The wedding proceedings went smoothly and the feeling of finally being Mrs Hilden Smith was the best thing in the world. I felt like l was floating on air. It was a feeling l never wanted to give up because l finally felt like l belong
I had always heard of what happiness feels like but l was unable to experience it. It is unlike what l have heard but l guess we all have different experiences and feelings
Hilden was playing his part. Tending to all my needs whether it would be giving me food, escorting me to the bathroom or the simple act of pulling out my chair
I felt wanted and desired, like someone who saw me and said to themselves 'damn. I want her'. O have always been alone, fighting for what l want and deserve and love was never on the cards but l was going to give myself a chance. Whether it ends badly or not because l deserve it too