2 Escape

I'm designing a way to get rid of this hell. It always comes to mind that I want to kill him. But if you do, I'll be killing myself, too. It's like a witch bewitches me. I do not know what to do. He is coming. I hear your footsteps. They look like a giant's footsteps. The whole house shakes. He arrived. I run out the bedroom window. He sees me as he opens the door. I run wild through the green grass. It's night. I hear him shout in the distance:

"No use running. And do not hide. I catch you, unhappy! I know of all your steps.

And he laughs. And laugh.

I'm lost. There is no place where I can stay without him meeting me. I'm willing to tell him who he is. But I can not. If I say your name, the whole world will end. And me too. I do not want to die, but I do not want to be a slave any more. I want to direct my destiny with freedom. I want to take a shower and get this odor out of a lie. To exchange my fabricated vocabulary of blind obedience for something real. Take off those dirty sandals from the mud of anger and fury.

[What is the use of our blind desire to create when everything we create is doomed to disappear?]

During my escape I look to the sky. I see the immensity of the night with its shimmering stars, with bluish tones. I find myself small, there is a purpose for everything. I feel a heat inside me and suddenly I am no longer afraid of death. But I do not want to die today. There are so many things to know ...

- Bastard! He screams through the bushes in the hope of finding me.

"Forgive me, Father, but I could-"

- You bastard. I created you. You have to obey me, even if I have to teach you in the worst possible way.

He cursed me of all that was form. At last he found me. He removed the leather pluck he carried on the waistband of his trousers. And when I was going to hit it, a bright and strong light came from behind a tree.

- Who's there? he asked as he tried to keep the light from reaching his eyes.

- Drop this whip. said a soft voice, which seemed to come from all directions.

It was on this day my father realized that there was something bigger and stronger than him.