Watch Helplessly
"When you scrunch up your nose at me, your eyes squint, and that's the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life, sunflower."
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Rudy calls me in the morning to remind me that Tara's flight was leaving soon - not that I needed a reminder. It's all I've been thinking about since last night: how this is possibly the last time I'll be seeing Tara... and maybe Ayan too. Rubbing my sleep-deprived eyes, I get out of bed, brush my teeth and wear a yellow floral dress that has tiny sunflowers printed at the bottom. I have no interest in dressing up when I feel like shit and am likely to cry any second, but just for Tara's happiness, I wear the dress she likes the most.
Tying my hair in a messy ponytail, I slip on my sneakers — which is a major fashion blunder in Tara's eyes — and go and knock at Ansh's door.
"Hey," I say softly, grateful for how he took care of me yesterday. I knock on the door twice before entering inside. "Are you ready?" I ask him.