Jungkook's feelings

"It's.... its...." I cried more thinking who it was.

"Y/n, relax and tell who it is." He said rubbing my back.

"It's Cheryl's keychain. I gave it to her cause she liked dolphins back then. I can't believe it's her."

"Why would she do it? Why has she changed like this?" I said in between the cries.

"Y/n, first sit up." He helped me get up and seated ourselves on the couch.

"Drink some water first." I drank and calmed myself down.

He held my hands and rubbed circles.

"Y/n, it's ok."

"How can you say it's ok? You're hurt because of her."

"I know that I'm hurt but why do you think that I was hurt by her. I don't think about it like that. For me it was someone." He said.

"I can't think like that. I can't. And I don't know why. Is it cause of her or cause i care about you. I don't know." More tears flowed.

He came to me and hugged me. I held onto his shirt and hugged him tight.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"It's not your fault. It's none of our fault. Forget that it happened." He said and rubbed my back.

"Now, go take some rest. You'll be refreshed." He said. I nodded and went to my room.

I lay on the bed and tried sleeping but couldn't. All I could think was why. Why did she do that? Because I was with jungkook? Cause she likes him and I'm in between it? I couldn't understand why?

"You're not sleeping." I heard Jungkook. I sat straight and looked at him.

"Yeah. I couldn't."

"I knew it, that's why I came."

I tapped on the empty seat next to me. He sat down and I lay on his lap.

"Can I?" I asked.

"You've already and yeah." He said.

"You're different from Tae oppa."

"How?" He asked.

"He would sing something for me to sleep. But when I'm with you, I don't need anything like that. Your everything is different from oppa. But I'm not comparing. I'm just saying."

He said nothing. He lay back on the bed and still said nothing.

Then he started singing.

~Gwaenchana Ja hana dul set Hamyeon ijeo

Seulpen gieok modu jiwo

Seoro soneul japgo useo ~

~Gwenchana Ja hana dul set

Hamyeon ijeo

Seulpen gieok modu jiwo

Seoro soneul japgo useo~

~Geuraedo joheun nari apeuro manhgireul

Nae mareul mitneundamyeon Hana dul set

Mitneundamyeon hana dul set

Geuraedo joheun nari hwolssin deo manhgireul

Nae mareul mitneundamyeon hana dul set

Mitneundamyeon hana dul set~

~hana dul set

Hamyeon modeun geosi bakkwigil

Deo joheun nareul wihae

Uriga hamkkeigie~

The lyrics were so amazing and had so much meaning. I counted.

One, two, three. Forget everything. I held onto his hand.

I let out a heavy breath and closed my eyes. Hearing him sing, it was so melodious and mesmerising that I fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes.

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Jungkook's POV

I sang the entire song. I peeped and saw y/n had slept.

I smiled at her. She was so cute.

To be honest, I like her. I knew about y/n a long time ago. I used to secretly see her. And till now, I don't understand why, V hyung did let us see each other before.

But I liked her from that time. I tried talking to her but felt nervous. But now I'm here as her friend.

I thought about the times we kissed twice. I wanted to kiss her. I wanted feel those soft lips. I want to feel loved. I want to be with y/n.

She's a normal girl like others. But something else makes her special. She forgave me as soon as I apologised to her. She didn't care that I was rich. She wasn't with me cause of money, but our strong friendship. She cared for me when I got hurt. And felt sad even though she didn't anything.

I slowly put her on bed and got up. But stopped in mid way. I saw her holding my hand. I caressed her hair and slowly removed her hand and left.

As I went out, to my surprise, I saw V hyung standing there.

"Hyung? What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Nothing. I just came to check on you, but I think you were busy." He said doubtful.

"Ani hyung. She said she couldn't sleep, so just gave her company. Nothing else."

"Ok. Give this to her tomorrow. Tell her that I'll see her tomorrow."

"Ok hyung."

"What happened to your hand?"

"A small accident." He nodded and walked.

I followed him down. He went to the door and stopped. He turned back and asked,

"Kook, do you like Y/n?" He asked.

"N-no. W-wae?" I stammered.

"I won't hurt you. Tell me the truth. Tell me as a friend not as her brother."

"Yes. I like her but I don't know whether she likes me. And please don't tell anyone." I said a bit low.

"Why?"

"She's really working hard to achieve her dream. I wanted to take care of her. I wanted to love her and give her everything. I don't want her to get hurt anymore. I wanted to share her pain, happiness, sadness, everything."

I paused and continued.

"I want to be the person who makes her happy and never see tears in her eyes. I want to bring happiness in her life again. I will never leave her, no matter what happens."

"Ok. See you tomorrow. Please don't leave her." He said and left.

I was confused. He didn't react nor say anything. Did hyung knew this would happen?

I just shrugged it off and kept the book that V hyung gave and went to sleep.

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Y/n's POV

I woke up by the sound of birds chirping. I stretched myself and smiled.

I refreshed myself and headed down. I opened the door and took the news paper.

I closed the door back. I put the paper down on the table. I noticed something in the paper.

I opened it and saw an envelope. I opened it and read it.

"ITS NOT OVER YET."

I didn't understand.

"Morning." Jungkook said as he came.

"Mm.." I hummed.

"What are you looking at?"

I handed the paper over to him.

"What does this mean?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"Just leave it. Let whoever it be, let it be. We'll face it when it comes." I took the paper from him, crushed it and chucked it in the bin.

"What brought this change?" He asked.

"The song you sang yesterday night. I thought what I was worrying about for no use. So, I've thought to face it when it comes."

"You actually have such a mesmerising voice. You should really audition for it."

"Jinjja?! I don't think so."

"I'll get you into it. Just wait and watch." I said and went to make breakfast.

"Help?"

"No thanks. You're hurt, so sit quite before I do something."

"What will you do?" He asked playfully as he came near to me.

"I can do anything." I switched the stove off and turned to him.

"Tell what's it." He kept asking.

"For example, I'll smack you up and make you do your job."

"Look who's talking. You're so thin to hurt me."

"Is it so?" I said and flicked his forehead.

"OUCH!!! That hurts." I burst out laughing.

"You! I'm gonna get you." I pushed him and started running. He came chasing behind me.

"You asked proof, I showed..... I did nothing wrong." I said running.

"Nothing wrong?? You flicked me. And you're gonna get it back." He said chasing me.

I stopped and took in some breathes. I turned and Jungkook and I tripped and I went backwards and hit my back in the wall. Jungkook and I were close.

"Ouch!" He winched in pain. I realised he put his hurt hand on my head so I don't get hurt.

I held his hand and asked worried,

"Is it paining a lot? Do i need replace the bandage?"

"Ani." He said in a low voice.

It was dead silent. We both couldn't stop looking at each other's eyes. We could hear each other's breathing.

I was still holding his hand. Butterflies were flying in my stomach. I wanted to stay like this. My heart ached for him.

Is this what they call love? No it can't be. But why do I feel different around him?

*knock knock

We came back to reality and I went to get the door.

It was Tae oppa. I hugged him.

"What is it this early oppa?"

"I said I'll come see you today. Did you get the message?"

"Nope. Kookie!!!"

"Yeah, I forgot. Sorry." He said.

"So where's the book?" I asked.

"Here! And what is this for?" He asked.

"Are you blind? Read what it says."

He read it and said,

"Oh, ok. But why do you need this?"

"For my purpose." I said and snatched the book from his hand.

"Anyways, oppa what's the news?" As I asked, Jimin oppa entered.

"He only came. Ask him, he'll tell."

We were waiting eagerly for either one of them to say, but they both kept looking at each other.

"So, have anyone of you decided to tell what it is or do you want us to go? We have a lot of work to complete."

"Ok, Jimin's committed."

"What?!?!" Me and jungkook shouted simultaneously.

"So who is it?" Kookie asked.

"It's this girl, who dropped me off at my home, last time when I was drunk. Her name is....." before he could finish, I said,

"Aerum?!"

"Yeah."

"Congrats oppa." I hugged him.

"So Tae hyung, is there someone in your life?" Kookie asked.

"Yeah. You don't tell us about your personal life oppa. Is there anyone you're seeing?" I asked.

"N-no. I-I'm not." He said smiling awkward.

"Stop lying. You just now talked to her." Jimin said.

"Oppa! Jinjja?! Tell me now." I said.

"I'll tell." Jimin oppa stepped forward.

But Tae oppa pulled him back.

"Oppa let him. Jimin oppa, you say."

"Ok, its this girl he met at the music auditioning.he met her again here and they both started liking each other."

"Wow! So what's her name? Who's that lucky girl?"

"Her name is Jenny. She also stays somewhere near Tae's house."

"Why didn't you tell me oppa?" I walked to him.

"Uh.... um..... I don't... I don't want you to...." he felt difficult saying it.

"You didn't want me to?"

"I don't want you to feel that..... I love you less. I didn't want you to feel sad that I spend most my time with her than you, and I didn't wanna hurt you, so I didn't say it for now."

"Oppa. This is not how it works. So what if we are brother and sister, nothing will change. Oppa, I don't want to be the cause of you not having or being in a relationship. I'm not gonna be alone. Oppa please don't feel like that. I know how much you like me but don't do this for me. You too would have dreams of your future. So what you do now is, next week, after Jung hyun oppa's wedding, you bring your girlfriend over for dinner." I said and cheered him up.

"Ok." He said patted my head.

"So, we better take a leave." He said and left with Jimin oppa.

To be continued.....