How could I be so stupid

I picked up my phone and answered the call. "Hello Jess Jamisburger (don't judge) I I'm doctor Hannah and I'm calling you to tell you your test results." I was both scared and excited. "Ok hello Hannah what are my results?" My hart sank when I herd "Congratulations the test came out positive you are pregnant." I thought I was about to die. Thoughts like "how did this happen?"or "did I forget to take my birth control?" And worst of all " how am I going to tell Dolan?" were rushing through my head. But I was actually happy I always wanted a kid maybe

not this soon but I wanted a kid.