2. Awakening

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I was Drinking hot tea. And trying to stabilize the camera at the right angle.

*fixing the camera*

then

*clicked the start button*

"Ahemm! ahemm!"

"I'm sorry about that. my throat hurts a bit. And I'm a little sick today so bare with me watcher's all over the Internet world. It's been a while since we ahmm... talk with each other. I was actually busy for the past few weeks traveling here and there. I was actually going to post this today but change my mind. Cuz my "HUBBY" will see this video. And the editing which " I, Yours Truly" will take much time to do.😊😁 I'm trying my best to not look so suspicious cuz "Yours Truly" is wanting to surprise him for his birthday. And this whole busy weeks is all about. I'm really excited about it. "I love you Hubby, and I'm so sorry for not calling you this past few days. please forgive me 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻" I always know your watching. Your my #1 Fan as you have said. 😂"

*kept on trying not to sneeze*

"So this video will be posted "after" his birthday" 😊

"And, so... I wanna surprise him, ha-achooo!"🤧 "excuse meeee, this is really embarassing showing this sick side of me. I failed to stop my self from being embarrassed"

*A few seconds later, I saw the emergency red light flashed"

What's happening, mark? i asked, worriedly to Mark the flight attendant.

*Then, I heard the speaker buzzing and the voice of the captain could be on the line"

"Miss Raise, Please fasten your seatbelt and calm down" i did what the Pilot told me and look, at Mark then I ask Mark again "What really is happening?"

Mark; Ma'am it seems like the plain is crashing." I notice that He's looking pass through me and so I look at what his looking at. Outside the window the left wing is burning and black smoke could be seen...

"No parachute can be found!!!" someone shouts. And that's when my heart pounds so loud.

"Oh God! Keep us safe" At that moment the video camera is still rolling... i look at the camera with a teary eyes. And even had the courage to smile after knowing the situation where in, as if i'm imagining looking at him.

babe, Hubby... I'll be alright, Take of your self okay?. if i ever have a next life i want to spend the rest of my life with you again. I love you"

At that moment I was so scared.

With just seconds i look again at the camera then smiled.

Who in the world is not afraid of death, dying not because of old age but dying because of an accident. Dying and not seeing him squeezed my heart in pain. Dying and didn't able to marry him have a child and a family that we can build. It was all that I can think of before a loud explosion can be heard.

so my life has already ended. I'm not thinking about my self but my hubby. What will happen to him after I die? will he find another? will he be able to get married? will he already have a child? it is painful but this is my destiny a destiny without him. Or so have I thought?

Seeing a white light in the darkness. I was being suck in it's vortex.

Slowly opening my eyes,then I rose up my bed.