I Love You

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Rafiz pov

I started to crush the Cherlly lips, they were sweet like cherries. But surprisingly she didn't return my kiss.I stopped my action,

And looked at her gently.

"Honey, why don't you reply? Don't tell me honey, you don't know how?" I asked while joking.

She blushes and nods a little

Geez... My girl is twenty two years old and she's still innocent?

"Sorry" she said.

I woke up from my daze,

"Eh, sorry dear, I don't know.." I said completely wrong.

"I'm old-fashioned, aren't I?" She asked.

"How dare you say that? Why don't you..."

"Surely you want to laugh at me, because I don't understand. I just go home okay?" She said as she rushed to leave me. I took his hand and sat him on my lap.

"Honey, I'm the one who feels guilty for you. Sorry, okay?"

"Why? "

"It's presumptuous with you"

"But I want too" She said while covering his mouth.

Yep... Looks like She missed it.

"Missed, huh? Let's try again, okay? It's a shame just relax"

She just nodded her head and I started my action again,

Her hands were wrapped around my neck, and my hands began to rub his back lightly and turned to her sabrina. Without any meaningful resistance, the dress fell, exposing Cherlly's upper body.

Cherlly doesn't seem aware, she still returns my kiss which was initially soft and now it's starting to demand. I can't stand to see Cherlly's full white body, she is so perfect.

And of course, I'm the man who saw it first.

I broke our kiss, turning to his neck.

Her shoulders and finally her chest.

She started moaning, when I started to print the mark to mine there, when my hand was about to move to another part.

"Fiz... "Call her "sick... Ssh..." she said.

Oh my gosh, I'm starting to realize..

If she just kissed, it was the first time like this.

I mean, she's still a virgin right?

I quickly straightened his clothes again and kissed his forehead for a long time. I almost ruined everything, someone I love. Luckily my brain is still working better than my lust.

"I love you" I said sincerely.

She just blinked her eyes confused.

"You want to leave me?" She asked desperately.

"Loh.. No my dear, I—I'm just confused"

"Why? Is it because I'm inexperienced. Do I need to study? I'll just ask my friends, so tomorrow I won't disappoint you," he said while holding back tears.

Well... you like Fiz, right? She wants to learn her friend. Geez... She is innocent of what he intends to do with me. She thought his friend wouldn't be happy if he wanted to learn like that, I can teach him too..

Eh... Why is my mind there?

"Fiz," She called, snapping me out of my daydream.

"No dear, stop saying you want to study or ask your friends. You just have to practice or just ask me."

"Why? "

"Because I love you, I don't want to share"

"I'm not an object" She said

"Yeah, if it's like this, who's bald? "My tease.

"You..." She growled.

"Come on, don't be angry.. You change clothes first. I already bought pajamas, don't wear these clothes. I'm not strong" I explained "I'll take a drink for a while, you just change clothes first"

Cherrly nodded her head and rushed to the bathroom.

After she came out, I had brought chocolate milk for him to drink before going to bed. He spent it without remainder,

"Honey, you go to sleep first, I'll come downstairs with my friends "

"No, you accompany me here"

"You're not bothered when I'm around?"

"It's okay," She said.

"Besides there are other reasons, why can't I go?"

"I—I.. "

"Why?" "Why don't you continue talking?"

"I don't like you being held by those girls"

"Why don't you like it?"

"Should I answer?" She asked

I nodded my head.

"I..I'm jealous"

"Serious? "I said happily

"Whatever ,if you want chili, just go away. I want to go home!" She threatened.

I smiled, took his hand to the bed and lay my body there.

I looked at his face, he was blushing..

"I want to sleep" She said

"I promise, I'm here.. Accompany you until you sleep, after that I'll go to Dimas and Diego. I'm the host of the event, if they're not there when they come home, it's not good."

She was silent,

"I also promise not to be close to the chili you said"

She still didn't budge.

"Trust me"

She nodded her head and started to close his eyes.

"Thank you" I said as I kissed his forehead and hugged him tightly. She fell asleep in her dream. I started stretching my arms, making sure Cherlly sleeps comfortably. Then slowly I got out of bed, closing my bedroom door slowly. I don't want my angel to wake up. I really love Cherlly, she's my world right now.

When I went downstairs, the noise of the party I made was still audible, the remaining few of my college friends that I remember are still in the same department and the rest are my friends hanging out at night clubs.

I stepped my foot to the end of the room where diego and dimas spent their money with chili that Cherlly said.

"Where have you been bro"asked Diego while ordering Chili next to him and Dimas left.

(Chili it's mean flirty girls)

"Yes, it's definitely from Iik Ihik with Ms. the cashier, that's how you ask," said Dimas.

I hit Dimas head,

"Your mouth has no morals"

"Et dah.. You pretend to be innocent. So what are you trying to do for three hours bro? Playing hide and seek with Ms. Cherlly"

"She's still a virgin, I don't mind."

"Are you serious? Haven't you tasted it yet?"

I nodded my head and drank the vodka on the table.

"No wonder Ms. cashier is really plump, tempting like that"

My reflex hit Dimas head again,

"Gosh... it hurts Fiz, what do you think my head is?"

"She's mine"

"Gosh you're jealous, this is the first time you're like this"

"She's different, not like the others"

"Because she's a virgin?"

"Well that's a bonus for me, if I feel comfortable with him. I'm also surprised he's still a virgin"

"Then he knows that you are a former?"

I was silent, studying Diego's words just now.

I was far from good before, but now I'm starting to change for cherlly.

I haven't been honest with Cherrly about my life and my world.

"How come you're silent? Did I say something wrong? I'm sorry bro, I'm just curious that Cherrly does not know our world"

"She doesn't know, I haven't talked to her about this yet."

"You'd better be honest with him immediately. I'm sure 85% of her will be disappointed, 10% she's in shock, 5% she's just being stupid" said Diego

"What I'm afraid of is that he will leave you when you love her love again," added Dimas

"I don't want that to happen..Whatever it is, I will do it, as long as she stays by my side."

"Aish... you're so scary"

"I'm serious"

"In that case, you better be honest with him before she hears from someone else"

"It's true bro,,, like a blackout, honey.. like a blackout... my love for you, honey.... "

"Shut up, dim .." Diego said while throwing french fries at Dimas who was singing in the style of the capital's dangdut artist.

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