15 Face yourself

I've always been a coward, I kept running away from myself not knowing which is why my life its in a mess Yet as I now realize , i've decided to face it no matter how and where I end up as from now on.

To realise that I've been a coward for all those years, it makes me sick even thinking. Damn!! As I gave a silent scream in my mind, but what can I do,i can do it better this time.

I must face myself to be better once more.Speaking of which,Sometimes I get crazy ideas where I start losing myself but as I think of it, I feel that being crazy is better than being a coward.

You can let the world think you are going crazy doing crazy stuff meanwhile its just you facing against yourself not the world. You do what you want for yourself. Doesn't matter what other say or think about you, what matters is what you listen to and heard from it.

Honestly, I don't know quite myself either.Sometimes I pretend to be a good knowing I'm not the type either way I'm a bad guy in the end. Even so who knows what kinda person I'll end up to be its upto us who we want to be. Hope I figured it out soon to be what I should be.

So, My dear readers I believe as a human we all go through this shit stuff. But remember you maybe alone facing such but you aren't alone in it. There will be good times and bad times that might make you want to change . And at those hours you know what to do now,You better fix yourself up before you change to face someone.Just be more you. Peace out peeps.