Chapter 4:
They say that changes are good. But transformations are actually even better. One can still revert back when he is changed, but not when he is transformed.
Once you grow, you grow. There's no turning back.
And she did too.
She grew.
she grew up when she was humiliated. She grew up when nightmares plagued her. She grew up when she stopped crying over her wounds. She grew up when weather never was a reason to stop. She grew up when nothing they said or did bothered her. She grew up when she realized no one will cry over her death and for her little life.
And she is growing every day when she dies and every day when she lives.
All happened because of her past life. She isn't just reborn but transformed from her experiences, mistakes, struggles and finally death. Everything taught her and made her capable enough to live through it again. Survive again.
It was the coldest month of the year, people wore flannel jackets, puffy vests, sweaters, leather gloves, wool beanies and many layers of woolen clothes underneath. While everyone tried their best to keep themselves from the winds, there was a figure walking in nothing but a red blouse and black skirt with her hands inside her pockets.
Her clothes weren't really much attractive or expensive but she stood out from the crowd as if a little kitten lost between colorful big bears..
Almost everyone stole glances of the figure that was gradually disappearing in the fog.
Qiao Xue Xue jumped out of the hotel via the window in a hurry so she didn't have time to look for her coat and boots. She just cleared up her messy appearance before leaving.
She definitely looked like a lost kitten in the windy night but appearances can be deceptive. At this moment, Qiao Xue Xue has already decided what to do ahead.
She briskly moved towards a cybercafe that was the nearest to her. After paying for the best place and computer she booked it for an hour only.
After 40 minutes, the red and black figure was seen catching a taxi towards the airport. While sitting in the taxi, she swiftly booked the earliest ticket to Changsheng. In a few minutes, a confirmation mail arrived and she finally took her eyes off the phone screen. Staring at the scenery passing by, only one thought was on her mind. Abandoned.
'Heh. So I am abandoned. Again ' a crooked smile hanging over her face but the redness at the corner of her eyes spelled wilderness.
'I'll make you regret what you ever did to me before! Be ready! Cause I'll be back!'
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