Everything's messed up

"Is it about Hwan and me?" I asked nervously.

He nodded yes and then no.

"I don't understand." I said confused of what he meant.

"Y/n, you should really stay away from Hwan."

I just listened to what he wanted to say.

"He's trying to hurt you."

"Y/n, I like you." Hwan came in the middle and said.

I looked at him confused.

"Do you like me y/n?" Hwan asked.

"I do, as a friend. Nothing else." I said and turned over to Jimin.

"Y/n, this is what I'm talking about." Jimin said.

"Y/n, you've been avoiding me since you're with him."

"I'm sorry. You're the one who avoids me whenever I come and talk with you. I did nothing wrong." I said.

He pushed me to the wall, harshly. I could see anger in his eyes.

"Do you know how much it hurt me seeing you with him? You rarely came up and talked to me. Whenever I came over, he would come and you would brush me off. You just didn't care. Do you know how much it pained when you didn't talk to me nor gave importance to me than this guy who's standing here, and challenging me that you're his?"

Was it Jimin? Am I really hearing things from Jimin? Tears found their way. I couldn't believe.

And what did Hwan challenge Jimin? And when did this happen?

I just burst out into anger. I pushed him and said.

"Just stop! Enough of both your fight. I'm just fed up of it. Do you know how many days, I've worried this shouldn't happen? Do you know how much times I've thought I'd loose you? And you, why'd you challenge him? Knowing you were Jinyoung's friend, I never liked you from then. How much more should I do? I did everything to keep you both away and yet you're here fighting for a person who has never done anything good in life.

I just need a break. A break from both of you. I've had enough and I don't want anymore of it. Please, leave me alone." I said crying and sat down.

They both walked away. I sat there crying my heart out.

I couldn't take in anything anymore. I've had enough. I wish I just died, everything would end.

"Y/n." I heard Mia. She sat next to me. I hugged her and cried more.

"Everything's messed up. Everything was of no use. I lost him now. What I feared, came true. Everything fucked up. I'm such a mess." Tears never left my eyes.

I just lost Jimin. Someone more important in my life than my own. How did it even get here?

"Y/n, I know how much you ran, here and there for this not to happen. I know how much pain you took in. He'll understand you soon. He's Jimin. You know him very well and he too does. You both will definitely get back together. It might be sooner or later." She said and patted my back.

I wiped my tears, washed my face and went out and sat alone.

"Y/n, you look off. Any problem?" Jin oppa asked.

"No, I'm fine. Just tired. I'll be fine once I take rest." I forced a smile and said.

"Come and have some food." Namjoon oppa called.

"I'm not really hungry. You guys continue, I have some work, I'll take a leave." I said and got up and left.

I went for a walk.

"Y/n, wait." I turned and saw Hwan.

"What? Here to convince me? You freaking challenged him you'll get me? Now I lost him. How will I face him now? I should've left you when I knew you were Jin young's friend. But I gave you a chance thinking you wouldn't be like him. You gave me a nice gift for trusting you." I said and walked away.

Tears started flowing. I still don't get who's wrong was it. Was it mine or Jimin's? As of now, Hwan wasn't even considered in my mind.

I sat down on a bench and was into my thoughts. I looked over at my phone. There was no message from him.

*ring ring

My phone rang. It was Mia. I answered it.

"Hello." I answered sad.

"Hey. Where are you? We're really worried. We need to get back to the dorm." She said.

"I came for a walk. You guys go, I'll come by a cab. Don't worry about me." I said and cut the call. I didn't feel like talking to anyone again.

I got up and walked further. Tears started flowing.

I walked wherever my legs took me.

Losing Jimin, I felt like losing everything in my life.

He was everything for me since childhood. I would tell what I like, who I like or not, everything to him. We knew each other from head to toe.

Now, everything parted away by some reason. A simple reason, which became a huge problem now.

I was walking over the bridge. I stopped and looked at the river. I stood near the railing.

"Y/n, what are you doing?" Someone pulled me back.

"Oppa!" I hugged him and cried more.

"Y/n, what happened? Why are you crying?"

I couldn't answer him.

"I.... i...." nothing else came. I wiped my tears, cleared my throats and asked him.

"Oppa, can I stay with you tonight. Please?"

He nodded and called a cab. We left to his dorm.

*time skip

We entered in. They all were surprised to see me.

"Guys, my sister will stay with us tonight." Oppa said. They nodded and welcomed me.

He showed my room and I sat on the corner.

"Did you eat anything?"

"Yeah." I lied. I didn't want him to worry.

"Ok. If anything, call me." He was about to leave but I called him.

"Oppa, am I a fool or an idiot?"

He sat next to me and rubbed my back.

"Y/n, you're not. Don't think wrong. Sit here. I'll come back in some time." He left.

I called Mia.

"Hi." I said.

"Where are you?" She asked.

"I'm staying over at my brothers tonight. I'll come tomorrow. And how's he doing?" I asked worried.

"He's not eating. He's locked up in a room. He isn't talking to anyone." She said.

"Is Taehyung there? I need to talk to him." I asked.

"Y/n, where are you? Jimin's locked up and he isn't willing to talk." He asked.

"Did he talk to you guys while coming home?"

"No." He replied.

"Did he feel frustrated? Or did he keep banging at tables or walls?"

"Sometimes."

"Did you hear any noise of breaking or throwing things in his room?"

"No. Nothing like that. And why do you ask?"

"Nothing. He'll be asleep. Don't worry, he'll be out by morning. Take care. Good night." Before I could get a response I cut the call.

He was right. I've been away from him. I'm the one who made him feel lonely.

Tears kept flowing and flowing.

***************

Baekhyun' POV

I was coming back from the store. I saw a familiar face.

Y/n? What was she doing here? She was to be on tour with the guys. Maybe she came back.

But she should be at the dorm with them. Why is she here?

She stood by the railing of the bridge. I ran to her and pulled her back.

"Y/n, what are you doing?" I asked her.

She hugged me and started crying. I asked what it was, but she felt difficult saying it. I didn't force her after that.

"Oppa, can I stay with you tonight? Please?" She asked.

I was confused but I took her to the dorm with me.

We reached our dorm and said that she'd stay with us tonight to the guys.

I showed her room and asked whether she ate. She said yes, but I know she didn't eat.

I was about to leave when she asked,

"Oppa, am I a fool or an idiot?"

"Y/n, you're not. Don't think wrong. Sit here. I'll come back in some time." I said and got up.

I went out. The guys looked worried at me.

"Hyung, is everything ok?" Sehun asked.

"Ne." I said and went over to the kitchen. I wanted to make something for her to eat.

I took a packet of ramen and boiled it.

"Hyung, what are you doing?" Sehun asked.

"Ramen for y/n. She must've had a bad day. Can you help me?" I asked him.

He nodded.

I called Jong-in also.

"You both are of near her age. Can you both talk out with her and help her out?" I asked worried.

"Hyung, don't worry. We're there for you. We'll talk." Jong-in said.

"Here. Take this." I handed the ramen for her.

*************

Jimin's POV

I left from there. I sat on the couch and thought what just happened.

"Jimin, is something bothering you? You weren't really feeling good at the end." Namjoon hyung asked.

"I'm fine. I'm waiting in the car. Come fast." I said and walked to the car.

I fucked up. Why did I even be harsh to her? What even happened to me?

The members came and we left.

"Where's y/n?" I asked.

"I don't know. I guess she has some work." Tae said.

I banged the front seat in frustration.

*time skip

We reached the dorm. I quickly went inside and locked myself in my room.

What did I do? Her words came in my mind.

"Do you know how much times I've thought I'd loose you?"

"Fighting for a person who has never done anything good in life."

I misunderstood her. She didn't want to loose me. I promised to stay by her side. Now here I am, fighting with her.

"Ughhhhhh!!!!" I screamed in frustration and threw things I saw.

Tears flowed. I never expected this to happen.

I cried myself to sleep.

**************

Y/n's POV

*knock knock

*knock knock

*knock knock

I got back to my sense.

I went over and opened the door. I still felt worried over Jimin, if he does something to himself.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realise."

To my surprise, I saw....

To be continued.....