I'm Lost

You continue to watch over me

Time and again,

Even though I ignored you

Even though I was completely intoxicated

And busy

In tasting the poison

I was busy in seeing

That are flickering pleasure

I'm just striving to hurt my heart,

Oh when will I ever learn?

The only dependable person is Krsna,

The only worshipable person is Lotus feet of Srimati Radharani!

But look at me

Making new year resolutions

That I will never fulfil!

Oh how I wish to turn back time

And remind myself the urgency

The need

The desire

That I used to have

That woukd always make me cry

In separation from You!

Oh, I'm lost,

What do I do?

I'm lost.