You Are Not Alone Now

This morning the relationship between me and rafiz has been going on for 5 months.

Today I have a lot of work to do and I have to display a lot of shipments in my shop, my body feels crushed.

Just imagine that the shipment of forty containers finished at 04:35 PM. Yes, even though I had three shifts with Miss. Shelma and Dhirga.

Somehow I immediately felt a deadly aura from my behind. And sure enough, when I look back. The sharp gaze of her sweet Popcorn greeted his anxiety from earlier,

"Why didn't I pick up my phone?"

"Busy, lots of shipments," She replied indifferently,

"Aren't you going to rest?"

"I don't have time," Cherlly sighed, "Besides, you should also understand my job position. I'm working, not playing games. If you don't like it, we can break up. I told you from the start, we're different."

"Why are you saying break up? I just wanted to remind you that you're not alone anymore.." He answered while leaving me, who started to hold back my tears.

Yes, Rafiz has started to shake my world since dating him, my time is running out for him. I enjoyed my time with him, even though there were silly requests he made and I politely declined.

Like now, after changing shifts, my first shift friend and I went to distribute flyers aka Jsm promotional newspapers in front of his campus, and he asked me to get in the car with him. While my duties were replaced by Dimas and Diego, I politely refused. But Rafiz is stubborn, and Miss Shelma is frustrated with the poison duo.

"Well, why did you appear all of a sudden?" I protested.

"Me? This is my campus." He answered casually

"Understood, but I'm working... Why is it my job to work on your friends?"

I don't want you to be coquettish there," He explained.

"Oh my gosh... That's how bad your thinking is about me. I worked with my friends, I don't want to sell myself" I was annoyed.

"I know you work, but I don't like the way they look at you."

"You are jealous? "

"No" Rafiz's face started to turn red.

"Oh my gosh, here you go... I finished my task, then I followed what you want. How? "

"Serious? "

"Yes"

Rafiz opened his car door and called the poison duo to go with him.

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"Want me to accompany you?" Dhirga asked me,

"No need, thanks"

"Ga... You're holding on to the Cherlly first... She's already sold out, that Adel is free and she's single" teased Miss Shelma.

"Yey... I don't want to be as tough as her hair" refused Dhirga.

"Don't be like that ah Ga... She's our friend too"

Dhirga just smirked when I scolded him, he didn't respect Adel As a woman. And, I don't like it.

Drrrt... Drrt...

C.R.

I Will pick you up for work

sunshine

Ok. I'm done

C.R.

Don't forget the promise.

Tomorrow is your day off, right?

sunshine

Yes. Why?

C.R.

I'm already in front of your shop

Eh.. Very fast, I thought.

I took my bag to the employee's locker.

Fly freely, and smile sweetly at my sweet baldness.

"It's been a long time, it's 5 PM it's over. At 7 PM you'll come home" he grumbled

"Let's start, he said I can finish my assignment. Why are you nagging?"

He just snorted in annoyance.

"I called your mom, then I told your mom that I'll take you to my apartment with your friends"

"So, Mom, will you allow it?"

"Yeah, Mama said it's okay as long as I don't mess around"

"Oh... But I didn't bring clothes"

"I've bought it, just stay inside who hasn't? I'm afraid of the wrong size" he replied as long as possible. I hit his shoulder,

BUK—

"Cher, it hurts..."

"You've not filtered anyway, then you also don't say anything"

"You promised you would obey me earlier"

"But right.. Come on... It's happened too"

Rafiz stopped his car at a boutique and told me to go shopping for underwear and some clothes and shoes. He also asked waiters there to dress me as beautifully as possible.

Before leaving the dressing room, it never hurts to take a selfie first. When are you using this again?

When I came out Rafiz smiled with satisfaction, and immediately took my hand...

"You are beautiful Miss Cashier"

"Aish... My boyfriend is getting flirty"

He just laughed loudly, while giving a black card to the boutique cashier.

"Here for you"

"Why? "

"Yes, you just use my Atm. Who knows you need it. Your salary is just for your Mama"

''It sucks, I don't want to. When we're married, I want to"

"I think you wanna be my wife?"

"Duh... I want, but not now"

.He smiled and took my hand towards his car.

22:30

11 April 20xx

Rafiz's Apartment

"Woi... My bro, happy birthday huh.. "

Yes... Today is Rafiz 's birthday, and I didn't prepare anything. It was my fault too, I didn't ask him what party he was having at his apartment and so I sat pretty in the corner of the room enjoying the atmosphere where my guy was flanked by flirty girls.

Feeling cranky?

Don't ask, I want to grab those itchy girls.

But, what are you going to do...

Rafiz's association is like that.

I'm afraid of being called old-fashioned.

But I'm old than him and his friends.

''Fiz, I won't go home now," I said when I started to get up the courage to approach him and his friends who I didn't recognize at all, except for the poison duo, Si Dimas and Diego.

"But you have a promise to stay here tonight's in the apartments"

"But I'm tired, I want to sleep," I said.

"Ok" Rafiz took my hand.

Yippie I can go home, I thought.

"Bro, I'm going upstairs. You and the kids continue the party. Just send your bill to me later, I want to accompany the madam first. Quality time, it's a shame that you've been unemployed from now on"

I stared and heard him say that. What if he misunderstood?

Rafiz led me to his room,

Rafiz's room is neat and fragrant. The smell of musk starts to enter my nose, in contrast to the aroma below which is filled with the smell of alcohol and cigarettes. Rafiz immediately hugged me from behind, I was shocked and pinched his arm.

''Aww... It hurts dear''

"It's just surprising me''

I felt ticklish because Rafiz blew his breath on my neck. I've told you from the start, that I'm old-fashioned.

"Honey, where's your present?"

'Glex'

I just gulped, remembering my zero preparation. And I know, Rafiz has other intentions.

"Sorry, I didn't know it was your birthday"

He starts to smile and invites me to sit on the sofa near his bed.

"What if I want you?" he asked

"What do you mean?" I asked not knowing

He started stroking my hair, tucking my hair behind my earlobe, and caressing my cheek.

Our eyes looked at each other and began to bring his lips closer

"Cups"

Rafiz's lips began to land on mine, slowly crushing them alternately.

I'm still in shock because it's a first for me

Rafiz realized that, and immediately stopped his action.

"Honey, why didn't you reply? Don't tell me honey you don't know how to make it with me" He said right on target.

And I smile wryly.