SECTİON 10

-Hello, I'm going to

-Hello, Bard.

- How are you doing? It's been a long time since I've seen you.

- I'm fine, how are you? yes, we were very young then.

- I'm fine, too. I saw you today.

- Yes, I saw you too. But I thought you didn't see me. (I was incredibly happy to know that you saw me at that moment, as if I had read the most beautiful word from the author's pen.)

- I've seen it. Don't I ever see it?

So I smiled...

It was like I was sipping water that I'd been craving for years. We were both silent, and every now and then he was looking at me, and sometimes I was looking at him. It was so peaceful. I had incredible happiness in me. I was in a pool full of butterflies, bird chirps, and maybe I could add butterflies that fly in my heart.

An hour went by ...

-Stall, I've got some work to do and I'd like to see you later. See you.

And I was stuck with my tongue held up when he said, "I'm a voter," which I later realized:

- See you, Bard.

After he left, I was walking around, spreading joy around me. When it got dark, I decided to go home. I smiled and saluted everyone I saw on the road without exception. I was so happy...

I felt so weird after we talked. Two weeks after that day, I never saw him again. My heart beats like crazy as I remember our conversations. I couldn't go near him because of where we are. Then there'd be words. I'm not afraid of the people around me, but I was forced to shut up about this kind of thing in case my dad got upset. I also wanted to have a chat with him again.

All of a sudden, I thought of going to the lakeside. I got ready for maybe he'd come there. It always felt like hours on the way to 10 minutes. When I got there, there was no one there, as I predicted. Because why would he come here? Of course there was no reason. Then why was I here? There was no reason. I couldn't find it.

I got away with it. I decided not to care too much about me going there until I wanted to go back today. I was just sitting there. First I decided to leave, convinced myself that wanting to go had nothing to do with it, and then I sat back thinking it was pointless for me to fool myself. As I predicted, I finally decided to go there.

I was on my way back from work, and if I saw him, I wouldn't have found anything to talk about, but I wanted to talk. When I left, there was no one there again. He didn't show up today. I wish I could hear your voice like the other day and get excited, and the hours were just thinking. And I realized that all those hours had passed when it got dark.

When I got home, I was showered with questions. My mom's been questioning why I'm late for two days. So I went to my room, saying I wanted to hear my mind that I was going to the lakeside. And I started thinking, even though I didn't see him by the lake, I noticed that I didn't see him when I was walking through many parts of the village. Maybe he wasn't coming because he wasn't here. Although who am I kidding who he wouldn't have come to me if he was here?

As the days went by, I realized I was wasting a lot of time by the lake, so I could at least take a book and read my book. Besides, what could be better than reading in a quiet, peaceful environment? When I say that, I've finished five books in that environment for a month. At some point, I realized I wasn't going there for the Bard, and it felt good. I also had my online exam books. I've been working on it for the evenings.

My mother complained a lot about the situation. Because we couldn't spend much time with them. They said they missed me, that I should go to them. I wanted to watch some tv on the laptop. That's when I thought of checking my gmail. I got this message from an account I didn't know about:

"I know who you're waiting for by the lake you go to every day. But he won't come. a friend's advice."