XIV

Carolina's pov

Upon my hospital release I requested Victor to take me to my brother's grave. I felt lost, weak and alone without him. He was my essence of being, my little guardian angel that was always there to listen to my nagging, to prepare me a super salty breakfast when I was in a rush for school after I refuse to wake up to his calling, to brush my hair and do my makeup. And now he left me. All because I was too late.

" Carolina, do you want to leave? " Victor said touching my shoulder slightly. It was raining so bad it was hard to see even the name on his tomb. The tears were clouding my vision making everything seem like a blur. I was hyperventilating, my neck felt too tight and a heave was persisting in my throat. " Ok we are done here, I'm taking you back home."

I didn't oppose him, I had to get away. Returning to his home he sat me on the sofa in the livingroom covering me from the coldness of the stone tile floors.

A cup of hot chocolate sat in front of me and warmth enveloped my body, all this coming from Victor. We stayed silent and looked outside through the ceiling tall windows to the interior courtyard surrounded by arcades and water fountains, full of big trees and plants and colorful tile accents. I chuckled at that , didn' t fit his image at all.

" A coin for your thoughts? " he said in a whisper.

" Do you like this house? " a hum in response made me move my sight to him. " I Don' t think it' s on your taste." I said taking a sip from my cup.

He looked at me and wiped a tear off my cheek and smiled softly. I saw compasion in his eyes and I felt protected, wanted, loved. The fact that he stayed silent helped me put my mind in order. I have to be strong, I need to find the one that caused this and punish him.

" We have a lead. "

" You do? " I said putting my cup on the table and turning my whole body towards him.

" Luca and Carmillo attacked a den of rogues that was suspicious and seem like they were right, they have connections to the attack on the palace. Some of them excaped, some of them died and some of them are on their way to us now. They should arrive tomorow. "

My body became rigid and I felt anger fueling up my insides, my breathing became ragged. " I have to be there. " I said in Nova's voice and knew my eyes turned into their grey color.

" Baby, it's not good for you yet. " my nerves vanished at the sound of his voice and the little name he called me. He had this effect of cutting my darkness short everytime he was talking. " We will keep you updated on the progress but for you to be there can be too much. "

" I have to be there. " he sigh and looked me straight into the eyes. He wet his lips with a slip of the tongue making me gulp at the images that run into my mind. Did he know he has this effects on me? He leaned closer and burry his neck into the crook of my neck inhaling deeply.

" Amore, listen to me for once. " he said relaxing onto my shoulder. I could feel the movement of his lips on my skin and the hotness of his breath brushing my body. Tingles and sparkles ran everywhere on me and I felt like I' m not in control of my body anymore.

" Kiss me. " I said without realising and in a second he was doing so. I didnt had time to recal what I said and at the scent enveloping me I just went with it. It was heavenly. The wetness of the kiss, the desire and passion we were expressing through a simple act was making me feel going insane from deep within my core.

I lift my arm and place it in his curly hair, gripping a fistfull, I push him more into me. He purred in pleasure and got my waist thighly close to his body twisting us that now I was placed on his lap with both of my legs hugging his broad body.

His kisses went from my lips to my cheeks, from my cheeks to my neck and from my neck to the top of my breasts digging heaven into my skin. Trails of want were left behind making my body grind slowly on his lap, solely based on instincts. I didn't know what I was doing but it felt right like so, I felt we were going too fast but Nova was in full control of my body, and it was impossible to deny that I didnt want this to happen.

A small moan excaped my lips and Victor stopped in his tracks looking at me with his golden eyes. Lucifero was out to play and Nova was more than happy for that. I twist us again that he was now lying on the sofa and me having a better grip on his body I grind harder. Growls and purrs were coming out of his throat making goose bumps appear on my skin. Damn, why does this feel so good?

I could feel his harness through my jeans and all I could think about was feeling it into my wet core. He placed his hands on my hips pressing me onto his bulge, moaning into my kiss while doing so. We have to stop I said, we are taking this too far.

His muscles tensed and I was met with his beautiful blue eyes letting me know he was back in control of his wolf. He sigh and stopped me gently, placing me back into the sofa sitting.

" Nova, please let Carolina out. " he said caressing my cheeks and fidling with my hair relaxing my wolf. My eyes changed and a broad smile adorned his face. " Hi there. " he said faintly blushing.

My face was in flames. I' ve never done this before with anyone , I didn't know what I should say " I- I'm sorry ." I slowly mumbled thinking that it was my faul also because I enjoyed every moment fully.

" Our wolfs will get like this in the proximity of our mates. We have two special wolfs, more powerfull because of the alpha blood running in our veins but also because they are ancients. Don't cover from me, Amore, I' m yours as you are mine. " My heart was beating herratically now and wasn't helping my blush at all.