Alex thought and then shook that disgusting thought out of his head immediately.

The sun had already crossed the horizon at this point and it was steadily encroaching on the sky, lightening it up with its orange rays of light.

'I guess I should stop here for now.' Alex thought as he stared at the sun and at that moment he heard the cracking of a bed.

Turning his head quickly towards the wall, Alex thought to himself.

'Yeah, I guess with my super hearing I could notice someone coming from miles away even without seeing them, me taking so many precautions so I don't get suddenly found out by someone were truly useless weren't they? I mean not really but kinda' Alex thought and then sighed and took his clothes down quickly.

He grabbed his pajamas quickly and then tried to put them on as fast as he could.

*Sckreek*

And they got ripped apart almost immediately, one half was in the right hand and the other on the left hand.

'Fuck'

'How the hell am I supposed to pretend I was asleep now? I guess I can pretend I was asleep with my clothes on but that would just give me an annoying talk with Bella... Or I can always risk it and go unclothed.' Alex thought as he pondered the choices for a second.

'Yeah, if it was just Charlie then maybe but there is no way I'm letting Bella have even the slightest chance of seeing me like that, that's just beyond gross and weird.' Alex's face scrunched up in disgust at merely the thought of that happening.

He took his discarded clothes and started wearing them again, this time much more slowly, trying to be careful of his strength.

'If I rip these too... no way, I like these clothes. Don't think about it.' Alex thought as he showed a grimace and shook his head quickly to get rid of the thoughts.

'Besides that, I need to be more careful than yesterday when I do stuff like that again, first of all in the coming future that bastard Edward will be like a damned security camera around my home, should I just kick the bastard's ass? I could mask myself and beat that bastard.' Alex thought as he finally got clothed and then jumped on the bed covered himself up, and closed his eyes.

*Yawnn*

Alex could hear Charlie yawning from the other corner of the house as if he were sitting right next to him.

'That's cool but weird as well' Alex thought as he imagined himself sitting next to Charlie as he yawned in his face.

'Yeah, I hate my imagination' 

'Either way, I probably shouldn't tell the Cullens about me.' Alex was thinking about it but then his thoughts froze for a second and rewinded themselves.

'Wait why the hell should I keep it a secret from them? Like sure, I don't need to go to them and straight up say: Hey! I'm Alex and I'm a vampire just like you guys! That's just asking for trouble but why should I hide it completely from them as well? Like in the fanfictions I read, they usually hid it but I really don't see a problem.' Alex thought as he tried to remember all the fanfictions he had read in his past life and remember what the authors of those had used as an excuse.

'Uhm, to be honest, the Volturi and the Cullens aren't even in a good relationship with each other, so I would doubt they would even talk with each other about things like this but still that's an unknown.' Alex thought as he remembered Edythe.

'She definitely wasn't part of the main cast in the famous books, she was part of that spin-off gender-bent book but that was it. I don't know if there could be changes and I really don't want the entire supernatural community to know about yet.' Alex thought.

'Yeah, I'll keep it a secret for a bit I guess.' 

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Hey, sorry for the long wait, switched houses and then got covid and a lot happened so I even couldn't update on my main book the Hero's POV.

Will do a chapter every 2 days if I can or more often still if I can though and ill be trying to add 5 advanced chapters on Patreon.

Stay tuned for any announcements over there at Patreon/WhiteAuthor