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Hating You, Loving You More

I often asked myself why I didn’t like to show my feelings for him. It’s been a decade to look forward to his tantalizing heart, yet a thorny heart craved to push him to the dark clouds which help me to totally forget him. Can’t imagine, I have been infatuated with his precious face and enticing eyes since high school, however, I feel afraid to reveal it for him. A million nights to cast back his seductive face, which turned my life into a beautiful star, no matter how terrible the night is. But the moment to meet him, which courageously displayed my anger at him. I could not explain why, his personality likes a lofty wind, however I was not captivated by that. Indeed, I treated him like a tiger most of the time, till he got mad at me in the University. Countless nights of thinking about him, which made me insane to cast back how crazy I am. I wanted to die just to totally forget him, nor to feel hatred to think about him. However, my heart longed to meet my dreams, can’t deny, he’s part of my dreams. One day, I trudged inside the campus where the guy hit my silver eyeglass which totally broke. Looking back, I have been taking care of it since I was a young. This is actually expensive like how I loved him, indeed I can’t buy this anywhere, except my daddy who made it before he died. I trembled in my cells while staring at him, the moment the guy ceaselessly asked for an apology to me. I wanted to accept, since I have been putting my heart for him secretly, as expensive as it is. However, I felt enraged in front of him,” sorry, sorry, sorry,” I never listened to his words anymore,” you broke my day, you could not heal it,” I could not imagine how terrible my face was. Endlessly the guy apologized to me, I said to him,” stop saying like that,” then I slapped his face many times. That time, the guy hugged me tightly, which quaked my feelings for him. Nevertheless, I walked out from the man, since I don’t want to unconsciously reveal my hidden feelings. I wanted to die and carry his love to the unexpected planet, so I made up my mind to transfer to Ateneo University, where I met the other guy, who healed my feelings to the man, whom I loved the most. However, my heart has been longing forward to meet and be heard by feelings for. Every time I looked at the mirror, I saw his tempting face, which pulled my feet to go back to the University, where I met him before. I don’t want to force myself to be loved by his enticing heart, but I wanted to reveal how I often got mad at him since high school. Would I still meet and be heard my feelings for him? Letting you know that she’s a lovely girl, indeed many men have been longing for her tantalizing heart. Her name is Kaye, who did not have a family to financially support her. With the help of her effulgent mind, it was the reason why she's about to finish her medical course in the University. In her life, there were many storms, which never ceased to slap her way. With that, she wanted to be loved to someone whom she put in her silver heart. However, she felt enraged to face him, except if the hot man faded to her eyes, indeed the moment she unexpectedly saw him in the fast-food chain where she trembled her eyes. Under the counter, she loved him more than herself, no matter what the wave was, putting her life to the zoo, where decried a peculiar man, whom she has been putting in her dreams. A ravishing guy sighted at Kaye’s actions, which made him construct an objective meaning, based on what the eyes saw at the shaking body, while he looked at her. To know more about him, his name is Denver, a handsome guy, who studied in the prestigious University where he met Kaye, whom he never understood her treatment. Every time he found some broken glasses, casted it back on the woman whom he broke the glass with, so he wanted to meet and pay the amount of that glass. Believing that it is worth one billion dollars, yet he’s willing to pay for it. Do you think Kaye would accept it?

Awriter_literary · Teenager
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Chapter 4- Denver’s night with her honey

Endless nights to dream about Kaye's story, which might make me insane to think about her. That blind imagination, it would lead into a dream at night when I dreamt about Kaye's faces, which I got shocked why she loved at me, since she seemed enraged at me initially. That night, I slept in the bed where I slowly stared at the lovely girl, who sleep beside me. Seeing at her fully, I noticed that she's Kaye, who looked dull to her ravishing lovely. However, the light faded into a dimmed object, which tempted my arms to hug at her. I could not explain why I wanted to attach my arms with her. 

The time I cliched her arms, I consciously noticed that I lay down to my bed in the house. I could not imagine, how enticing his night to recall about her. I wanted to close my eyes, to dream her again for a night. However, Araiza kept on calling my phone to be there in her birthday to be held in the hotel. I felt withered to respond, but my heart did not want to feel down in the dumps, if I could not go there.

I let her know that I feel melancholy to my day, yet I heard an endless scream. The moment I heard it, the more to get befuddle, if I am crazy or not. Araiza never stopped calling over my phone, until I heartily accepted her invitation. To end up, I totally accepted it even if I don't like. 

While Kaye, I kept on thinking about him while I lay down my bed, even if I stared at the book, I gazed at Denver's face to the pages of my book. So, I went to the school where I met Araiza and Denver were seriously talking in the bay. Instead of feeling chuffed to know what they talked, however I felt green-eyed monster to imagine about their closeness. So, I visited back in the library without hesitation, I got shocked after seeing the lovely poetry which has been written by Denver, it was entitled," What if I would love you," clipping my eyes to the title, which deeply put my heart to the sea, to wait for his enticing love. I accepted that my feelings looked like a hot star. However, I feel anxious to face his arms, if I am the right woman, to face his tantalizing image. I had an unforgettable day the time when I wrote a love story for him, which would never be putting into the cave.

That night, Araiza's heart shuddered seeing at the handsome face, which contained a dreadful face. I confidently asked him," why do you feel ghast?" Letting you to chuckle celebrating with my day. However, a true heaven can't be found in you today," and I talked to him with showing the courageous face. Hearing her words which made me awake. With thunder smile, I responded her," I feel under the weather, so please I needed to be understood," then, I kissed at his smooth face. 

Be gripped by Denver's lips, it would make my day special. I can't imagine, how precious the lip is, so I drove the car to the hotel where I celebrated my natal day with him. It was a tantalizing night taking a dinner, which filled my night. After a few hours, I forced him to drink some beverages in the table till I tempted the guy, who is about to lay down in the bed. On the other hand, Denver never knew what he consciously did in the room to her. 

Laying the bed with the guy, who got drunk, it was a seductive experienced to engage with him, due to Araiza's feelings to the guy, she let the guy to do, no matter what happens at that night, even if the Denver never wanted to happen," taking a snappy sleep with the guy, it was the sweetest night that I ever had experienced."

While Denver unconsciously hugged and uncover Araiza's hidden body, which captured by his eyes, what she has thoughtfully about her, the girl who lay down to his arms, the woman whom he wanted to clutch at her arms, to finally accept what he has been done to her. 

It's an endless night clutching my heaven to the guy, whom I loved, I indeed kissed Denver's face many times, which forever be an enticing night to lay down my night with him. 

On the other hand, Kaye, I spent my time contemplating my academic tasks in the school, though I never had a wonderful time to think about it. I took five hours to stay in the black room where I imagined how to finish my tasks. Unexpectedly, I heard a loud voice," let my heart thy find you, even if the everything seemed dark." I perceived Denver's image, which plainly clutched at my arms, hearing his voice, it would totally tremble my cells. So, I eagerly wanted to see him, even if he would not stare at me, anyways my feelings for him would never be scar. 

In the bed where Denver took sleep, so far, I felt exhausted shifting my arms to the floor where I lay down, and I heard a woman's giggle," good morning baby," it was so sweet drenching to my ears, but my heart run the blood glaring at her face. So, I candidly told her, filled with enraged voice," what did you do to me, Araiza?" I endlessly shook my teeth to her. 

It took a million nights to cast Denver's voice, so Araiza put her teeth together upon seeing at the lovely man. The moment I saw her reaction, I stood and slapped her face violently," why did you uncover my clothes? You are just my sweetheart, so you should not do that to me. I think, you can wait that," I yelled in front of her. I could not imagine, to describe my tiger feelings for her.

I trembled my cells while gazing at Denver's face, which looked like a tiger. I would not like to reply his question, but the guy kept on pushing my head to the wall. So, I slowly uttered my words," listen to me, you have been showing your love to me, and I also do that to you. Well, if you love me, don't hurt me, but be glad what I did for you." I confidently told him, but the guy's tears fell down, then he left to the room where I took something from him. 

I could not imagine, how dreadful what I have been feeling for him, while I heard his terrible words," you have been putting my life to the fire." I kept on asking myself why he's not happy with our relationship. 

A night when Denver could not accept what happened to his life, he actually loved Araiza but he's not ready to attach his heaven for him. What he has been waiting for the woman whom he puts his dreams, since he was young. 

What if Araiza got pregnant and Denver not ready to marry her, since he loved somebody else. Do you think, Denver may live a happy life?