However, she was alone, and it felt a little lonely.
There were countless nights when she would return home in the middle of the night and cry when she was faced with how empty her home was.
Sometimes, she would cry for an entire night, but she did not dare to tell her parents as she was afraid that they would be worried.
She also did not dare to tell Jeanne too much. After all, she still had her pride at that time. She felt that everything she did was right and that one day, everyone would see her efforts and how virtuous she was. Thus, as stubborn as she was, she did not want others to see her sad. She believed that when that day came, she would show off to them with confidence.
Of course, she would not tell Finn either that she missed him dearly because Finn would not care.
Yet now, the perseverance she thought she was holding onto was suddenly gone.
She really did not know what else could keep her going in life.