Why Can't I Let It Go?
Jungkook!! Jungkook!! Jungkook!!...........
Cheers, shouts, screams , hootings , cameras flashing, loud music all around the stadium, that's what his life is all about. Being praised by some while being hated by some others.
It was the last day of the tour and also the last day of the concert in London at Wembley stadium.
Jungkook: Thank-you all for being present here today with me, Thank-you for always supporting me and loving me, I know today is the last day of the concert but I'll surely be back again with new and more amazing songs and performances and I hope you all will like them as well.....
It was the end of the concert , some people were crying, some smiling, some clicking pics but definitely all were enjoying their moment and there on the stage was Jungkook waving goodbye to all of them with an ear to ear smile but was that smile even real?
Only he knows how he maintained such expressions when on the inside he was in immense pain.
...............Time skip....................
In the hotel room
After freshening up and completing his night routine, Jungkook laid down on the bed and stared at the ceiling thinking about his past....
How happy he was... How he had all those things one could ever wish for.... How perfect everything was...
But as it is said, nothing stays forever and everything comes to an end sooner or later.
Jk: why does everyone leaves me, why do I trust people so easily when in return what I get is only betrayal. Don't I deserve to be loved? forget about others how can I blame them when EUNBI, you who promised to stay with me forever left me shattered and alone too.
Everything I do or anywhere I go, I am always reminded of the times we spent together but now I lie here alone just like the moon which is surrounded by millions of stars but still is the loneliest. I maybe loved by many people and supported by millions but how can I accept it when I know that I don't truly deserve it..
Although I spread the message of self love but in reality I am the one who hates myself the most. I just want to get rid of this guilt, of this self hatred and this remorse but eventually I cannot because I believe that I deserve this as I was the cause of your sorrows and demise..
With all these thoughts and feelings buried inside him he eventually fell asleep with glistening eyes and a heavy heart...
He fell asleep to get rid of these emotions and get some rest but his peaceful sleep didn't last long as he dreamt of his past with Eunbi...
..................His dream...............
Eunbi: kook! you know what!!
Jk: How can I dumbo if you won't tell me , I am not a mind reader.
He said poking his finger on her forehead.
Eunbi: Yaaah!! you're so naggy, you don't even let me complete and start complaining. Now shut up and listen to me.
Jk: Yeah! yeah! go on Miss chatter box , who can ever stop you.
He said raising his hands in the air accepting his defeat.
Eunbi: You know kook, my biggest dream is to perform in front of my fans in the famous Wembley stadium of London. I have heard that it is one of the biggest stadium in the world and I really hope that after becoming an idol , I can perform there at least once.
I want both of us to achieve our dreams together and stay together even after becoming idols, as we are today and dare you forget me, that would be your last day on this planet..
They both chuckled together listening to her words...