Video Call

Today, we have our third video call with each other, 18th day of April. As time went on I fell for him even more. His smiles and expressions are so addictive.

I also went back to who was the first to tell us "Love you". It's funny because its not me this time, its him. I'm just sad because my tradition is different from my tradition. Will we last like this? Will we survive?

The amount that comes to my mind. I really do not know what to do.

I'm just going back to the day the first time we made a video call and meet each other online, it was on the 13th day of April 2021. Very special day to me. The next one was for him to take me to China, how come? He made a video call to me to show me the surroundings where he ate. It's the 14th day of April 2021.

I miss a lot to have a boyfriend. I just hope he doesn't look like Verenz. I just hope he doesn't hurt me like Verenz did to me. I'm still really scared but I'm trying to fight my fear for him right now.