Fantasies of a Sexual Addict
“Do you really think I’m gorgeous?” Calliope Fitzgerald asked, voice small and soft. Her eyes were only asking for the truth and any small lie would have been caught by her.
Damien Criss nodded. “Yes, you’re gorgeous,” he replied. For some reason, she smiled, and his heart melted. Gods… now, is he in love with her?
“I have an offer to you…” she tilted her head to the side and continued to smile like she knew the secret of the universe.
“What is it then?” he asked, itching to touch and smell her hair again.
“Be my fuck buddy. No holds barred. No strings attached. We can stop when you’re tired of it all.”
Damien stared at the tiny woman in front of him, mind racing, and heart skipping a beat. What did she just say? Fuck buddy? This professor? No holds barred? No strings attached? What? Did he mishear what she said? He smiled and tilted his head to the side too. “I’m sorry, I don’t think I understood what you meant.”
“Fuck buddy. You and I fuck each other. No holds barred. No strings attached. You can have a girlfriend after, then we will stop when you’re tired of it. I’m just really curious.”
He stared at her. She didn’t look serious, not with that smile on her face. Was she just pulling his leg?
His face must have shown his uncertainty because she chuckled and patted his face. “You can say no, Damien. I’ll just look for another person.” She stood up and dusted her coat while her eyes were on the night sky.
He immediately followed suit and grabbed her wrist. “Fine. We can be fuck buddies. No holds barred. No strings attached.” Was he stupid? Maybe. Did he think he did the right thing? He was so very not sure. Will he gain something from it? Her virginity is one. Her attention is two. What else? Heart break?Possibly.
Her giggle made him look at her face. “What’s so funny?” he asked.
“You just look so cute when you’re having an internal battle,” she replied and stood on her toes to kiss his cheek. “I won’t bite. I promise.” She pulled back and proceeded to walk towards the mansion with her hands inside the pockets of her coat.
He watched her for a few seconds before following. “You sure about this?”
“Definitely. I’m just curious about this whole thing about sex. Maybe the constant frustration would go away once I have experienced it, you know?”
His shoulders lifted and fell. He never saw it that way. After all, he lost his virginity at a young age. “So… no holds barred?”
“No holds barred but you’ll have to tell me when you get a girlfriend. I wouldn’t want to hurt a person just because of my curiosity.”
“Aren’t you thoughtful?”
She snorted and looked up at his face with a grin. “Hey, my curiosity will never come first over the feelings of another person. I’m aware that you like a gorgeous woman so it’s safe to assume that you won’t have any feelings for me. There’s little to no chance that I will hurt you in the process. Don’t you think so?”
He stopped walking and stared down at her. She also stopped and smiled up at him. Maybe he was just as curious as she was too. Maybe he was just attracted to her. Maybe… he held her upper arms and lifted her up to crush her lips with his. Hard. Hot. Demanding.
And she opened up to him. Soft. Smooth. Pliant.
A sound of aggression came from him and a sound of surrender rose from her. Would it always be like this? Would she always surrender to him? Or will the table turn around on him and end up with him under the mercy of this tiny woman?
Vanilla filled his nostrils and brain. His blood dropped to his lower regions. His arm snaked around her waist and pulled her closer, giving her the chance to wrap her arm around his neck and give more of herself to him.
Just like that, the universe became silent for him. In his mind, there was nothing else except him and this woman that he was holding. His teeth nipped and pulled, his tongue tasted and prodded. Her lips soft and sweet and potent. Who could say no? Who could get enough?
Definitely not him.
JMDBEroticist · Urban
