14 Choosing the chosen path

Well, I knew and I was waiting for this day. My efforts weren't all a waste although since it taught me a little something everyday. I must not give up for its only the beginning.

One can learn a lot from one's loses and I'm just beginning to understand it. I don't believe in destiny's but I'll let it slip for just one time. I'll do as I please and I shall see what destiny has prepared for me.

I've always strive to be better , but I guess I wasn't good enough. I thought I could win but no, I was wrong about myself. I was KO before I could even enter into the ring. All I need was a little push in my life to go high. I always dreamt of a having a good companion who could walk alongside me yet I found something completely different.

I finally found the purpose for my life. I could now recognize everything which I do have purpose in it.

ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍᴛ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇsᴛ ᴍᴀɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴛʀᴏɴɢ, ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏʟɪᴛᴀʀʏ ᴘᴀᴛʜ.ʙᴜᴛ ғɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʜᴀs ʙʟᴇssᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ.

ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ʜᴀʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴛʀᴏɴɢ, ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ do it. ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs sᴀʏ, "ɪ'ᴍ ᴀ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴᴇʀ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇʀ".ɪ ᴍᴀʏ sᴜᴄᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ɪᴛ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴇᴇᴘ ᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴏsᴇs ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ɪ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴏsᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ sᴍɪʟᴇ. sᴛʀɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛɪᴍᴇ.