Love him anyways

September 9:

Ok, I don't want to not trust him anymore. Finally, his words sounds genuine now. I don't feel like they are lies anymore. I am not sure but my heart flattered a lottttttttttt today. If I could, I would keep him with me forever. I pray to God to make him mine.

And she was ready to burn. At this point, she stopped looking at that conversation over and over again.

She was ready to get hurt but later. These days, she would wake up and listen to music that would hurt her as well.

All of these times, she has been listening to sad and calm music, never really getting too deep in the lyrics.

She liked how peaceful it was and also the tune.

But when she was hurt, the lyrics started hitting her like a truck.

Everything was reminding her of him one way or another.

Sometimes she would wipe off the tears that would come to the corners of her eyes.