winged wings

*✿═══════════════✿* *Winged wings* *Part:Eight* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/07/blog-post.html https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== *✿═══════════════✿* https://sharechat.com/profile/mihraskoduvally?d=n https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs He pushed me back to the floor and pushed me to get up regardless of my thoughtsIt has proven not to be immune to corrosion... If you tell Rashikan to someone... But the elder knows everything about the past. Something scared me. If I don't say it, the problems that come from not saying it are even bigger... There is no end to the thoughts. I am bubbling up inside. "Kulso... Rashika hit me with my face wrapped between my two legs. "India, Kulso, stomach...do you have a stomach ache...do you have a headache... what... He raised his head with a red face and handed the phone to Ikan. I don't know what to say or how to say it. I don't know what his reaction will be. But! I have no choice but to do this. Cannot be sustained or resolved alone. Ika comforted me by holding me, who was crying again. "This... this... don't cry Tou. Let's make a way. I haven't been here in years... I have people to deal with this guy. If you see his faceIt's like the unknown nove suddenly turned pale... Shrugged again... "Just get up, let's go out... don't worry about this... I don't... um... When my Ikka said that while holding her and kissing her on the head, more sadness than happiness hit me again. If we have someone with us to understand and hold each other, we will overcome any obstacle. When Ika stroked me with the language of love and care...painfulAs if not half faded, Both of us got up fresh after wiping our tears and went out. I was not able to direct my mind to complete freedom. Because no matter how many comforting words I say, the painful forms of myself that I have seen come to light inside me...even my virginity broken by immaturity...my never-ending pain, when Rashika accepted me knowing everything, Marut didn't feel like saying anything else. Have a nice day everyoneI agreed to... I am helpless when the pains come back to me again... When something I have done comes back and hurts me again, for a moment I feel as if I am broken and gone... Then it seems that I have not overcome everything - I will overcome this too, not in front of those who are looking at me and worshiping me. ! I have been told bad by my actions, I want to be told good by a good life... Know the value of love, love and live. "Ha, Matieto was hurt thinking about it... I know its seriousness. Don't be afraid, he didn't leave the field soon. Let's see if he can find any target...don't be afraid...come on, this is the place I told you about. I smiled and looked around... For a moment I saw my children (students) laughing innocently like them, running, jumping, hitting and playing... I forgot everything and laughed for a moment. "Do you like...Let's meet here... This is the place I told you to meet them as teachers. I was so happy that I couldn't get the words out, so I held her close. A drunken old woman who may have been a teacher came towards us and said something and left. We entered after them. Come on... what can you say, a school with good facilities. But! Their language... Even if you are an English teacher, language is not a problem.It will start... He entered the office and spoke. Went back and saw all those children. So from tomorrow I will be a part of them. We walked back holding hands. Every way I looked at Ikka. I know there is something wrong with that face. Even though it comforted me, there was a fear inside... As if that face reminded me of everything I had done without forgetting for a moment... I even thought about ending this life again for that moment.gone... Do we have the authority to do so... No. No one has the power to take the life that Patachon has given him. Astahfitllah forgive me...for thinking without knowing the pain...for thinking without remembering the grave...forgive me Lord... Sudden nausea... as if vomiting... Ahh... I fell to the ground and they took me to the car and then I remember nothing. "Ah, are you... I looked around. Ika patted her head with her hand. "That's itLa to... The sister who came in between us said a lot of tests... blood urine... ha... I really can't tell you to get up. And why so many test hospitalists every trick to make money. What else? After giving the test, I waited for a while to see the result. I can't get hungry, I can't eat any of the food here. For the time being, he drank water and soothed his stomach. Alhamdulillah. Got the result and went to see the doctor. "CONGRATULATION... I looked around and made sure that we were told the same thing... Oh Rashikan's face looks like a CFL bulb has been lit... What am I... Tell me... I have become an umma... I don't want to become an umma first with my mind, but I am coming from my pains. Sometimes I also remember touching, caressing and kissing my baby... Now there is another life in me Alhamdulillah... All praises to you. Discharge from the hospitalWhen I go to the flat, to tell the truth, Rashika doesn't even allow me to walk out of politeness... love... happiness... the poor thing is drowning in feelings that I don't know how to express... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾