"You certainly didn't come to me tonight to talk about Karuizawa Megumi."
"certainly."
Kitagawa Ryo snapped his fingers, held his head and looked out the window at the dark street and said:
"Do you want me to take you back?"
"Let's make it clear first."
Horikita Suzune sighed, looked directly at Kitagawa Ryo and said:
"Purpose, method, result."
"Disband the engagement. After pretending to be dating for a period of time, they jointly stated that they felt they were not suitable for each other. The engagement was terminated."
"Tell the truth."
"...I want to stay in Tokyo for a while, or in other words, I have to stay here."
When Horikita Suzune heard Kitagawa Ryo's words, an irritating flame surged up from the bottom of her heart inexplicably. She couldn't hold it down even after eating the sundae in her mouth:
"Then I am the target of being taken advantage of."
"Isn't Horikita's ultimate goal also to terminate the engagement? It's just mutual benefit."
"But I don't feel rushed."
There was a hint of surprise in Horikita Suzune's purple-red eyes:
"But Beichuan, you only have this reason to stay now."
"Maybe there are others."
Kitagawa Ryo was vague.
"Then you can use something else. Anyway, it's still really early before marriage, so I think I can still afford to wait."
Horikita Suzune leaned forward, gritted her teeth and said:
"And the worst case scenario is that I'll marry you in the end."
"You're blushing."
Kitagawa Ryo looked at the little girl Horikita Suzune who was trying to tear her down despite her strong support, and her face turned red. There was something new about her appearance:
"What you are thinking now is that you have the control of the plan, so you can make any demands you want, but the reverse is also true."
Kitagawa Ryo generously stretched out his hand and pinched Horikita Suzune's cheek:
"If I can't break off the engagement, I'll just marry you."
"right?"
"Ring tone?"
Horikita Suzune didn't expect Kitagawa Ryo's bold move and address. She subconsciously moved her face away, but she didn't expect that Kitagawa Ryo's pinch was quite strong. Not only could she not escape from the opponent's hand, but she also Somewhat funny, the cheeks are elongated a bit and look a little cute.
Kitagawa Ryo even took out his cell phone with his other hand without grace and took a picture very quickly. After the flash came on, Horikita Suzune reacted and slapped Kitagawa Ryo's hand away, her face turned crimson. Staring at him, but after all, it was still a public place and it was difficult to speak loudly, so she could only say in a low voice:
"Beichuan! Delete the photos quickly."
"The photo of the two of them is very precious, not to mention Suzune's expression."
Kitagawa Ryo was extremely satisfied as he swiped his phone. In the photo, Horikita Suzune had completely lost her usual calmness and arrogance. She was staring at the camera with a surprised look on her face. However, the blush on her face was accompanied by being raped in Kitagawa Ryo's hands. If the half of the cheek that is being pinched is seen by outsiders, they might actually think that they are a couple who are in a good relationship.
"No one else is allowed to see this photo."
Horikita Suzune took a few deep breaths to suppress the anger and a little bit of strangeness in her chest. There was still a slight pain on one cheek and the warm touch of the other person's fingers. She gritted her teeth and said:
"That's really a pity, otherwise I would have given it to students."
Kitagawa Ryo put away his phone with a smile on his face and stretched out his hand towards her:
"Nice to work with you, Ringtone."
Horikita Suzune now has no words to threaten Kitagawa Ryo. She has actually fallen into a logical trap created by Kitagawa Ryo. In fact, Kitagawa Ryo's current dilemma is to stay in Tokyo for a while, but he cleverly When it came to whether to get married, after a few rounds, Horikita Suzune was lured in.
"A pleasure to work with."
Horikita Suzune knew that from now on, the relationship between the two had become a fake couple with the purpose of breaking up and dissolving the engagement. She could only follow Ryo Kitagawa's words and start using more intimate names. The somewhat shameful act of addressing someone by name was still a bit difficult for Horikita Suzune. She stammered for a long time before finally speaking:
"...cold."
ps: Adjusting your schedule is a great success! I will try to update earlier tomorrow, try to keep the update time during the day, and take time to update everyone in the evening.
ps2: In fact, this simulation needs to be written for a long time, but it is enough. After all, this is a simulation of Karuizawa Megumi, not Horikita Suzune. I have already finished writing the character of Karuizawa Megumi. Everyone is waiting to see this. The ending of this simulation should be in these two days.
ps3: Thank you to all readers for reading and subscribing. I attach an explanation of the ending in advance.
[White rose: Marry a red rose, and over time, the red rose will become a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, while the white rose will still be white moonlight; marry a white rose, and the white rose will become a grain of rice dregs on your clothes, while the red rose will remain a smear of mosquito blood. A cinnabar nevus.
The longer you recall, the more distorted your memory becomes. ]
The Autumn Lies of Megumi Karuizawa: Chapter 25: The intersection of four people
Karuizawa Megumi never turned off the lights. She lay on the bed, desperately hinting to herself that this was the room where Kitagawa Ryo had slept. The quilt covering her was also the quilt covered by the other person. Even Kitagawa Ryo himself was now in the same room as Kitagawa Ryo. She was in the next room separated by a wall.
But it was no use. For one person, the huge room was as empty as a wilderness. It seemed as if an unknown beast would emerge from under the bed and from the cracks of the drawer at any time. Karuizawa Megumi pinched the quilt with her knuckles with some force. It was white, and the rain outside had stopped. She raised her head and looked out the window at the moon hanging in the sky, which showed only a ray of light from the dark clouds. Her heart was as gloomy as the night sky.
Karuizawa Megumi once again remembered that when she was a child, her teacher asked them one by one what their ideals were when they grew up and what kind of person they wanted to be. But until now, Karuizawa Megumi is still the same as she was at that time, unable to give her own answer. , she was originally an ordinary girl with no talent. The word dream was too high and out of reach for her, like the moon in the horizon.
If she really had to choose a career, Karuizawa Megumi would choose "bride".
She touched her lips with her hand. After applying the medicine, it would have been difficult to feel the subtle pain without touching it. However, Karuizawa Megumi seemed to deliberately, and even licked there to stimulate it. Touching the wound, the exact pain spread along the nerves to her mind. Karuizawa Kei held her head but thought that when she kissed her, she didn't notice the real pain at all.
No matter what, she and Kitagawa Ryo exchanged each other's first kiss, even if it was an almost despicable method.
"There's nothing I can do about it. The one I've always liked is Liang..."
As long as she stands by his side, Karuizawa Megumi has the meaning to survive, and she can return to a normal life. She is neither the bullied nor the bully. What she should be from the beginning to the end is Kitagawa. Cool new...
There was a sudden sound on Karuizawa Megumi's cell phone. She subconsciously thought it was Kitagawa Ryo's message and hurriedly clicked on it, because after Kitagawa Ryo came back, she had already deleted everyone in her friend list, and directly ignored Kitagawa. Ryo's name was put there as the only one.
But this is a friend request message.
Karuizawa Megumi squinted at the other person's profile picture——
cold.
And it's still cool with the heart-shaped gesture.
Karuizawa Megumi thought about it and decided to approve the other party's friend application. The next second she agreed, the user named "Hiyori Shiina" entered her friend column and was right under Kitagawa Ryo.
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Shiina Hiyori captured Karuizawa Megumi's social account when Kitagawa Ryo told her about Karuizawa Megumi. At that time, Kitagawa Ryo himself was in an extremely emotionally unstable state, so naturally he would not think of Shiina Hiyori. Paying attention to this strange corner, after a period of screening, Shiina Hiyori finally locked the specific account of Karuizawa Megumi, and then sent a friend application.
Corresponding to the twelve o'clock in the night in Tokyo, it was twelve thirty in London at this time. Hiyori Shiina did not expect that the other party could approve his friend application at such a late hour. After being stunned for a short time, I tried to send the first message:
"Do you really like Kitagawa...Ryo?"
Between Kitagawa's name, Hiyori Shiina added a strange ellipsis for some reason.
There was no greeting or self-introduction at all. Her words were quite direct, even faintly a little angry that she didn't even notice.
However, this message did not receive a reply, and it was clearly displayed as "read". Even until the sun set in London, the conversation between the two of them only had this empty sentence.
[Do you really like Beichuan...Liang? ]
The first thing Karuizawa Megumi saw at first sight was a little bit of caution from the girl opposite her named "Shiina Hiyori". She might have just wanted to call Kitagawa Ryo "Kitagawa" at first, but she added another one. Ellipsis, in other words, the name she really wanted to call Kitagawa Ryo was the "Ryo" behind this symbol.
She was about to reply, but she couldn't take her eyes away from this simple sentence, as if it had some special magic power. It killed Karuizawa Kesada in front of her, like a guillotine raised high, waiting. He walked over with Karuizawa Megumi.
"Tsk."
Inexplicably, my mind recalled the merciless criticism that the girl named "Horikita Suzune" had given me this morning:
[You are a girl who basically doesn't see any value in you. ]
[Except for the memories accumulated over time, there is nothing else worth paying for Beichuan in you. ]
These words seemed to come to life in Karuizawa Megumi's ears at this time, buzzing like annoying flies drilling into his ears.
[Of course she likes Kitagawa Ryo. They have known each other for so many years, longer than these two unknown girls combined. ]
But there are still voices that continue to shake Karuizawa Megumi.
"Isn't it because of the desire to survive that I can't survive without him?"
"It sounds much better to be by your side because you like me than to be by your side because you want to be a parasite, right? Can you give your gray self some hope?"
"It's not like childhood sweethearts will necessarily fall in love with each other. If they get to know each other for too long, it will dilute the feeling of liking, right?"
The more you delve into all kinds of questions, the more you answer them. Answering any one of them will negate Karuizawa Megumi's life so far.
[I just want someone who can protect me. ]
[I couldn't even protect myself. I couldn't be more miserable. I was a completely worthless girl. ]
[It's just dependence, not love at all. ]
With her eyes closed, Karuizawa Megumi finally realized the deepest thoughts in her heart:
[I just yearn for myself to be able to like others freely. Everything I do is to protect myself. The only one that really matters is myself. As long as I don't get hurt, others don't matter. ]
"Including Kitagawa Ryo?"
Giving up lying and thinking, the first thought that came to Karuizawa Megumi's mind was——.
After thinking about this problem, Karuizawa Megumi finally laughed honestly for the first time. She turned off the light and whispered to another room across the wall:
"Sweet dreams, Ryo."
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"Get high with me! No one is allowed to go to bed first tonight!"
"Shut your mouth."
While Horikita Suzune was hurriedly operating the controller to control the characters on the screen and trying to dodge the monster's attacks, she couldn't help but scolded a certain fiancée who was sitting next to her with her legs crossed and drinking happy water from a goblet. .
"If I don't let you in tonight, will you have to find a street to sleep on?"
Horikita Suzune once again regretted bringing Kitagawa Ryo to her home, because just fifteen minutes later, a whole box of gaming equipment including a display screen and Switch was delivered intact, and she didn't know that Kitagawa Ryo How did she manage to call this service at one o'clock in the morning? Horikita Suzune just went back to brush her teeth and take a shower. When she came out, she saw Kitagawa Ryo starting to play games with great interest.
"What if? The meaning of if is that it's just if. It's better for you to accept the reality, Suzanne."
Kitagawa Ryo retorted indifferently. It was clear that his character had died first, but he started pointing at Horikita Suzune's operations without any sense of guilt:
"Dodge, roll to the ground, don't be greedy for the knife!"
"...After all, why should I play with you here?"
Seeing that the game interface turned gray again, Horikita Suzune, who had died ten times, also showed a gloomy expression. She almost gritted her teeth and said:
"This is my home, right?"
"You're too good."
Kitagawa Ryo didn't answer the question. He shook the goblet in his hand. This action might have made him look more elegant if it weren't for the black Coke swaying in it.
"When I was learning to play this game not long ago, it took him a while to figure out the BOSS's attack method and frequency and lead me through the level."
Kitagawa Ryo shook his head and sighed sadly:
"We are both Horikita, but there are differences."
"shut up!"
Horikita Suzune's tone rose another two decibels. Her pajamas were different from Kitagawa Ryo's impression of her. They were actually pink in color. Paired with the other person's perpetually sultry expression, it was quite a contrast. .
"Are you resurrected? Hurry up and follow me. If you really can't survive, just give me a few bottles of medicine before you die. You can also throw them to me."
"Okay, okay, here we come."
Turning his attention to the restarted game, Kitagawa Ryo curled his lips and manipulated the controller to control his character to follow Horikita Suzune.
Another five minutes passed.
"Hehehe..."
Looking at the gray game interface once again, Kitagawa Ryo glanced at the girl sitting next to him who was on the verge of turning black and could only smile strangely at him. He subconsciously shrank his neck:
"Okay, I'm a bit early this time, but I think..."
"Kitagawa Ryo."