Prays Like That

His most alluring smile

Attracts me unlimitedly

If I was away a million mile

I'd have walked there helplessly

But O dear Lord

You are there in my heart

Already waiting patiently

Protecting very carefully

But when I hear Your wondrous deeds

Of killing ferocious demons

As if they are pile of small toy of Yours

At times my heart fills with anxiety

O dear Lord

To my heart, You are the most dear

You are the only shelter

My only object of love

But O dear Lord

At times I overcome with this stupid fear

That I cannot even write

The thought of being bereft of Your eternal existence

Makes me feel like a spiritual suicide

Tears suddenly gushes out

As if they are pure drops of rain

I start to feel

To entrap You in a protective embrace

And I start to pray

I don't even know to whom

Maybe other Demigods?

About Your safest stay

Wherever You are

I start to pray

For them to always see Your transcendental face

To see if Your softest lotus feet

Are still softer than cloud

To see if Your smile is still enchanting

To see if You're still wandering

In Your dear forest

With Your beautiful form

So alluring

To see if You still fight with demons

And is safe and sound thereafter.

Damn, what has happened to me?

Perhaps some kind of snake has bitten my heart

That's why I'm becoming blind

You are the Supreme Lord!

The source of power of even demons!

Why do I need to fear?

About them over powering You in a fight!

Why do I need to fear?

When You're all devouring time!

Why do I need to fear?

When everything is but

Your transcendental pastime!

I shamelessly talk of the embrace

Whereas I know

I need His grace

To even take a breath!

How can I even think of the protecting embrace

For the Unlimited Personality of Godhead!

Perhaps I'm going crazy

Slowly pacing towards the pathway

Of becoming insanely in love.

But this poor heart

It knows everything

But it still prays like that

It still cries and sing

For it

You're the only Beloved

My only dream.