Chapter 35

I motioned Bucky to follow me. I walked up to Loki and stood in front of him. It's hard to intimidate someone when they are so much taller than you, but I tried my best. I stood on tiptoe and pulled his head down to mine for a deep kiss. I started to stroke him in my hand. He hummed deep in his throat with pleasure. I ended the kiss and turned to head to my destination, the shower. However, he forgot I still had him in my hand, and I gave his dick a tug to get him following me. I pulled him a few steps until he got over his shock.

"What do you think you are doing?"

"Leading you there. I warned you. The easy way or the hard way. And I so had wanted to reward you for being a good boy. I guess only Bucky gets the reward then."

Loki narrowed his eyes at me. "We shall see. I may just take what I want."

"Well, that is always an option, but you have to follow me first, lover boy."

Bucky struggled to keep a straight face. I turned and gave him an impish smile. "Dude, just laugh. We can all feel how amused you are in our heads. No need to hurt yourself trying to hold it in."

Bucky's laughter rang through the room. After a few seconds, even Loki joined him. I grinned, watching how happy and for the moment, carefree they both were.

"So can we head to the shower now?"

My words cut through the laughter as both of them figured out what I was after. Hot steamy shower sex. And with our new channel? It should prove interesting. I started walking away from them and to the shower. I figured let them follow or not. If they did... well… hot shower sex. If not… hot shower. Seemed a win-win for me. I turned on the water and set it to the temperature I liked. I stepped into the shower and moaned as the hot water hit sore muscles. I had clenched and come so many times that my body was sore all over. But I wouldn't have traded a second of it. And honestly wouldn't have minded more. I didn't bother to keep my thoughts to myself. I had no intention of hiding anything from either of them. Ever. I turned my face into the spray of the water and just let it run over my body.

I heard the door to the shower open but didn't bother to open my eyes or move my head. I felt one of them come up behind me, put their arms around me, and slide their hands up to cup my breasts. One hand was metal so obviously, it was Bucky. His thumbs brush across my nipples. I moaned.

"Oh god, Loki, that feels so good."

He gave my breast a sharp pinch. I laughed and turned, throwing my arms around his neck. "Oh sorry, Bucky I didn't realize it was you." I kissed him long and deep as the water cascaded over both of us. "Just kidding. I knew it was you as soon as you came in."

I ran my hand down his chest. "Are you the only one wanting shower sex then?"

"I think not my dear." Loki came into the shower and shut the door. "I wouldn't miss it. Even if it means I have to acquiesce to your demands."

I grinned and then a serious look came over my face. Loki and Bucky glanced at each other, concerned at my change of mood. I sent a thought just to Loki as I looked into his eyes.

'I am so sorry Loki. I am not sure why or how it happened, but I love him too. It is killing me because I feel I've betrayed you, but I don't know how to stop.' I didn't know I could, but mentally I started crying. 'I know I am hurting you telling you this and it devastates me to hurt you. But I refuse to hide anything from you. There is something wrong with me. I hurt everyone and I had vowed to never hurt you again, but I feel it's all I seem to do.'

Loki cupped my face in his hands and gave me a slow kiss that melted my heart.

'I can promise you my darling, that this does not hurt me in any way. The capacity you have for love astounds me. I know how much you love me, and I have no doubts about it. You have not betrayed me. If anything, I trust you more for telling me instead of trying to hide it. Believe me when I say you have still kept your promise and that there is nothing wrong with you. You are perfect to me and if you love Barnes, then that is how it is. I am surprised but I have no issues with you loving him. But he is the only one I am okay with you loving in this way.'

I threw my arms around Loki's neck and hugged him tight. 'You have no idea how much I love you and how happy you make me. To be ok with this... you are such an amazing man, and you humble me with your love and trust. I just fell in love with you even more my perfect match, my dear Mischief Man.'

Loki squeezed me tight and gave me a soft kiss. 'You had better say what you were going to my sweet. I do believe Barnes is getting worried.'

I smiled and turned to Bucky.

"I love you both. I wanted to put into words how I feel. You both have stolen my heart and I love you as I have never known I could love someone."

I could feel how touched they were and the swelling of love from both and surprise from Bucky. 

"You love me, Doll? But... you... Loki... I didn't anticipate that happening. I don't want to be a problem in your relationship. Please don't be angry or leave her, Loki. This is my fault then, not hers."

Loki smiled. "I would never leave her, Barnes. And I don't blame either of you. Love happens where it will. I never thought to love someone or be loved in return. And I have already told Ariane that this does not bother or hurt me in any way. I would feel quite murderous if it was anyone other than you. I am not completely certain why, but since it makes her happy, I am not going to question it much."

Bucky looked shocked and then happy. "Thank you, Loki."

Loki nodded and gazed at me. "Now we both love you deeply, pet. But I think in this case it will be more rewarding to show you how much we love you instead of telling you." 

With that, they both embraced me, sliding their hands over my water-slick skin. It was highly erotic having the water pouring over us. I wasn't sure what positions we could get into in the shower, but I was excited to find out. This time Loki took the lead. He leaned in and kissed me, his tongue exploring my mouth. He backed me up until my back hit the wall. Never breaking our kiss, he bent down slightly, grabbed the back of my legs, and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and twisted my hands in his hair. He broke our kiss and started to trail kisses down my neck. I leaned my head back and just enjoyed the feel of his lips. I gasped as he adjusted his stance and his cock slid into me. He moved in and out of me slowly. My heart melted. This wasn't just sex. This was softer. He was making love to me. This was the gentle side to him that I knew was there but everyone else didn't see. The side of him that was just for me.

With our heightened senses, we felt the water rain over us, the slow slide as he moved in and out of me. The strength in his body as he supported me and held me pinned against the wall. It was slow and so sweet. I gave a soft gasp as gentle waves of pleasure built. Gently he kissed me, nipping my lips. I could taste the love as his tongue started to mirror the in and out of his cock. The gentle waves built higher, and I knew I was close. But I wanted him to go over with me, so I held back.

"Go over my love. I will follow you. I would follow you anywhere, even to Hel." 

He gently bit my neck, and the slight sting sent me softly over the edge. I had never had a climax like this. It was soft and sweet, and it rolled through me. I cried out softly and gripped his shoulders as he came with me. 

"Oh, my precious Mischief Man. I see just how empty my life was before you. And I can't imagine living without you." I kissed him gently.

Moved, he slid my legs down, pulling out of me. I gave a small sigh as I felt his cock leave me. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me tight. "I would give up ruling all the kingdoms in all the realms if it meant I can be with you." 

Gently he released me and slid his hands down my arms to my shoulders. He detangled my arms from around his neck, set his hands on my waist, and rested his forehead against mine. He matched his breathing to mine for a few moments. He raised his head and, using his hands on my waist, turned me around.