section 11

I was so angry. I wasn't going there for anyone, which is where it came from. Okay, maybe I'll see the Bard for two or three days, but that doesn't mean I've been going for him for a long time. I wasn't going to go there again.

It was close to April. It was like there was a different vibe in the air. It's like it's going to rain all the time, and then it's going to meet the sun and it's going to look colorful. In this kind of weather, I used to go to the lake and go for a walk most of the time. But I didn't want to go this time so he wouldn't think I was going for the Bard again. I was keeping myself from a perfect walk for someone I didn't even know who he was. I do this a lot in my life. But it felt a little different this time. I realized I was there for the Bard. Which confirms what it says. That's why I gave up right away. We haven't seen Gizem in a week. Last time we spoke, we were a little upset. She was so close to giving birth. I didn't even have to call him. I immediately got mad at myself and got up and called him.

-Hello Gizem, what are you doing?

- I had breakfast. I made coffee, I'm watching out the window. I like it when the rain starts snacking. What the hell are you doing?

- I'm sitting there, too. I was going to go out and walk around, but I gave up, so I thought I'd give you a call.

- You've done very well, we've been out of the talk for a while. I missed you.

- I miss you too. I'll be right with you, make me some coffee, and there's something I want to tell you.

- Okay, honey, I'll see you. Come right away.

I thought it was time I told Gizem. Because he's such a good friend of mine. And when she first fell in love, she told me directly. Besides, I wasn't in love yet. It was just a little nice.

I was just going to take a jacket and an umbrella and walk out with me, and I thought I'd never had a conversation with my mother. I went to my mother's.

- Mom, I'm going to go to Gizem. We'll sit down for a while. I'll call you half an hour before I get here and you put on some tea. We'll have a little talk. We haven't been able to talk properly in a while.

- Okay, I'll have a daughter. Make sure you don't keep me waiting too long. We miss chatting, hu!

- Okay, Mommy, I said, and I planted a kiss on your cheek.

I just left the house. When I first told my mom, her face was a little low, but when she came in, she smiled straight away when she said let's have a chat. Dear Mommy, I love her so much.

When I knocked on the Gizem door, he opened it as if he were waiting at the door.

(hugged)

- Where have you been, girl? I'm a tree to wait for. Your coffee's going to get cold.

- I'm here, buddy. You're going to break my bones, let us go inside.

- Okay, that's it. What do I miss?

- If you miss it so much, why don't you ever call?

- I'm starting to get a little in pain these days. Believe me, I'm forgetting Gizem. I put it off every time I thought of it, so I'd call back. And then you called.

- Either my lamb... I'm almost there, but I'm looking forward to it. Should you still go to a doctor for your pain?

- We went the other day. I thought you came by and we went to the doctor at the time. He said my pain was normal, but if there was too much increase, we should come.

- I get it, buddy. Tell me if you're craving anything, I'll do it right away.

- None does not pull. Never mind that, the doctor asked about you.

-Oh, what is it?

- "You had a friend who was more excited than you. And I said it wasn't this time. He didn't say anything either. But when I asked about you, he was laughing in his eyes.

- No, no. That's what it looks like to you. Why would he be happy to ask about me? What's that got to do with anything?

- That's what he is, I don't know. Anyway, you had something to tell me. And finish your coffee and it'll get cold.

- GizemI'm actually going to tell you something very important.

- Come on, tell me about the cracking person.

- Gizem I think I like someone very much.

- What?