What is Love (Bwwm)

Patience P.O.V.

Images of a dream world swirled around in my mind, showing me hazy visions i couldn't reach.

Visions of reality being a blur and my freedom from my dark deeds, the feeling was like a mother protecting her child from the coldness of this world. A peace I yearned to forever confide in.

But like a good thing turned bad, a disturbance in my body, and soul woke me from the peace that soothed my body.

A silent yawn escaped past my lips as I stretched my arms my bones popping in the process. My eyesight was blurry, making everything in front of my vision look like blurs and lines.

I placed my hand on the left side of my face and rubbed my eyes, wiping half of the blurriness away enough for me to see my surroundings to give me a clue as to where I was.

I slowly looked around the room, watching and examining every detail of the place. Everywhere I looked, certain things either sitting on shelves or lying on the ground reminded me more and more of my room. But what really put my racing mind at ease was the dark wooden desk that sat in the middle of the floor that had my name carved into it.

So it was safe to assume that I was home, but even with the clarification, I was still second-guessing. The mess that was my room looked like a robbery had just taken place.

My desk that was usually stacked high with papers was empty and instead scattered the floor decorating my brown floor white, and my bookshelf that was full of books was also empty with only one book remaining on it while the others joined the papers redecorating my floor.

And to tie it all together, some clothes were thrown all over the floor, including some of my own, with my black thong sitting boldly in the middle of my rug.

I looked on at the state of my room in a blank stare with confusion and a hint of anger displayed in my eyes.

My attention was delayed from the mess that was my room when the strong smell of old spice and sex lingering in the morning air breezed past my nose, making my face scrunch up in disgust. The smell had latched onto the covers, making the smell 10x stronger.

I was caught in a trance between trying to figure out what happened last night and what caused this big of a mess. So deep that i didn't notice another body was present in my room until the left side of my bed shook from heavy body movement.

I snapped my head to where it was coming from and to my surprise next to me lied the outline of a body under my covers, but Icouldn't see their face thanks to the cover that was thrown over their head.

I raised one brow as my confusion turned into interest. To get a better look, I slowly moved from under the covers to not waking the sleeping body right next to me. The cool morning air breezed past my nude body, causing a shiver to move across my whole body and my exposed nipples to harden as goosebumps formed on my skin.

I looked down onto my chocolate painted body littered with little sweat drops that slowly ran down my breast onto my stomach. My dark skin was like the darkest jewel that glistened under the sunlight when hit by the sun just right.

slowly, I moved my hand down from my neck onto my large breasts, accidentally rubbing against my harden nub, making me shiver.

Down onto my stomach that had a patch of skin like a splatter effect around my belly button that was lighter than the rest of my dark skin.

And in just that moment, it struck a memory from last night. It struck me hard and fast, causing my head to buzz just a little bit.

Finally coming to realize what happened last night, my face automatically switched to its everyday emotionless mask. I crawled out the side of my queen sized bed, causing his body to move in the process, but quickly it returned to its motionless state.

My feet hit the carpeted floor causing another rack of shivers to break out around my body But this time it wasn't from the blasting a.c but from the warmth that still consumed my body from last night's ordeal.

I wrapped both of my arms under my breast to keep them from bouncing as I made a beeline for my door where my robe was located hanging high on the back of my door.

I clicked my tongue and swiftly with one swift motion, snatched the robe off the hanger, and slipped it on quickly, tying the front. Once I was clothed, I got onto the most irritating part.

Getting whoever this was out of my house.

I took a deep sigh before inhaling and, in my most demanding voice, spoke,

"Excuse me, sir or ma'am please remove yourself from my room and my house."

At the sound of my voice, the body began to stir a little before going back to its motionless state. My jaw tick at his lack of movement as I was starting to become annoyed once again I took in a deep breath before raising my voice a little higher with a coldness to it that could cause a child to shudder.

"I'm not gonna say it again either. You can get up and get out, or I'll get my security to escort you out," I hissed.

Like before, the body began to stir, but this time, it began to sit up with a yawn and a stretch. The cover that once blocked his face slowly fell down his body until it rested on his lap, exposing his v line.

I raised one brow as my eyes examined the man's face. He was brown skin with pretty brown eyes his hair was cut in a low cut with waves and little toughs of hair on his chin. Overall, he was pretty handsome.

Then, from his face, my eyes trailed lower down his body onto his packs and muscles that glistened from his sweat covered body evidence of our furious night of sex. My eyes continuously racked up and down his body, taking in his very essence that filled my room. I was too caught up judging his body that I forgot he was even awake until he let out a breathy laugh filled with amusement.

"Good Morning Beautiful," he spoke in a deep and raspy tone that could have turned any female on. I adjusted my eyes from his body to finally connect with his face that was staring right back at me with a playful smirk plastered on his lips as his eyes trailed up and down my body with lust.

Ignoring my lack of answering and the blank stare that graced my face back, he went to chatting like everything was normal.

"I hope you had fun last night cuz shit I know I did these guys weren't lying when they said you had the best p**sy had me about to cum on my first try maybe we could do it again and this time I'll have you screaming my name" he continued carrying on about what happened last night with excitement and passion,mean while I couldn't even Remember having a orgasm, but of course its bound to happen thanks to how drunk I was.

I eventually ignored him as he went on without a care in the world until my eyes caught the clock behind him, placed high on the wall above my bed. In big bold numbers, the time read 11:33 P.M. It was almost 12:00 that's when it hit me that I was late for work. Damn this is what happens when I go out drinking on a work night. Quickly, I cut the guy off mid sentence by saying,

"Leave"

The word was simple, but it carried such a cold and venomous demeanor. I could see the man's face scrunch up obviously confused. I could see it in his eyes and in his demeanor.

I breathed in with a sigh kinda annoyed with him. "I said," Pack your stuff and leave, " I repeated calmly, waiting for him to make a move.

He shook his head, shock taking over his face as he stared with his mouth agape. He stumbled over his words before he was finally able to say a complete sentence.

"Wha- why"

"Because I no longer need your presence."

"Wha- well damn can I at least get your number to stay in contact with you?"

"No, but you can excuse yourself. What we had was only a one-time thing and will never happen again," I answered back smoothly, leaning back against my desk.

"S-so what we had was just for one night no attachments nothing else," he whispered, his voice shaking as his face held confusion and some other emotions.

" Yep, is there a problem with that?" I asked with one raised brow he looked at me with a look of complete unbelief before anger clouded his face.

"Yes there a fucking problem with that you just can't fuck with somebody and just dump them" he seethed quickly jumping up from the bed and storming over to me.

He tall body only slightly towered over mines as his eyes looked down into mine with a look that held nothing but pure disgust, and hatred a emotion that I was so familiar with that I welcomed it with open arms.

I rolled my eyes in annoyance at his little temper.

I hate sesitive guys

"Men do the same to women all the time and it's praised by men yet once a female trys the same we are hoes,bitches, or thots so why can't i do the same without caring about yours."

"Because all men aren't the same"

"And all women aren't the same yet do they care" I tilted my head to the side and raised my eyebrow waiting for his reply.

He opened his mouth but closed it right back. His face fell in defeat but turned back to his pissed expression.

he smacked his lips and quickly storm away to gather up his clothes his manhood still hanging and all. I looked down onto his manhood as it hung no farther then his inner thigh and his balls were even smaller. I lowered my eyelids alittle just staring at his manhood.

If that's how big he is then no wonder I couldn't remember if I had an orgasm last night. Stomping over towards me he came to a halt infront of me towering over my 5'6 size.

I could feel his breath that reeked of old alcohol the smell washed over my face making my skin crawl.

He looked me dead in my eyes and mine snapped back to his as he whispered

"Fuck you i didn't want yo black ass anyway I only like light skin women" he gave me one more glare before pushing past me heading towards the bathroom to get dressed.

I scoffed and walked toward my roller chair in the center of the room "well for a man that likes light skin women"

I took a seat and crossed one leg across the other with both arms on the arms of the chair.I placed my head in my left hand as my fingers tapped against my cheek.

"you sure couldn't keep from coming back and fucking me every five minutes after you came".

he remained silent as he continued putting on his clothes after he was done I stood to my feet, and called for security to escort him to the door.

Before he could fully leave my room he whispered past my ear

"your gonna reap what you sow"

I looked back at him as he walked past me to find him already looking back at me with a look of pure hatred on his face. A face that I was most famous for receiving.

Sorry for the long ass chapter wanted to set it off with a blast hope you enjoyed🥰.